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Channel
کُنجی در هیاهوی زمان
@konjidarhayhuyezaman
On this record: Topic · Growth · Engagement · Posts · Citations · Telegram's recommendations · Cite this entry
2,693subscribers
+231 since we began measuring on 6 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of 1,000–3,162.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1002072210449 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @konjidarhayhuyezaman |
| Created | Between 1 November 2023 and 31 May 2024 — estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 6 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 27 September 2026 |
| Measurements held | 15 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 1 time, most recently 27 September 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/konjidarhayhuyezaman |
Topic
Personal blog — a classification, not a measurement. An on-box language model (Qwen3.6-35B-A3B-FP8, prompt version 1) read this channel’s own recent posts on 15 September 2026 and assigned it the closest of 31 fixed categories, at 94% confidence. This is a model’s judgement about what the channel is likely to be about, not a fact this register measured the way a subscriber count or a view count is measured — it can be revised on a later pass, and it carries no weight anywhere else on this page. How this classification works, and why it has no browse page of its own yet.
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 27 Sept 2026, 21:17 | 2,693 | +62 |
| 15 Sept 2026, 12:57 | 2,631 | -6 |
| 12 Sept 2026, 06:39 | 2,637 | -6 |
| 2 Sept 2026, 20:58 | 2,643 | +12 |
| 30 Aug 2026, 19:34 | 2,631 | +65 |
| 28 Aug 2026, 03:43 | 2,566 | +4 |
| 25 Aug 2026, 05:14 | 2,562 | +18 |
| 22 Aug 2026, 00:25 | 2,544 | +5 |
| 18 Aug 2026, 22:26 | 2,539 | +6 |
| 15 Aug 2026, 14:37 | 2,533 | +21 |
| 12 Aug 2026, 10:35 | 2,512 | +30 |
| 9 Aug 2026, 08:13 | 2,482 | +22 |
| 6 Aug 2026, 17:00 | 2,460 | -2 |
| 6 Aug 2026, 05:35 | 2,462 | no change |
| 6 Aug 2026, 03:32 | 2,462 | first reading |
Engagement
23 posts held, back to 1 August 2026 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 2 pages of Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 23 posts for this entry, the most recent from 6 August 2026. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
Recent posts
Sticker, posted without a caption
چایی آخر شب، شبیه تکیه دادن به خودته؛ بعد از اینکه تمام روز، شونهی بقیه بودی.
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اما لحظههای معمولی، همان چیزهایی هستند که بعدها دلتنگشان میشویم.
Photo, posted without a caption
زیادی خوبه.✨
ولی دلم برای روزایی که با ذوق بهم نگاه میکردی تنگ شده.
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«از چی نمیتونی مووآن کنی عزیزم؟ از توجهی که نمیکرد؟ از تلاشی که نکرد؟ از لیاقتی که نداشت؟ از آرامش و امنیتی که بهت نمیداد؟ از شخصیت و لول و عمقی که نداشت؟ از احساس کافی بودنی که بهت نمیداد؟ از چی؟»
اون کاری که مدام عقب میندازی، شاید فقط یه وظیفهی ساده نباشه؛ شاید همون جایی باشه که قراره با بخشهایی از خودت روبهرو بشی که مدتها نادیدهشون گرفتی. خیلی وقتها ما از خودِ کار فرار نمیکنیم، از احساسی که موقع انجام دادنش سراغمون میاد فرار میکنیم؛ از ترسِ کافی نبودن، از ترسِ شکست، از ترسِ اینکه بفهمیم واقعاً چقدر توانایی داریم. اما گاهی همون نقطهای که بیشتر از همه مقاومت میکنی، همون جاییه که رشدت شروع میشه.
به قول احمدرضا احمدی یه دفعه بشینیم دور هم آه بکشیم.
Showing the 12 most recent of 23 posts we hold for @konjidarhayhuyezaman. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Forward network
Republished by
Channels on the register that have forwarded this channel's posts into their own feed.
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Republishes
Channels on the register whose posts this channel has forwarded.
Built only from forwarded posts we have actually read, on both sides. Coverage is early and deliberately incomplete: a missing link means we have not read the post that would prove it, never that the relationship does not exist. Counts are distinct forwarded posts observed, so they only ever go up as we read more.
Mentions
Named by 2 registered channels — every channel on the register whose own posts have named this one, by its current username or any other username it currently holds, merged from two separately captured readings of the same fact so a namer caught by only one of them is not missed and a namer both caught is not counted twice. A username this channel has since dropped is not matched — that handle may belong to someone else now, and crediting today’s namer to yesterday’s owner would misattribute it.
Named by
Channels on the register whose posts name this channel's handle.
Names
Channels on the register whose handles appear in this channel's posts.
A mention is a weaker signal than a forward and is counted separately for that reason — naming a channel is not republishing it, and a handle in a post body is easy to place deliberately. The post counts beside each row below are distinct posts in which the handle appeared, from posts we have read on both sides — the “Named by N registered channels” figure above is a different count, of distinct NAMING CHANNELS rather than posts, and is not the sum of the rows under it.
Appears in Telegram’s recommendations for other channels
The reverse of the list above, and a different kind of signal. This does not require this channel to have ever been asked about directly — each row below is a channel we DID ask Telegram about, whose Telegram-generated list happened to include this one. A channel can appear here with an empty list above it, because being named by someone else’s query is independent of having been queried itself.
@foryou684 · 22,829
Telegram ranks this channel #31 of 64 here — alongside 63 others — read 20 September 2026
This channel appears in 1 seed channel's Telegram-generated recommendation list in total. Each is Telegram’s list for THAT channel, not this one — see how this is measured.
Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 27 September 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“کُنجی در هیاهوی زمان” (@konjidarhayhuyezaman), 2,693 subscribers as measured 27 September 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/konjidarhayhuyezaman.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.