24 Jun 2026, 10:45 UTC185 views15 reactionsread 9 August 2026 Photo
it was my 25th (ooof) birthday recently.
i turned 25.
all i could think of was achievements.
i did not travel to top of the mountain.
i did not win a medal for running in race.
i did not earn a lot of money.
i did not make my parents proud.
i did not see stars twinkle.
i did not maintain friendships.
i did not learn piano.
i did not produce music.
i did not sketch.
i did not love myself.
i did not complete games.
i…
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24 Jun 2026, 10:38 UTC173 viewsread 9 August 2026 zara kabhi meri nazar se khud ko dekh bhi
1 Jun 2026, 01:50 UTC267 views11 reactionsread 9 August 2026 Photo
happy pride 💖
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18 May 2026, 07:19 UTC340 views13 reactionsread 9 August 2026 i wanna be so high in love, so mad in love.
do little idiotic things for you in love.
crave your touch in love.
curl my toes and giggle in love.
I WANNA BE SO HIGH IN LOVE.
i wanna be so high in love.
so high in love
so in love
in love
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3 May 2026, 09:32 UTC392 views9 reactionsread 9 August 2026 Photo
i have been trying to get out of the societal shell of
WHAT IS APPROPRIATE
DOING WHAT SUITS YOU
STAYING IN THE LINE
and a small step was cutting my hair short. maa said it won't look good, you are fat and it just won't suit you.
these boundaries are icky, i don't like them.
why?
i don't care if it suits me or not, i just want to try it out.
i don't care. i have one life and i want to live it fully without any re…
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2 May 2026, 15:41 UTC320 views2 reactionsread 9 August 2026 so i been trying to read substack, and here is my excerpt from the first article i read.
Carl Jung Psychology
Until you make the unconscious conscious, it will direct your life and you will call it fate.
Persona
What you put on is a social face to navigate the world. It is required, as you can't show all of yourself to everyone all the time.
The problem lies when people forget that there is a person beneath the…
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1 Mar 2026, 15:07 UTC369 viewsread 9 August 2026 Photo
i made an origami dragon
took me 1 hour
it isn't the best one
but i feel satisfied for completing it and i guess that's worth it.
10 Jan 2026, 21:05 UTC495 views6 reactionsread 9 August 2026 Photo
what i send to everyone after i meet them.
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18 Dec 2025, 15:15 UTC545 views3 reactionsread 9 August 2026 Video
my plushies
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18 Dec 2025, 06:09 UTC485 views8 reactionsread 9 August 2026 Photo
someone shared this to me this morning.
i felt emotions that i probably never felt before, cause i never been appreciated this way for my art.
it felt warm.
it felt as if "avantika, you need to make more art, look, you are loved for it"
now now, i know you don't make art for others but it doesn't hurt to be appreciated once a while.
so thank you to the person who sent that message and thank you to whoever likes my …
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7 Dec 2025, 07:47 UTC466 views5 reactionsread 9 August 2026 this is a checkpoint, how have you been?
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3 Dec 2025, 08:37 UTC483 views5 reactionsread 9 August 2026 Photo
yes i would like help
but would i tell it?
i guess no.
how can i?
how can i ever begin to express the mess i am
the mess i created, the mess i will create
just pure nuisance.
but gosh, oh i want someone to come, hold me by their hands, as i well up, as i cry, as my body trembles.
but it's okay, i don't even know what's real anymore or what's happening anymore
everything is blurred
i don't remember things
i don't re…
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