"سامحني لأنني حزينة الآن ولأنني لا أمتلك أي رغبة كي أكون بخير. ولأن هناك كرة كبيرة مملوءة بالعتمة عالقة في منتصف حلقي ولأنّ وجهي لم يعد وجهي" 🤍🤍🤍

Channel
مَــــريَــــمٰ✨
@maryamkanbar
On this record: Growth · Engagement · What this channel posts · Posts · Citations · Cite this entry
168subscribers
+0 since we began measuring on 7 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of Under 1,000.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1001351942386 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @maryamkanbar |
| Description | من الممكن التعبير عن ما بداخلنا بطريقة أُخرى✒ تاريخ البدأ : ١٢/٥/٢٠٢٠ للتواصل: @Maryam122020_bot |
| Created | Between 1 March 2018 and 31 July 2021— estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 8 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 14 August 2026 |
| Measurements held | 2 |
| On Telegram | t.me/maryamkanbar |
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 8 Aug 2026, 15:30 | 168 | no change |
| 7 Aug 2026, 01:32 | 168 | first reading |
Engagement
20 posts held, back to 16 June 2024 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 pageof Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 20 posts for this entry, the most recent from 27 November 2025. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
What this channel posts
- Photos
- 304
- Videos
- 48
- Links
- 4
Lifetime counters from Telegram’s own channel header, read 8 August 2026 — not the date at the top of this page, which is when the subscriber count was last read. Below Telegram’s rounding threshold, so these counts are exact.
Recent posts
رعى الله رفيقَ الروح ، الذي يُراهن على نجاتي ونجاحي ، ويُذكرني بمدى قوّتي واستطاعتي , ذلك الذي لا يُحبطني ويؤمن بشجاعتي مهما ضعفت ، واقفًا خلفي مثل ظلِّي مهما كَثرت تخبطاتي وزاد يأسي ، رفيقٌ لايُغادرني وإن غادرت نفسي ، ثم يكفيك في هذه الحياة أن تجد شخصاً واحداً تستطيع وصفه بالظل في يوم مشمس 💛.
لم أكن أحتاج الحبّ كنت أحتاج أن تقتحمني الطّمأنينة كنت بحاجة لأن أصحو وأنا أفيضُ بالشّغف بطريقةٍ ما جعلتني أشعر كما لو أنّني أضعتُ طريق المنزل، إلى الأبد. - زهراء حمود.
"أيعقل أن يدفعني أحدُهم بعيدًا عنه، ثم يشتكي بُعدي؟"
الصادق يخسر دائمًا في صراع الكلمات.. لأنه مقيَّد بالحقيقة، بينما الكاذب يُطلِق العنان لأيّ كلام.
لَا نَرتَجِي بَعدَ الرَّحِيلِ رُجُوعَكُم مَاذَا سَتُجدِي رَجعةُ الغُرَبَاءِ؟!
نبوح… لا لنُدهش أحدًا، ولا لنُثير الشفقة. نكتب خاطرنا على قصاصة ورق مستعمل، كأنّ الألم لا يحتاج ورقًا نظيفًا، بل مساحة صغيرة نرمي فوقها ما فاض منّا. نبوح لأنّ البوح نجاة، لأنّنا نريد أن نُقال، أن نُفهم، أن نجد من يلتقط الورقة من على الأرض، يقرأ ما بين السطور، ولا يقول شيئًا… بل يمدّ ذراعيه، ويحضننا. فبعض الكلمات لا تحتاج ردًا، بل حضنًا يُغلق فجوةً انفتحت فينا ونحن نكتب.
Photo, posted without a caption
"كيف يبدو الوداع الّذي جعل طاحونة الهواء لا تتوقّف عن التّلويح؟"
يومًا ما، سيكون لديّ بيتٌ دافئ وشريكٌ أحنّ عليّ مِن قلبي سأُشاركه حُبّي للقهوة وعينيه أُخبره عن ندباتِ روحي فـ يُربِّت عليها برفقٍ وحُبّ حتَّى أظُنُّ مِن فرط دفء عينيه أنَّ الخيبات ما وُجِدت.
لا يوجد مسألة يصعب على الإنسان حلّها أكثر من الصمت الذي يُصاب به تحت تأثير الفائض من الشعور.
من أرادنا… فليجاهد !🌹
Showing the 12 most recent of 20 posts we hold for @maryamkanbar. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Citation-graph rank
Citation-graph rank — 332,748 of 1,480,688entries in the measured graph. A weighted position computed from the forward and mention edges below — republished posts weigh more than named mentions — and recomputed periodically, over the whole graph. Published only as this ordinal position, never as a score: a position is a fact, and a score printed beside one channel’s name would read as a verdict this register does not make. The two counts beneath stay separate for the same reason mentions are never summed with forwards anywhere else on this page — a named-by count costs nothing to manufacture. The top 100 by this measure, or how it is computed.
Forward network
Republished by
Channels on the register that have forwarded this channel's posts into their own feed.
Republishes
Channels on the register whose posts this channel has forwarded.
Built only from forwarded posts we have actually read, on both sides. Coverage is early and deliberately incomplete: a missing link means we have not read the post that would prove it, never that the relationship does not exist. Counts are distinct forwarded posts observed, so they only ever go up as we read more.
Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 8 August 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“مَــــريَــــمٰ✨” (@maryamkanbar), 168 subscribers as measured 8 August 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/maryamkanbar.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.