对于我来说,活着的痛苦确实比活着的希望更多。 而很大程度上来说,「不被人需要」,是这份痛苦的根源之一。

Channel
今天高蜀黍吃药了吗
@gaichiyaole
On this record: Growth · Engagement · What this channel posts · Posts · Citations · Cite this entry
30subscribers
+0 since we began measuring on 6 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of Under 1,000.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1001258357832 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @gaichiyaole |
| Description | 高蜀黍的怨念...... |
| Created | Between 1 March 2018 and 31 July 2021— estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 11 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 14 August 2026 |
| Measurements held | 2 |
| On Telegram | t.me/gaichiyaole |
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 11 Aug 2026, 03:46 | 30 | no change |
| 6 Aug 2026, 05:57 | 30 | first reading |
Engagement
17 posts held, back to 6 January 2022 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 pageof Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 17 posts for this entry, the most recent from 23 June 2026. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
What this channel posts
- Photos
- 76
- Videos
- 6
- Links
- 37
Lifetime counters from Telegram’s own channel header, read 11 August 2026 — not the date at the top of this page, which is when the subscriber count was last read. Below Telegram’s rounding threshold, so these counts are exact.
- Video runtime
- 10m 42s
- Average length
- 2m 41s
Measured directly from 4 videos with a duration reading, out of the posts we hold for this channel — not this channel’s whole posting history, only the sample this register has actually read. An exact reading to the second, taken from the post itself rather than from Telegram’s own rounded chrome, so it carries no ≈ mark.
Recent posts
最近几个月身边抑郁的人多了几个。 有一位焦虑伴随抑郁,目前正在服用劳拉西泮和盐酸舍曲林,由于药物副作用影响精神经常处于混乱的状态,导致有时候我也得去照顾他。 有一位长期失眠伴随抑郁,曾私自断药数月之久,时不时会大半夜打电话和我倾诉,好在他现在恢复了服药,并且现在他身边有另一个爱着他的人,最近找我倾诉的频率降低了不少。 至于我,我现在身边也有一些以另一种方式爱着我的人,现在没有多少时间去抑郁了。
凌晨时看到的,看完胡思乱想了很多。 我的厌世情绪已经不是一天两天了,从第一次吃药到现在都已经有七年了,吃药之前还能再多算更久一点。 虽然为了各种无聊的责任感、以及贪生怕死的念头仍然苟活至今,但我也几乎每一天都在期待着一场车祸能降临到我的头上,轻一点的我能赚个半辈子的赔偿,重一点的可能这一生都能解脱。 在各种想象中,身后事是我无论如何都想不出来的,我不知道会有几个人怀念我,是否会有人把我的社交账号当树洞。或者更魔幻一点,我也很想知道如果死后我能再重选一次,我是否还愿意如此厌世。
最近又失业了,在反复的胡思乱想中,又双叒叕感觉社会没救了,又双叒叕开始厌世了,难受
百度地图 PC版: https://j.map.baidu.com/ec/DPtu 手机版: https://j.map.baidu.com/a4/fQtu
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#人间百态 #江西 #Jiangxi 【老人去世女婿与外孙以买菜为名出小区参加葬礼 当地警方:严厉查处】 8月22日,江西 #鹰潭 #信江 公安分局依法严厉查处一起拒不执行人民政府在紧急状态情况下依法发布的决定、命令案: 8月16日,贵溪市鸿塘镇基塘村村民祝某某去世。8月17日上午8时许,家住信江新区某小区的余某辉(祝某某女婿)与饶某龙(祝某某外孙)相约去贵溪市鸿塘镇基塘村吊唁。余某辉以出门买菜为由骑电瓶车出小区,后骑电瓶车载饶某龙前往其位于岭头余家的老宅。8月20日上午,余某辉的两个儿子采取相同的方式、走相同的线路来到贵溪市鸿塘镇基塘村。 8月22日,祝某某下葬。当晚,余某辉父子三人、饶某龙沿原线路返回,因害怕走小路遇蛇,试图穿越江北办事处港口村时被巡逻的村干部发现。村干部查验4人核酸检测结果均为24小时绿码,确认4人系岭头余家村民后予以放行,并要求4人按照指定路线自行返回。目前,余某辉、饶某龙等4人因拒不执行人民政府在紧…
害怕.jpg https://mp.weixin.qq.com/s/lNfYKfokKJiYmTG8ixw7Ow
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把鸟关进笼子里,鸟就有了主人。至于鸟会不会被饿死,完全由鸟的主人来决定。 主人会对鸟说,是我养活了你,没有我,你早就饿死了。 把鸟放出来,鸟自然会去找吃的,也无需感谢谁。
丹东一女子与其父6月21日驾车外出看病,因健康码显示为黄码被拦。女子称社区给开了证明,早上也刚刚做的核酸;民警表示黄码不能离开。交涉过程中女子倒地,其父亲上前击打民警。 振兴公安分局22日下午通告,涉事父女健康码显示为黄码、先后两次闯卡被执勤民警依法拦停;女子拒不配合遵守防疫规定、下车与民警争执,过程中其父上前击打民警面部。女子因阻碍执行职务被行政拘留十日,其父因涉袭警罪被采取刑事强制措施。 (沸点视频)
郑州市卫健委表示,已成立专项调查组调查“网络反映郑州120延误救治大学生”一事。 逝世大学生的父亲彭先生此前告诉澎湃新闻,自己于5月17日中午接到女儿舍友的电话,对方说女儿昏迷了,自己得知后,立即开车从平顶山赶往郑州,在下午三四点到达郑州。彭先生说,女儿于当天下午进行了手术,此后一直住在ICU病房,依靠呼吸机维持生命,直到5月30日女儿去世,十多天下来,医疗花费大约二十多万。 彭先生称,自己想了解女儿出事的经过,于是在5月19日前往龙子湖派出所报警,警方调取了一段女儿和120急救中心的录音给他。彭先生将这段持续8分钟的通话录音附在了个人微博上。 (郑州发布,澎湃新闻)
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Cite this entry
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“今天高蜀黍吃药了吗” (@gaichiyaole), 30 subscribers as measured 11 August 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/gaichiyaole.
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