Hey, it's December once more. I've moved beyond my 19th year, yet time hasn't eased the ache in my heart for you. Each December serves as a poignant reminder of our last night together. -☁️-
Signed 𝓛𝓲𝓵𝓲𝓽𝓱. 🪐

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@soulbreak666
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120subscribers
+0 since we began measuring on 6 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of Under 1,000.
| Telegram ID | -1001201107131 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @soulbreak666 |
| Description | . و تقبلِي مللِي..و ذبذَبتي..و سوء تصرّفاتي فأنا كـ ماءِ البحر في مدّي و في جزري و عمق تحولاتي، إن التناقض في دمي و أنا أحبُّ.. تناقضاتي! . @Angeldeathbot |
| Created | Between 1 March 2018 and 25 June 2021— estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 9 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 14 August 2026 |
| Measurements held | 2 |
| On Telegram | t.me/soulbreak666 |
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 9 Aug 2026, 04:15 | 120 | no change |
| 6 Aug 2026, 14:29 | 120 | first reading |
18 posts held, back to 25 June 2021 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 pageof Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 18 posts for this entry, the most recent from 4 December 2023. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
Lifetime counters from Telegram’s own channel header, read 9 August 2026 — not the date at the top of this page, which is when the subscriber count was last read. Below Telegram’s rounding threshold, so these counts are exact.
Hey, it's December once more. I've moved beyond my 19th year, yet time hasn't eased the ache in my heart for you. Each December serves as a poignant reminder of our last night together. -☁️-
Signed 𝓛𝓲𝓵𝓲𝓽𝓱. 🪐
Photo, posted without a caption
Signed 𝓛𝓲𝓵𝓲𝓽𝓱.🪐
هل شعُرت يوما أنك أخفقت بوقت مَا ، تعيشُ حياةً مختلفَة ، كَنسخة سيّئة عن تلكَ التي كُنت تطمح لإمتلاكها.
Signed 𝓛𝓲𝓵𝓲𝓽𝓱.🪐
في صَباح الثّانِي و العشرِين من مايُو ، لازلتُ أذكر مَشاعِري تِجاهَك.
Signed 𝓛𝓲𝓵𝓲𝓽𝓱.🪐
Someday, when this scenery... becomes a memory, what do you want to remember ? I want to remember you , forever.
Signed 𝓛𝓲𝓵𝓲𝓽𝓱.🪐
ما كان بَيننا لا يُنسى و لا يُستَعاد ما كانَ بيننا يبكَى فقَط.
Signed 𝓛𝓲𝓵𝓲𝓽𝓱.🪐
That's the thing about pain It demands to be felt .
Signed 𝓛𝓲𝓵𝓲𝓽𝓱.🪐
إذا أراد شخص ما الابتعاد ، فدعهُ يفعَل ذالك. إذا أراد شخص ما أن يكرهك ، فدعه يفعل ذالك. و لكن كما ترى ، كلما و أينما إلتقينا مجددًا ، فسأغدُو أحبك تماما كمَا أنا الآن . و عندما نلتقى مجددا ، سأركضُ نحوك بإبتسامة كبيرة تعلو وجهي و أعانقك . سأقول حينها "لقد مر وقت طويل ، كيف حالك؟ لقد إشتقت إليك" لأني و بساطة ، أحبك.
Signed 𝓛𝓲𝓵𝓲𝓽𝓱.🪐
I just really do hate myself.
Signed 𝓛𝓲𝓵𝓲𝓽𝓱.
I thought about kissing you today and yesterday and the day before that. I know I'll think about kissing you tomorrow and the day after that and some more days after those days. I think about kissing you slowly and tracing my fingers along your lips. I think about kissing you in your car, in the rain, on your doorstep. I think about kissing your cheek, your spot. I think about kissing only you not anyone else just yo…
Signed 𝓛𝓲𝓵𝓲𝓽𝓱.
المكان موحشٌ من دونك هُنا، هل تفتقدُ مافقدت؟ لا أعلم كيف يبدو الأمر بعد الأن، ما هو السبب..؟ هل ما يحدث الأن هو رحيلك؟ لما علينا المعاناة الى أخر رمق..؟لستُ أشكو لطالما أعتاد جسدي على الألم مهما حملتهُ من ضغط ولكن من بعد مدة طويلة أعاود التسأل هل هنالك جدوى لكل هذا؟ هل ما نعانيهُ له ثمارهُ؟ أريدُ حقا أعتزالهم.. أعتزال البشر، أعتزال الجميع، مهما كنتُ أظن أنني أعرفُ أحدهم مهما أقنعت تشوشاتي بأن تثق هنالك صوت داخلي يخبر…
Signed 𝓛𝓲𝓵𝓲𝓽𝓱.
الثاني من شهر فبراير، أشتاقُ لك وأشتاقُ لنا، أشتاقُ لذاتي السابقة معك ولذاتك السابقة معي، كلماتنا، أغانينا، دخان سگائرنا، حديثنا الذي لا يتوقف، وحدتنا وشعورنا الغريب، رغبتنا بالعيش معًا ثم الموت معًا، حبنا لليل بكل ظلامه ولمعان نجومه، الأشتياق بحد ذاته لا يعبر الا عن القليل عزيزي فكل ما أشعر به تجاه كلينا معًا يفوق التصور السطحي لكلمات هذا الموجود.
Signed 𝓛𝓲𝓵𝓲𝓽𝓱.
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