تنحّ عن مخيلتي قليلاً من فضلك .. أريد أن أقرأ . . أريد أن أكتب . . أريد أن أطفئ النار قبل أن تفيض القهوة..
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Channel
@thoughtsofya
On this record: Growth · Engagement · What this channel posts · Reactions · Posts · Citations · Cite this entry
105subscribers
+0 since we began measuring on 7 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of Under 1,000.
| Telegram ID | -1002006335320 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @thoughtsofya |
| Created | Between 1 November 2023 and 30 April 2024— estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 9 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 28 August 2026 |
| Measurements held | 4 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 1 time, most recently 28 August 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/thoughtsofya |
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 28 Aug 2026, 14:25 | 105 | -1 |
| 14 Aug 2026, 13:26 | 106 | +1 |
| 9 Aug 2026, 08:47 | 105 | no change |
| 7 Aug 2026, 04:47 | 105 | first reading |
20 posts held, back to 19 May 2026 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 pageof Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 20 posts for this entry, the most recent from 27 May 2026. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
Measured directly from 1 video with a duration reading, out of the posts we hold for this channel — not this channel’s whole posting history, only the sample this register has actually read. An exact reading to the second, taken from the post itself rather than from Telegram’s own rounded chrome, so it carries no ≈ mark.
6 reactions across 5 posts, in 1 kind.
| Reaction | Count | Share | Share, drawn |
|---|---|---|---|
| ❤ | 6 | 100.0% |
No sentiment is inferred, and none should be read in. This table is ordered by count and by nothing else. Emoji do not carry stable meaning across languages or communities — 🙏 is thanks in one channel and mourning in another — so we publish which ones were pressed and how often, and pass no judgement on what an audience meant by them.
Precision. Telegram publishes reaction counts per emoji and short-forms each one — 4.34K, 1.2M — so any single kind at or above 1,000 reaches us at three significant figures, and only counts below 1,000 are exact. The shares above are ratios of those figures and carry the same error. This is also why the total here can differ slightly from a reaction total printed elsewhere on the page: both are sums of the same rounded parts, taken over samples with different edges.
Coverage. Reactions were read on 6 of the 20 sampled posts in this sample. Summed by Telegram’s own count on each post — not by adding up the per-emoji breakdown above — those same posts carry 6reactions in total: the kind of figure the paragraph above means by “a reaction total printed elsewhere on the page”.
Measured over the 20 most recent posts we hold, published 19 May 2026 to 27 May 2026, using the newest reading held for each. Telegram Stars are excluded: they are a payment, not a reaction, and they have their own section.
تنحّ عن مخيلتي قليلاً من فضلك .. أريد أن أقرأ . . أريد أن أكتب . . أريد أن أطفئ النار قبل أن تفيض القهوة..
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Signed ÄßеlåhåÐ
يعرف المرء بما يترفع عنه وبما ينتقيه ويمنحه إنتباهه بما يختاره بملء إرادته .. الإنسان حصيلة إختياراته
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مخيفة فكرة أن جلّ ما نقوم به موجّه غالبًا نحو عين الآخر: أن تكون ذكيًا، مرموقًا، محبوبًا، مرغوبًا. ثم تكتشف أن هذه الوسائل أفقدتك شعورك المستقل والهادئ بالحياة، أفقدتك حرِّيتك. أودّ استعادة هذا الشعور المفقود، لأن الحرية أروع بكثير من أن تكون الأروع.
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أفكر كثيرًا في فكرة “الامتلاء الصامت” أن يكون الإنسان مليئًا بكل شيء، ومع ذلك لا يجد ما يقوله.
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«الأتاراكسيا لا تعني أن الألم قد انتهى، بل تعني أن الألم قد صار مألوفاً كصوت دمي. هنا، وسط حطام أثينا، أدركتُ أخيراً أن الرماد لا يمكن حرقه مرتين. لقد كان الرسم محاولة يائسة لتعليب الضوء، أما الكتابة فهي ترويضٌ عاقل للعتمة. أنا الآن أقف خارج آلة العالم الضخمة، أراقب صخبها بابتسامه باهتة لا تحمل حقداً ولا حباً. ماركوس يطارد ضلي في الشوارع، والقانون يقتفي أثري، وأنا لا أطارد سوى اللاشيء. لم يعد يؤلمني غياب إيليني، لقد …
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كلُّ عامِ والخير يصبُّ في دروبكم صبَّا، كل عامِ ولازالت قلوبكم بنقائها تفيض، لا حرمكُم اللّٰه بهجة العيدِ وفرحه، وأدام بهجةَ أعيادكُم بقرب من تحبُّون، وطاب بكم العيد ودُمتم لأحبابِكم أعيادًا وفرحةً لا يفقدونها .
Signed ÄßеlåhåÐ
وأخيرًا يا رب، أعطني من الطمأنينة ما يجعلني أؤمن أن كل ما يحدث الآن، بكل تعبه وغموضه وتأخّره، سيقودني يومًا إلى معنى أجمل مما توقعت… وإلى حياةٍ تشبه الدعوات التي خبأتها في قلبي طويلًا.
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يا واسع الرحمة، أعوذ بك من الحروب الصامتة داخل القلب، من التعب الذي لا يُحكى، ومن الحنين الذي لا يجد طريقًا للعودة، ومن الوحدة التي تزدحم رغم كثرة الناس.
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اللهم في يوم عرفة، اغفر لي النسخ القديمة مني، تلك التي أخطأت لأنها كانت تحاول أن تتعلّم الحياة، واغسل قلبي من كل ذنبٍ أثقل روحي، ومن كل خوفٍ عطّلني، ومن كل حزنٍ ظننتُ أنه أبدي.
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ربَّنا لك الحمد، مِلْءَ السموات والأرض ومِلْءَ ما شئت من شيء بعد، أهلَ الثناءِ والمجد، أحقُّ ما قال العبد وكلنا لك عبد، اللهم لا مانع لما أعطيت، ولا معطي لما منعت، ولا ينفع ذا الجَدِّ منك الجَدُّ .
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النوُايا التي يعُريّها لك الله، لا تُلبسّها عذرًا.
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الحالة : مدقدق 🤕
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Showing the 12 most recent of 20 posts we hold for @thoughtsofya. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Citation-graph rank — 783,497 of 1,627,445entries in the measured graph. A weighted position computed from the forward and mention edges below — republished posts weigh more than named mentions — and recomputed periodically, over the whole graph. Published only as this ordinal position, never as a score: a position is a fact, and a score printed beside one channel’s name would read as a verdict this register does not make. The two counts beneath stay separate for the same reason mentions are never summed with forwards anywhere else on this page — a named-by count costs nothing to manufacture. The top 100 by this measure, or how it is computed.
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Channels on the register that have forwarded this channel's posts into their own feed.
Built only from forwarded posts we have actually read, on both sides. Coverage is early and deliberately incomplete: a missing link means we have not read the post that would prove it, never that the relationship does not exist. Counts are distinct forwarded posts observed, so they only ever go up as we read more.
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 28 August 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“My own space” (@thoughtsofya), 105 subscribers as measured 28 August 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/thoughtsofya.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.