ولكنك لم تعد أنت… غريبٌ عن نفسك، تمشي بين الناس بوجهك، ولا تعرف أين تركتَ ملامحك القديمة. تضحك، ولا تشعر بالفرح، وتحزن، ولا تملك حتى رفاهية البكاء. تتحدث كثيرًا، بينما في داخلك شيءٌ ما لم يعد يجد الكلمات. تبحث عن نفسك في المرآة، فتجد شخصًا يشبهك لكنه ليس أنت. ولعلَّ أقسى ما في الأمر، أنك لا تفتقد أحدًا بقدر ما تفتقدك… تفتقد ذلك الذي كنتَه، قبل أن تُجبرك الحياة على أن تصبح شخصًا لا تعرفه.

Channel
"خربشات Doctor"
@kharbashatpin
On this record: Topic · Growth · Engagement · Posts · Citations · Cite this entry
219subscribers
-12 since we began measuring on 11 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of Under 1,000.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1004250645442 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @kharbashatpin |
| Created | Between 1 May 2026 and 8 August 2026 — estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 11 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 16 September 2026 |
| Measurements held | 5 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 1 time, most recently 16 September 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/kharbashatpin |
Topic
Other / unclassifiable — a classification, not a measurement. An on-box language model (Qwen3.6-35B-A3B-FP8, prompt version 1) read this channel’s own recent posts on 24 September 2026 and assigned it the closest of 31 fixed categories, at 47% confidence. This is a model’s judgement about what the channel is likely to be about, not a fact this register measured the way a subscriber count or a view count is measured — it can be revised on a later pass, and it carries no weight anywhere else on this page. How this classification works, and why it has no browse page of its own yet.
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 16 Sept 2026, 12:16 | 219 | -1 |
| 9 Sept 2026, 03:18 | 220 | -6 |
| 18 Aug 2026, 10:16 | 226 | -5 |
| 11 Aug 2026, 13:12 | 231 | no change |
| 11 Aug 2026, 02:46 | 231 | first reading |
Engagement
20 posts held, back to 8 August 2026 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 page of Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 20 posts for this entry, the most recent from 11 August 2026. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
Recent posts
لأنها فتاة معجونة بماء اللطف، وطحين الحب ، مُحمرة الخدود وكأن عليها سبعون ألف رشة أنوثه🌟🌟
يلا يا فراشي سرينا بكرة دوام علينا.
النوم وحيدًا أصبح ممل.
لا أروع منكِ لقافيةٍ لا أوسم منكِ على الدفتر نامي وارتاحي فلعُمري مثلكِ ما خُلقت كي تسهر.
أيها العبد لماذا السهر؟ أليس لديك عبودية غدًا؟ هيا، فلتخلد إلى النوم.
يسقط ثلاث اربع القلب ليكتمل العقل ويزداد واعيا و نضجاً.
اللِّهُم إنَّ في قَلبي حَاجاتٍ لا أستطيعُ صياغَتَها في دُعاء وَأنتَ تعلم مَواطنَ وجعي؛فَيَاربُ سَخِّر لِي مِنَ الجَبرِ ما يُرمَّمُ شَتاتي،واجعل لي مِن لَدُنكَ نَصيرًا🌷.
إن رأتكِ الفراشات، ستَقِفُ على ملامحِكِ، وتُعلِنُ بيوتها للبيع، فما عادت بعدكِ تُؤمِنُ بوجودِ مكانٍ أجمل .
وإذا شكى أحبابُ قلبي علةً أحسستُها كالسّهمِ في أضلاعي إنّي ضعيفٌ في يسيرِ مُصابِهم لكنّني جَـلدٌ على أوجاعي 💜.
كونك طالب في كلية الطب، يعني ذلك أنك لا تملك حتى ما يُسمّى «استراحة محارب» فأنت في حرب لا تنتهي.
حب الأرواح عذاب، تحس لما يكون زعلان تحس لوما يتضايق.
Showing the 12 most recent of 20 posts we hold for @kharbashatpin. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Forward network
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Built only from forwarded posts we have actually read, on both sides. Coverage is early and deliberately incomplete: a missing link means we have not read the post that would prove it, never that the relationship does not exist. Counts are distinct forwarded posts observed, so they only ever go up as we read more.
Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 16 September 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“"خربشات Doctor"” (@kharbashatpin), 219 subscribers as measured 16 September 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/kharbashatpin.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.