من خسته شدم واقعا این غم خیلی بزرگه، چرا زورم بهش نمیرسه؟
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Channel
@imCaramelMacchiato
On this record: Topic · Growth · Engagement · Posts · Citations · Telegram's recommendations · Cite this entry
722subscribers
-17 since we began measuring on 13 September 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of Under 1,000.
| Telegram ID | -1001611399966 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @imCaramelMacchiato |
| Created | Between 1 December 2021 and 30 April 2023 — estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 13 September 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 6 November 2026 |
| Measurements held | 7 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 1 time, most recently 6 November 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/imCaramelMacchiato |
Personal blog — a classification, not a measurement. An on-box language model (Qwen3.6-35B-A3B-FP8, prompt version 1) read this channel’s own recent posts on 29 September 2026 and assigned it the closest of 31 fixed categories, at 67% confidence. This is a model’s judgement about what the channel is likely to be about, not a fact this register measured the way a subscriber count or a view count is measured — it can be revised on a later pass, and it carries no weight anywhere else on this page. How this classification works, and the other topics.
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 6 Nov 2026, 15:56 | 722 | -4 |
| 29 Oct 2026, 23:59 | 726 | -3 |
| 23 Oct 2026, 00:18 | 729 | -2 |
| 9 Oct 2026, 00:36 | 731 | -5 |
| 29 Sept 2026, 03:59 | 736 | -2 |
| 14 Sept 2026, 22:18 | 738 | -1 |
| 13 Sept 2026, 13:22 | 739 | first reading |
20 posts held, back to 25 October 2025 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 page of Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 20 posts for this entry, the most recent from 6 September 2026. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
من خسته شدم واقعا این غم خیلی بزرگه، چرا زورم بهش نمیرسه؟
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ولی غصه خوردم. خیلیم غصه خوردم و تموم وجودمو غم گرفته و قلبم پاره پاره شده. این بود تموم زندگیم واقعا؟ چرا من اینهمه غصه میخورم و حالم خوب نیست؟
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و ناگهان به یادِ آنچه از سر گذرانده بودم گریه کردم.
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پرنیا تو نبودی با کی میشستم لبهی تخت و تا صبح باهاش حرف های دلمو میزدم و موهاشو میبافتم؟ یا وقتی قلبم تند میزنه و بی قرار میشم دست کیو میگرفتم میذاشتم رو قلبم؟ که ببینه داره از جا درمیاد. اگه نبودی چقدر غصه میخوردم، چقدر کم داشتم کسی شبیه به تو رو، چقدر تنها میشدم اگه تو نبودی. میمیرم برات که همیشه بودی و دارمت یکی یه دونه من. تولدت مبارک کوچولوی ناز قلبم، همه خوشحالی ها و قشنگی های دنیا برای تو.🤍
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گاهی باید از یاد برد، و از یاد رفت …
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دیگه نمیخوام غصه بخورم. هرچیزی شده، باید میشده و هرچیز نشده، نباید میشده. میخوام بعد از این زیاد فکر نکنم و زیاد توجه نکنم و اهمیت ندم به هر فکروخیالی. میخوام آروم باشم ؛ مگه چقدر زنده میمونم که تموم عمرم به فکر و خیال بگذره؟
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تمام روز خواب بودم و حالاهم تو تاریکی اتاق زیر پتو اشکمو از گوشه چشمم پاک میکنم. پرنیا رو صدا میکنم آهنگو عوض کنه، میپرسه میدونی وقتی گریه میکنی خوشگلتر و نازتر میشی کوچولو؟ ولی دیگه گریه نکن. بوسش کردم و همین جمله به تنهایی حالم رو بهتر کرد. ساکت و آرومم، دیگه گریه نمیکنم. سرم دیگه مثل قبل سنگین نیست و دلم دردنمیکنه، قرصامم خوردم و دارم به این فکر میکنم که چقدر برای شام دلم فسنجون میخواد.
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آخه این همه غصه چهجوری تو دل کوچولوی من جا میشه؟
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تازه فهمیدم که مرداد شده، لیوان چای رو روی میز میذارم و به این فکر میکنم که کاش بتونم همه چیو توی تیر ماه جابذارم و دیگه برای گذشته و چیزایی که با خودش برده و اتفاق هایی که برام افتاده غصه نخورم.
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ما قراره با این همه غم چیکار کنیم؟
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گلوله در سینهی برخی از ما رفت؛ اما همهمان مردیم.
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امیدوارم حال هممون خوب بشه و هیچ اتفاقی نیوفته برای هیچکی، مراقب خودتون باشین.🤍
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Showing the 12 most recent of 20 posts we hold for @imCaramelMacchiato. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
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Channels on the register that have forwarded this channel's posts into their own feed.
Built only from forwarded posts we have actually read, on both sides. Coverage is early and deliberately incomplete: a missing link means we have not read the post that would prove it, never that the relationship does not exist. Counts are distinct forwarded posts observed, so they only ever go up as we read more.
The reverse of the list above, and a different kind of signal. This does not require this channel to have ever been asked about directly — each row below is a channel we DID ask Telegram about, whose Telegram-generated list happened to include this one. A channel can appear here with an empty list above it, because being named by someone else’s query is independent of having been queried itself.
This channel appears in 2 seed channels' Telegram-generated recommendation lists in total. Each is Telegram’s list for THAT channel, not this one — see how this is measured.
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 6 November 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“کارامل ماکیاتو” (@imCaramelMacchiato), 722 subscribers as measured 6 November 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/imCaramelMacchiato.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.