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Channel
nai
@sebataspilu
On this record: Growth · Engagement · Posts · Citations · Cite this entry
935subscribers
-21 since we began measuring on 7 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of Under 1,000.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1001705076900 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @sebataspilu |
| Created | Between 1 December 2021 and 30 April 2023— estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 7 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 21 August 2026 |
| Measurements held | 4 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 1 time, most recently 21 August 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/sebataspilu |
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 21 Aug 2026, 07:05 | 935 | -12 |
| 13 Aug 2026, 17:37 | 947 | -9 |
| 7 Aug 2026, 13:06 | 956 | no change |
| 7 Aug 2026, 02:16 | 956 | first reading |
Engagement
20 posts held, back to 23 October 2023 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 pageof Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 20 posts for this entry, the most recent from 24 May 2026. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
Recent posts
Bagaimana wajah ayah? Bagaimana suaranya saat memanggilku? Tapi semuanya buram. Seperti ingatan yang sengaja dihapus oleh waktu. Atau mungkin… oleh rasa sakit yang terlalu besar. Aku tidak tahu apakah aku pernah benar-benar disayang. Atau aku hanya tidak ingat.
Segala yang tinggal setelahmu Ia berdiri di antara bayang-bayang senja, menggenggam kenangan yang tak sempat menjadi nyata. Dulu, tawa lelaki itu adalah musik yang membuat harinya bernyawa—kini, hanya gema yang tak pernah kembali. Ia tak pernah bilang, tapi hatinya diam-diam mencintai. Cinta yang tumbuh dari kebersamaan kecil, dari percakapan larut malam, dari caranya menyebut namanya seolah dunia tak terlalu berat…
I miss him
Waktu yang panjang Tiga tahun. Sekali lagi, tiga TAHUN. Bukan tiga bulan yang bisa disapu waktu. Bukan tiga minggu yang bisa dikalahkan logika. Tiga tahun, waktu yang cukup untuk tumbuh, untuk berubah, dan bahkan untuk menyembuhkan. Tapi tidak untukku. Tiga tahun justru menjadi liang di mana seluruh jiwaku tenggelam perlahan-lahan. Tiga tahun aku mencintaimu. Sendirian. Tiga tahun aku berdiri di tempat yang sama, m…
kacau yang tak berbentuk. aku sudah hancur berkeping, rumah yang sudah tak bertuan, pelabuhan tanpa ada kapal yang berlayar. aku sudah tidak utuh, mau berapa kalipun diganti atau disinggahi oleh tuan lainnya. aku tetap sama, tak akan berbentuk seperti diawal. aku sudah melebur, melebur dengan luka disemestaku. kapal milikku sudah karam, kapalku sekarang t'lah berpuan. aku kacau yang sulit diperbaiki mungkin juga s…
maafkan orang tuamu yang mencintaimu dengan cara yang tidak seperti kamu butuhkan. lalu maafkan dirimu yang mencari cinta ditempat yang salah itu.
https://vt.tiktok.com/ZS6E2hHMd/
sejauh ini luka keluarga masih menjadi luka paling menyakitkan
u're girl. dunia terlalu keras, jangan menaruh harapan berlebih pada siapapun atau kamu akan hancur oleh harapanmu sendiri.
Selamat datang kembali Desember. Mari tutup 2023 dengan kenangan indah untuk di kenang di tahun depan.
Titi, hari ini aku usai dengan segala rasa yang aku punya buat dia, suka, kagum, capek.
Showing the 12 most recent of 20 posts we hold for @sebataspilu. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Citation-graph rank
Citation-graph rank — 1,271,134 of 1,620,105entries in the measured graph. A weighted position computed from the forward and mention edges below — republished posts weigh more than named mentions — and recomputed periodically, over the whole graph. Published only as this ordinal position, never as a score: a position is a fact, and a score printed beside one channel’s name would read as a verdict this register does not make. The two counts beneath stay separate for the same reason mentions are never summed with forwards anywhere else on this page — a named-by count costs nothing to manufacture. The top 100 by this measure, or how it is computed.
Forward network
Republished by
Channels on the register that have forwarded this channel's posts into their own feed.
Built only from forwarded posts we have actually read, on both sides. Coverage is early and deliberately incomplete: a missing link means we have not read the post that would prove it, never that the relationship does not exist. Counts are distinct forwarded posts observed, so they only ever go up as we read more.
Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 21 August 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“nai” (@sebataspilu), 935 subscribers as measured 21 August 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/sebataspilu.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.