I'm acting like I don't need you, just like how you don't need me but that makes me want you even more. I want to run away but the string of attachment always pull me back to you. 一 @myinnerwords 🤍
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@myinnerwords
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998subscribers
-4 since we began measuring on 6 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of Under 1,000.
| Telegram ID | -1001426478303 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @myinnerwords |
| Created | 25 May 2020 — measured — cross-checked against a third-party dataset (TGDataset) |
| First recorded | 6 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 24 August 2026 |
| Measurements held | 5 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 1 time, most recently 24 August 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/myinnerwords |
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 24 Aug 2026, 05:45 | 998 | -1 |
| 17 Aug 2026, 11:02 | 999 | -2 |
| 13 Aug 2026, 17:55 | 1,001 | -1 |
| 7 Aug 2026, 18:18 | 1,002 | no change |
| 6 Aug 2026, 21:30 | 1,002 | first reading |
20 posts held, back to 29 September 2021 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 pageof Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 20 posts for this entry, the most recent from 20 March 2022. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
403 reactions across 16 posts, in 6 distinct kinds. The most used accounts for 65.0% of them.
| Reaction | Count | Share | Share, drawn |
|---|---|---|---|
| ❤ | 262 | 65.0% | |
| 👍 | 75 | 18.6% | |
| 🔥 | 29 | 7.20% | |
| 😢 | 26 | 6.45% | |
| 🥰 | 10 | 2.48% | |
| 👎 | 1 | 0.248% |
No sentiment is inferred, and none should be read in. This table is ordered by count and by nothing else. Emoji do not carry stable meaning across languages or communities — 🙏 is thanks in one channel and mourning in another — so we publish which ones were pressed and how often, and pass no judgement on what an audience meant by them.
Precision. Telegram publishes reaction counts per emoji and short-forms each one — 4.34K, 1.2M — so any single kind at or above 1,000 reaches us at three significant figures, and only counts below 1,000 are exact. The shares above are ratios of those figures and carry the same error. This is also why the total here can differ slightly from a reaction total printed elsewhere on the page: both are sums of the same rounded parts, taken over samples with different edges.
Coverage. Reactions were read on 17 of the 20 sampled posts in this sample. Summed by Telegram’s own count on each post — not by adding up the per-emoji breakdown above — those same posts carry 403reactions in total: the kind of figure the paragraph above means by “a reaction total printed elsewhere on the page”.
Measured over the 20 most recent posts we hold, published 29 September 2021 to 20 March 2022, using the newest reading held for each. Telegram Stars are excluded: they are a payment, not a reaction, and they have their own section.
I'm acting like I don't need you, just like how you don't need me but that makes me want you even more. I want to run away but the string of attachment always pull me back to you. 一 @myinnerwords 🤍
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This planet called the earth一 Where residents named themselves humans, Some titled to be kings, Some titled to be the lowest, Some are chosen to wear rings, While others are chosen to wear sadness on their sleeves. But nothing's more inhumane, Than bunch of miscellaneous humans. . . Making each other feel less normal and humane. 一 #truth #what_is_this
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🍓 Dear me, You're normal. Being yourself is normal and please don't ever change yourself just to be normal in other people's view. You don't need to try so hard, just to fit in and please the universe. The universe had already accepted you the moment it created you to be this way. #latenight_gibberish #me_to_me 💕
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The only biggest mistake I've done to myself is that I allow myself to seek comfort and warmth from others as because I can't learn to seek them by being alone. 一 #c #truth
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someone who really loves you, should never ever try to change you nor you should change for them, like, won't it be worthless for you to pretend somebody else while carrying your name and a locked, insecured heart? #random #latenight_gibberish
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Never in me to realise that presence is so powerful, until you prove to me thatー a home can never be called home without you. You may break my walls down, and take away all furniture, but nothing compares to the true valuableー which is you, my priceless treasure. #to_him #c #r
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The world became undoubtedly cold一 when my soul can't find you around, The ground suddenly crumbled beneath my feet, Because of how petrifiying it was to stand on the edge of cliff all alone. Your words were like salt on wound, It hurt when time started to disappear and memories sank in and be part of me, I felt emptiness, as my soul was bleeding harder like the falling patels on autumn season. 一Draft at 5.11a.m.
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humans are like jigsaw pieces and they have to keep finding a spot where they could fit in and feel complete. it's gonna be hard but in the end, there would always be a place where other pieces would be connected to you.
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Your warm presence is likeー an addictive drug that I could never forget, as if I could never stop craving for, but if there are days when you aren't here, it feels so exotic and foreign, and the growing hunger that slowly starves me, and it might drives me completely insane, for not having enough of you, my daily dose. ー #random #to_him #r
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🤍 Reminder: You exist to please yourself, not others who don't even give a damn about your feelings. Doing that would lead you to regrets, time wastage and more negative feelings upon your own self. You are born to live for yourself. It's okay to think like that and be selfish. #reminder #c #r
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Dear you, Whenever you show happiness on your face, Or you wear sadness on your sleeves, Or you feel anger flowing through your veins, Or you hold broken pieces in your hands, Just remember that; You're always beautiful no matter what you feel. ー #to_him
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Speaking of relationships, you will always overlook the mistakes and problems when it comes to true love, just no matter how big they are. Fixing, forgiving and understanding are important since it's much more scary once they leave. #latenight_gibberish
Showing the 12 most recent of 20 posts we hold for @myinnerwords. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
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“Anemoia🤍” (@myinnerwords), 998 subscribers as measured 24 August 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/myinnerwords.
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