26 May 2023, 14:59 UTC234 viewsread 9 August 2026
crying alone is the therapy when the world hurt you
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Channel
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@saddestlife
On this record: Growth ยท Engagement ยท What this channel posts ยท Posts ยท Citations ยท Cite this entry
118subscribers
+0 since we began measuring on 6 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register ยท movement among entries of Under 1,000.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1001396053048 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @saddestlife |
| Description | I am afraid of humans. @saddestlifebot |
| Created | Between 1 September 2018 and 30 June 2021โ estimated from Telegramโs id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 9 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 14 August 2026 |
| Measurements held | 2 |
| On Telegram | t.me/saddestlife |
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 9 Aug 2026, 04:45 | 118 | no change |
| 6 Aug 2026, 15:48 | 118 | first reading |
Engagement
20 posts held, back to 23 May 2023 โ the reader has not yet reached the start of this channelโs public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 pageof Telegramโs post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute โ we hold 20 posts for this entry, the most recent from 26 May 2023. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
What this channel posts
- Photos
- 2
Lifetime counters from Telegramโs own channel header, read 9 August 2026 โ not the date at the top of this page, which is when the subscriber count was last read. Below Telegramโs rounding threshold, so these counts are exact.
Recent posts
26 May 2023, 14:58 UTC227 views0 reactionsread 9 August 2026
it's hard to explain, so i kept quiet
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26 May 2023, 14:58 UTC229 viewsread 9 August 2026
why i can't be enough for everyone
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26 May 2023, 14:57 UTC228 viewsread 9 August 2026
it hurts a lot
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26 May 2023, 14:56 UTC230 viewsread 9 August 2026
always be ready to survive alone, some people suddenly change, today you're important to them, tomorrow you're nothing to them and that's real
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26 May 2023, 14:54 UTC231 viewsread 9 August 2026
the saddest thing is when you are feeling low, you look around and realize that there is no one's shoulder for you
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26 May 2023, 14:53 UTC236 viewsread 9 August 2026
i'll never be enough to someone, not even for myself
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26 May 2023, 14:52 UTC236 viewsread 9 August 2026
i watch myself go from one of the happiest person ever, to someone who thinks about giving up every day
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24 May 2023, 15:16 UTC227 viewsread 9 August 2026
the urge to disappear myself every time someone hurts my feeling
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24 May 2023, 15:12 UTC205 viewsread 9 August 2026
look at me comforting others with the words i wish to hear, silly me
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24 May 2023, 05:16 UTC195 viewsread 9 August 2026
do you ever cry about one thing and then started crying about your whole life
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24 May 2023, 00:04 UTC190 viewsread 9 August 2026
sometimes it's hard for me to communicate how i feel because i don't always understand why i feel the way i feel. i need someone patient enough to understand my silence. sometimes i don't really wanna vent. i just want someone to be there for me so i don't feel alone.
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Showing the 12 most recent of 20 posts we hold for @saddestlife. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked โ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it โ t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so โ1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Citation-graph rank
Citation-graph rank โ 922,865 of 1,478,351entries in the measured graph. A weighted position computed from the forward and mention edges below โ republished posts weigh more than named mentions โ and recomputed periodically, over the whole graph. Published only as this ordinal position, never as a score: a position is a fact, and a score printed beside one channelโs name would read as a verdict this register does not make. The two counts beneath stay separate for the same reason mentions are never summed with forwards anywhere else on this page โ a named-by count costs nothing to manufacture. The top 100 by this measure, or how it is computed.
Mentions
Named by 5 registered channels โ every channel on the register whose own posts have named this one, by its current username or any other username it currently holds, merged from two separately captured readings of the same fact so a namer caught by only one of them is not missed and a namer both caught is not counted twice. A username this channel has since dropped is not matched โ that handle may belong to someone else now, and crediting todayโs namer to yesterdayโs owner would misattribute it.
Named by
Channels on the register whose posts name this channel's handle.
A mention is a weaker signal than a forward and is counted separately for that reason โ naming a channel is not republishing it, and a handle in a post body is easy to place deliberately. The post counts beside each row below are distinct posts in which the handle appeared, from posts we have read on both sides โ the โNamed by N registered channelsโ figure above is a different count, of distinct NAMING CHANNELS rather than posts, and is not the sum of the rows under it.
Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 9 August 2026 โ this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
โโป ๐ป ๐ฐ ๐ฒ ๐ท ๐ ๐ ๐ผ ๐พ ๐ ๐ดโ (@saddestlife), 118 subscribers as measured 9 August 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/saddestlife.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV ยท JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.