“I think you lost all interest in this world. You were disappointed and discouraged, and lost interest in everything. So you abandoned your physical body. You went to a world apart and you’re living a different kind of life there. In a world inside you.” - Haruki Murakami

Channel
What am I now?
@iheall
On this record: Growth · Engagement · Posts · Citations · Cite this entry
568subscribers
+0 since we began measuring on 7 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of Under 1,000.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1001236544834 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @iheall |
| Created | Between 1 March 2018 and 30 June 2021— estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 7 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 7 August 2026 |
| Measurements held | 2 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 1 time, most recently 7 August 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/iheall |
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 7 Aug 2026, 09:51 | 568 | no change |
| 7 Aug 2026, 07:31 | 568 | first reading |
Engagement
20 posts held, back to 7 August 2024 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 pageof Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 20 posts for this entry, the most recent from 25 October 2024. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
Recent posts
"مرت أوقات كنت فيها عدوانية للغاية، وأوقات كنت أرق فيها من الفراشات، أسأت التصرف عدة مرات وأحسنت مرات أخرى، الذين رأوا حماقاتي رأوا كذلك الذكاء والحكمة، شاهدت نفسي وأنا أكبر وأتغير، رفضت ذلك التغير ثم عدت وقبلته، جاهدت لأصبح أكثر عدالة، وأعرف أني ظلمت نفسي كثيرًا وأعرف أني أحبها".
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شخص مثلي لا يموت من الخيانات ولا من الخوف ولا يقتلني الحُب ولا الخسائر أنا قد اموت بسببي فقطط بسببي وليس بسبب أي شيء اخر.
"كلما كبرت بالعمر وجدت انه من غير الممكن العيش مع إلا مع الذين يحررونا ويحبوننا حبًا خفيف الحمل ، الحياة اليوم قاسية جدًا ، مريرة جدًا ، مُرهقة جدًا حتى نتحمل أيضًا عبودية من نحب".
"يارب كما علّمتني تحاشي الناس، علّمني مهارة عبور ليلك الطويل بأقل حنين ممكن".
"أعوذ بكَ من شرِّ قلبي إذا تقلَّبَ حاله، وفقد رشده، واتّبع سَرابَه، وتاه في دروبه، وانشغل بما يغُمّه، وثَقُلَ عليه وِزره، واسْتَشْرَتْ فيه مُنغِّصاته، وصارَ أمرهُ فُرطًا، وأعوذ بك من شرِّ استئناسه بما فيه تَعسُهُ وألمه، ومن شرِّ ظلمه لنفسه".
يا الله، وأنتَ السميع، أحطنا بمن يرقّ القلب بلطفهم، وتسعد الروح بجوارهم، آمين.
﴿إِنَّ اللَّهَ وَمَلَائِكَتَهُ يُصَلُّونَ عَلَى النَّبِيِّ ۚ يَا أَيُّهَا الَّذِينَ آمَنُوا صَلُّوا عَلَيْهِ وَسَلِّمُوا تَسْلِيمًا﴾
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{إِنَّ اللَّهَ وَمَلائِكَتَهُ يُصَلُّونَ عَلَى النَّبِيِّ يَا أَيُّهَا الَّذِينَ آمَنُوا صَلُّوا عَلَيْهِ وَسَلِّمُوا تَسْلِيمًا}
"بكره تصير أحلامنا تشبه الشمس،ونصحى على جوّ الفرح و الأماني"
Showing the 12 most recent of 20 posts we hold for @iheall. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
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Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 7 August 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“What am I now?” (@iheall), 568 subscribers as measured 7 August 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/iheall.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.