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Channel
beautiful pain.
@notyourfallt
On this record: Topic · Growth · Engagement · Reactions · Posts · Citations · Cite this entry
53subscribers
-3 since we began measuring on 7 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of Under 1,000.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1001240554129 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @notyourfallt |
| Created | 11 September 2020 — measured — cross-checked against a third-party dataset (ext.tg_channel) |
| First recorded | 10 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 12 October 2026 |
| Measurements held | 5 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 2 times, most recently 12 October 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/notyourfallt |
Topic
Literature — a classification, not a measurement. An on-box language model (Qwen3.6-35B-A3B-FP8, prompt version 1) read this channel’s own recent posts on 29 September 2026 and assigned it the closest of 31 fixed categories, at 37% confidence. This is a model’s judgement about what the channel is likely to be about, not a fact this register measured the way a subscriber count or a view count is measured — it can be revised on a later pass, and it carries no weight anywhere else on this page. How this classification works, and why it has no browse page of its own yet.
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 2 Oct 2026, 03:18 | 53 | -1 |
| 16 Sept 2026, 15:36 | 54 | -1 |
| 21 Aug 2026, 10:19 | 55 | -1 |
| 10 Aug 2026, 07:31 | 56 | no change |
| 7 Aug 2026, 19:56 | 56 | first reading |
Engagement
20 posts held, back to 20 July 2025 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 page of Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 20 posts for this entry, the most recent from 15 July 2026. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
Reaction mix
9 reactions across 6 posts, in 1 kind.
| Reaction | Count | Share | Share, drawn |
|---|---|---|---|
| ❤ | 9 | 100.0% |
No sentiment is inferred, and none should be read in. This table is ordered by count and by nothing else. Emoji do not carry stable meaning across languages or communities — 🙏 is thanks in one channel and mourning in another — so we publish which ones were pressed and how often, and pass no judgement on what an audience meant by them.
Precision. Telegram publishes reaction counts per emoji and short-forms each one — 4.34K, 1.2M — so any single kind at or above 1,000 reaches us at three significant figures, and only counts below 1,000 are exact. The shares above are ratios of those figures and carry the same error. This is also why the total here can differ slightly from a reaction total printed elsewhere on the page: both are sums of the same rounded parts, taken over samples with different edges.
Coverage. Reactions were read on 6 of the 20 sampled posts in this sample. Summed by Telegram’s own count on each post — not by adding up the per-emoji breakdown above — those same posts carry 9 reactions in total: the kind of figure the paragraph above means by “a reaction total printed elsewhere on the page”.
Measured over the 20 most recent posts we hold, published 20 July 2025 to 15 July 2026, using the newest reading held for each. Telegram Stars are excluded: they are a payment, not a reaction, and they have their own section.
Recent posts
знаете какой самый низкий способ расстаться выбирает мужчина? в какой-то момент он понимает ,что отношения ему в тягость, не готов работать над отношениями. но вместо того, что бы сказать об этом и уйти он выбирает другую тактику. он делает жизнь женщины невыносимой ,перестает заботится и поддерживать ,начинает придираться по мелочам ну и играет в молчанку. постепенно женщина остается одна со своими проблемами ,и гла…
-вчера я почувствовала, что ты полюбил меня. -как? -ты прикасался иначе, чем обычно. -нет. я прикасался к тебе, как всегда. Я давно тебя полюбил. а вчера ты почувствовала, как полюбила меня. Малена Край. "Последнее короткое ПИСЬМО"
Вы не переиграете девушку, которая, вопреки своей боли, своей любви, шла наперекор своей уязвимости и выбирала себя. Которая даже в моменты слабости, шла с гордо поднятой головой, доминируя над всеми. У неё не то что козыри в рукаве, у неё целая шахматная доска с заранее расставленными матами.
у него был выбор, и он тебя не выбрал.
❤1
И только, когда ты перестаешь бежать за чем-то, оно резко приходит в твою жизнь.
❤1
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иногда я сама себя боюсь, особенно в гневе и истериках ... у меня нет стопа ни в словах, ни в действиях. я разнесу все. (если почувствую несправедливость по отношению к себе)
встретила его когда не искала любви, ну а потеряла я его когда любила больше всех, как по другому назвать этот бред
и вдруг пришло осознание: я была зависима от тебя. каждый раз, когда между нами возникали трудности, ты просто уходил, бросая короткое «понял, прости». я так хотела услышать от тебя: «мы справимся вместе» или «я не оставлю тебя одну». но вместо этого всё чаще разочаровывалась не в тебе, а в своих ожиданиях. в глубине души я всегда знала, что ты не сделаешь ничего из того, о чём я мечтала. и всё же ты снова и снова во…
❤1
a вы когда-нибудь голодали по человеку, по-настоящему?
добро шрамов не оставляет, поэтому его не помнят.
❤4
Showing the 12 most recent of 20 posts we hold for @notyourfallt. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Forward network
Republishes
Channels on the register whose posts this channel has forwarded.
Built only from forwarded posts we have actually read, on both sides. Coverage is early and deliberately incomplete: a missing link means we have not read the post that would prove it, never that the relationship does not exist. Counts are distinct forwarded posts observed, so they only ever go up as we read more.
Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 2 October 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“beautiful pain.” (@notyourfallt), 53 subscribers as measured 2 October 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/notyourfallt.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.