- لا أمتلِك أسبابًا لأرحل أو لأبقى، أنا لا أعرِف حتى أسباب بقائِي إلِى الان إنَنِي مُتعب للحد الذِي يجعلنِي أرضى لكل أفكَارِك الخاطِئه عنِي ، للحد الذي لا أطيِق فيه تصحِيحها أو شرح حقِيقه مشاعِري أو حتى تبرِير هذا الأنهِيار ، .

Channel
مرهق
@ow218
On this record: Topic · Growth · Engagement · Posts · Cite this entry
33subscribers
-3 since we began measuring on 7 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of Under 1,000.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1001238685159 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @ow218 |
| Created | Between 1 March 2018 and 31 July 2021 — estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 10 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 9 October 2026 |
| Measurements held | 5 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 3 times, most recently 9 October 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/ow218 |
Topic
Personal blog — a classification, not a measurement. An on-box language model (Qwen3.6-35B-A3B-FP8, prompt version 1) read this channel’s own recent posts on 30 September 2026 and assigned it the closest of 31 fixed categories, at 74% confidence. This is a model’s judgement about what the channel is likely to be about, not a fact this register measured the way a subscriber count or a view count is measured — it can be revised on a later pass, and it carries no weight anywhere else on this page. How this classification works, and why it has no browse page of its own yet.
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 11 Sept 2026, 21:58 | 33 | -1 |
| 27 Aug 2026, 09:44 | 34 | -1 |
| 20 Aug 2026, 19:24 | 35 | -1 |
| 10 Aug 2026, 22:31 | 36 | no change |
| 7 Aug 2026, 09:28 | 36 | first reading |
Engagement
19 posts held, back to 12 July 2023 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 page of Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 19 posts for this entry, the most recent from 11 December 2024. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
Recent posts
Channel name was changed to «مرهق»
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مالذِي حل بِي رباه أنِي احترِق.
مُجرِد عُقِده تِزدادُ تشابُكاً،، مع عدِم امتلاِك لِ حل لِها
أدرِكتُ أنه لا توجد أداه لتعذيب الانسان مثل افكاره، الافكار تمرض الجسد، وتنهك الروح، وفكره واحده يتكرر صداها في راسك قد تهلكك.
إنني أبذل جهدًا ذهنيًا هائلاً كل يوم ، حتى أمنع نفسي من الإنهيار وإفساد كل شيء.
كَم هائِل مِن التَفكِير مؤذِي.
لكِن أشعُر ب غِصه تكُبتِ حادِثه حصلِت منِذ سنِين وتتراكِم بداخِلي انِها مؤلِمه جِداً
تعِبت مِن مُحاولِه التغِير ، أشعُر أنَنِي عالِق ف المِاضي أحاول نسِيان كُلشِيء والهُروب بعِيداً لِكن أفكِاري تُدمرِني أنا حَقاً نادِم لا أستطِيع ازاله هذه الافِكار وكأنِها لعِنه
وبي شوقٌ إليك أعَلَّ قلبي، وما لي غير قُربك من طَبيبِ .
هَل يَسمعُ اللَيلُ الصَرخاتِ الصامِتة؟
Showing the 12 most recent of 19 posts we hold for @ow218. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 11 September 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“مرهق” (@ow218), 33 subscribers as measured 11 September 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/ow218.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.