You & I pinned «You were, and still are, my guardian angel. The only thing in my life I could never get over was losing you. You are, and always will be, my biggest heartbreak. They say time heals. But here I am, a year, eight months, and 27 days later... I still listen…»

Channel
You & I
@leenkallasi1
On this record: Topic · Growth · Engagement · Reactions · Posts · Citations · Cite this entry
227subscribers
-3 since we began measuring on 6 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of Under 1,000.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1001165530942 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @leenkallasi1 |
| Created | Between 1 March 2018 and 31 July 2021 — estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 7 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 17 September 2026 |
| Measurements held | 5 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 1 time, most recently 17 September 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/leenkallasi1 |
Topic
Personal blog — a classification, not a measurement. An on-box language model (Qwen3.6-35B-A3B-FP8, prompt version 1) read this channel’s own recent posts on 23 September 2026 and assigned it the closest of 31 fixed categories, at 79% confidence. This is a model’s judgement about what the channel is likely to be about, not a fact this register measured the way a subscriber count or a view count is measured — it can be revised on a later pass, and it carries no weight anywhere else on this page. How this classification works, and why it has no browse page of its own yet.
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 17 Sept 2026, 15:36 | 227 | -1 |
| 8 Sept 2026, 18:56 | 228 | -1 |
| 22 Aug 2026, 16:33 | 229 | -1 |
| 7 Aug 2026, 02:48 | 230 | no change |
| 6 Aug 2026, 13:38 | 230 | first reading |
Engagement
20 posts held, back to 16 October 2024 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 page of Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 20 posts for this entry, the most recent from 27 July 2026. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
Reaction mix
187 reactions across 19 posts, in 13 distinct kinds. The most used accounts for 54.0% of them.
| Reaction | Count | Share | Share, drawn |
|---|---|---|---|
| ❤ | 101 | 54.0% | |
| 💔 | 57 | 30.5% | |
| 🤣 | 7 | 3.74% | |
| 🥰 | 7 | 3.74% | |
| 😱 | 4 | 2.14% | |
| 🔥 | 3 | 1.60% | |
| 😡 | 2 | 1.07% | |
| ❤🔥 | 1 | 0.535% | |
| 👍 | 1 | 0.535% | |
| 😍 | 1 | 0.535% | |
| 🤔 | 1 | 0.535% | |
| 🤯 | 1 | 0.535% | |
| 🤷 | 1 | 0.535% |
No sentiment is inferred, and none should be read in. This table is ordered by count and by nothing else. Emoji do not carry stable meaning across languages or communities — 🙏 is thanks in one channel and mourning in another — so we publish which ones were pressed and how often, and pass no judgement on what an audience meant by them.
Precision. Telegram publishes reaction counts per emoji and short-forms each one — 4.34K, 1.2M — so any single kind at or above 1,000 reaches us at three significant figures, and only counts below 1,000 are exact. The shares above are ratios of those figures and carry the same error. This is also why the total here can differ slightly from a reaction total printed elsewhere on the page: both are sums of the same rounded parts, taken over samples with different edges.
Coverage. Reactions were read on 19 of the 20 sampled posts in this sample. Summed by Telegram’s own count on each post — not by adding up the per-emoji breakdown above — those same posts carry 187 reactions in total: the kind of figure the paragraph above means by “a reaction total printed elsewhere on the page”.
Measured over the 20 most recent posts we hold, published 16 October 2024 to 27 July 2026, using the newest reading held for each. Telegram Stars are excluded: they are a payment, not a reaction, and they have their own section.
Recent posts
You were, and still are, my guardian angel. The only thing in my life I could never get over was losing you. You are, and always will be, my biggest heartbreak. They say time heals. But here I am, a year, eight months, and 27 days later... I still listen to your voice notes and cry. I still carry you in my heart and cry. I still pray for you and cry. Maybe everything else is fine. Everyone is laughing. The sun ri…
❤10💔5
Signed Leen Kallasi
نعيم الجهل..🥹💔 انا قبل ما اعرف انو في 13 محاضرة قلبية:
🤣7
Signed Leen Kallasi
The snow always carries a trace of you, like a quiet echo from a time when the world was simpler and we were just two kids, laughing in the cold. I can still picture that day when you threw a snowball at me, the chill of it sharp against my skin, but it was your laughter that warmed my heart. Back then, you were closer to me than anyone else, a presence I never wanted to let go of. And then, the snow became a bridge…
❤4❤🔥1
Signed Leen Kallasi
It’s been one year since my biggest heartbreak.💔 I still remember every second of that day and the sound of my heart cracking inside my chest. I miss you every single day, and I pray for you always. I’ll hold you forever in my heart, my mind, and my prayers. No one will ever understand how much you meant to me, because you were, and still are, my guardian angel. Goodbye, until we meet again—hopefully in heaven. 30.1…
💔9
Signed Leen
Almost Us Part I We wear our silence like armor, but every glance cuts deeper than words. You lean close enough for my skin to burn, then step back as if mercy were possible. The air between us trembles, a tightrope strung with unsaid things, and still we balance on it, pretending we don’t feel the fall waiting below. Every smile is sharpened, every touch disguised as accident, and yet it lingers.. a ghost neithe…
🔥1
Signed Leen Kallasi
We lose, and the world does not pause. The sun keeps rising, the seasons turn their pages, and yet— something inside us is frozen, stuck in the moment of what slipped away. I tell myself it is life’s bargain: to gain, we must give; to know, we must forget; to love, we must risk the breaking. But these words taste bitter, like medicine I am not ready to swallow. They say losing makes space for others, but how can sp…
💔4
Signed Leen Kallasi
What's left when they're gone? There’s a kind of sadness that doesn’t scream. It just sits quietly in your chest — like a shadow behind your ribs, like a lump in your throat that never quite dissolves. It shows up in the middle of good days, in the pauses between conversations, in the way your hand reaches for someone who isn’t reaching back anymore. It’s the kind of sadness that doesn’t ask for attention — it just…
💔7🤯1
Signed Leen Kallasi
مرّت بثلاث مراحل من الحزن. إنكار... بكاء... برود. والآن، لم يتبقَّ لها سوى الأخيرة: نقطة اللاعودة. كانت الساعة تشير إلى 22:12 حين أمسكت بروايتها القديمة "الليالي البيضاء"، تلك التي قرأتها مراراً في كل مرة احتاجت فيها إلى ضماد خفيف لذاكرة تنزف. لم تكن هذه المرة الأولى، ولن تكون الأخيرة. قراءتها صارت طقساً، كأنها بحاجة لعبور الجسر ذاته في كل مرة كي تصل إلى نفسها من جديد. راحت كلمات زياد الرحباني تدور في رأسها كصدى بع…
❤7🤷1
Signed Leen Kallasi
My love language❤️❤️✨
❤5🥰2
Signed Leen Kallasi
خمس شهور يا بَخيل؟ مية و خمسين شمس مية و خمسين ليل!!
❤4😡2😱2🤔1
Signed Leen Kallasi
His voice is always on repeat; I just can't get it out of my head. I hear him singing: "To die by your side is such a heavenly way to die." Then comes the laughter—it melts my frightened heart and makes me smile, even though my eyes are full of tears. He knows I love that scene from 500 Days of Summer, so he reminded me of it in my darkest days, just to tell me that there's always a light that will guide us. The …
❤10
Signed Leen Kallasi
Showing the 12 most recent of 20 posts we hold for @leenkallasi1. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
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Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 17 September 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“You & I” (@leenkallasi1), 227 subscribers as measured 17 September 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/leenkallasi1.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.