juda quvonadi. yulduzlarga boqib, qalbi farahlanadi, quvonchdan o’ziga sig’may qoladi… juda hursand bo’lgandek tuyiladi. keyin qalbiga haqsiz biri yodiga keladi. jilmayib turib, ko’zlari yoshlanadi. sog’inadi. ketishni hohlab qoladi. chuqur o’ylar girdobiga cho’mib ketadi. yig’lamoqchi bo’ladi, sabab topa olmay ichiga yutadi. kelgusilarga hafsala qilib, eng yaxshisidan umidini kesmaydi. kutadi, kutaveradi… umidini ba…

Channel
𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐯𝐯𝐚
@marvvva
On this record: Topic · Growth · Engagement · Posts · Citations · Cite this entry
50subscribers
-2 since we began measuring on 13 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of Under 1,000.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1001208995752 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @marvvva |
| Created | Between 1 March 2018 and 31 July 2021 — estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 13 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 10 October 2026 |
| Measurements held | 4 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 1 time, most recently 10 October 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/marvvva |
Topic
Personal blog — a classification, not a measurement. An on-box language model (Qwen3.6-35B-A3B-FP8, prompt version 1) read this channel’s own recent posts on 1 October 2026 and assigned it the closest of 31 fixed categories, at 66% confidence. This is a model’s judgement about what the channel is likely to be about, not a fact this register measured the way a subscriber count or a view count is measured — it can be revised on a later pass, and it carries no weight anywhere else on this page. How this classification works, and why it has no browse page of its own yet.
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 10 Oct 2026, 10:38 | 50 | -1 |
| 1 Oct 2026, 00:02 | 51 | -1 |
| 14 Aug 2026, 09:14 | 52 | no change |
| 13 Aug 2026, 15:47 | 52 | first reading |
Engagement
19 posts held, back to 22 July 2026 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 page of Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 19 posts for this entry, the most recent from 11 August 2026. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
Recent posts
bugun yana chuqur his qildim bu sahifa qanchalik qadrli ekanligini. qanchalik bog’lanib qolibmanaa marvvamga.. yillardirki qalbimdagi kechinmalarni so’zlar bilan tutintirib, birma-bir gaplarga ko’chiribman.. har kun, har yil o’zgacha hislar bilan do’stlashgan, ancha o’zgarib, boshqacharoq bo’lib qolgan marvva ham mendek. lekin baribir hech o’zgarmagan, o’zgara olmagan nimadiri bor. o’sha “nimadir” esa hech so’zlarga …
marvva - til so’zlay olmaganda qalbdagilarni so’zlarga to’kadigan vositachi. eng qiyin paytlarda yozib malham bo’ladigan do’st, yelkadosh. kelganni qaytarib, so’zlarni kamsitmaydigan tinglovchi. mavjud bo’lmagan ammo yo’qligi doim bilingan yo’ldosh… eng go’zal xotiralarni o’zida jamlagan bir umrning hikoyasi… o’zi boshlangan yerlaridan ancha yiroqlab ketgan bo’lsada, butunlay o’zgara olmagan, o’zgara olmaydigan hisla…
ba’zida eng chuqurga ko’milasan, yerning eng tubiga yiqilasan. gurkirab ochilishi uchun urug’lar chuqur ko’milgani kabi…
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istanbulni sog’indim. avval hech bo’lmagan bo’lsamda, qora dengizning to’lqinlari bilan qo’shilib keladigan yoqimli shamolini qo’msayapman. choy bilan damlangan muhabbat afsonalarini achchiq-achchiq yutumlarda his qilishga ehtiyojliman… tarixdan so’zlaydigan ko’chalari ismimni takrorlab, meni domiga tortishga ishtiyoqlidek go’yo… ortaköyning manzarasiga qarab, dengiz havosiga to’yish istagi yuragimdan nari bo’lmayapt…
dunyodan charchadim deb o’yladim. ammo, dunyo emas, Sensizlik charchatgan ekan…
«meni men qilib turgan narsa ega bo’lganlarim emas, ega bo’lmaganlarim ekan…»
yo’qotishlarga achinmay qo’yganingda yutgan bo’lasan.
«endi mening ichimda alanga gurullayotgan edi. bu otashni o’chirmasam ham, sukunatga topshirishim zarur. aks holda, o’zimni o’zim yoqib, kulga aylantiraman…»
Alloh sen eshitmagan suhbatlarni eshitadi… U sen bilmaganlarni biladi… ko’rmaganlaringni ko’radi…
bir ayol qo’lini ari chaqib olgani uchun yig’layotganida turmush o’rtog’i shunday debdi: “- U sizni gul deb o’ylabdi gulim..”
Showing the 12 most recent of 19 posts we hold for @marvvva. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
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Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 10 October 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐯𝐯𝐚” (@marvvva), 50 subscribers as measured 10 October 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/marvvva.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.