It's a curse of life Where I gasp for breath And ask for the angel Who is standing there, Waiting for me To give up, A death Angel, Grief kazmel. ~Avi
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@dead_moonnn
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44subscribers
+0 since we began measuring on 9 October 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of Under 1,000.
| Telegram ID | -1002222107206 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @dead_moonnn |
| Description | Follow me on instagram - 👉 @ moon._writes.till.death |
| Created | Between 1 June 2024 and 30 September 2024 — estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 9 October 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 9 October 2026 |
| Measurements held | 2 |
| On Telegram | t.me/dead_moonnn |
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 9 Oct 2026, 22:22 | 44 | no change |
| 9 Oct 2026, 21:47 | 44 | first reading |
20 posts held, back to 25 March 2025 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 page of Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 20 posts for this entry, the most recent from 7 August 2026. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
Lifetime counters from Telegram’s own channel header, read 9 October 2026 — not the date at the top of this page, which is when the subscriber count was last read. Below Telegram’s rounding threshold, so these counts are exact.
59 reactions across 19 posts, in 6 distinct kinds. The most used accounts for 78.0% of them.
| Reaction | Count | Share | Share, drawn |
|---|---|---|---|
| ❤ | 46 | 78.0% | |
| 💔 | 4 | 6.78% | |
| 🔥 | 4 | 6.78% | |
| ❤🔥 | 2 | 3.39% | |
| 💘 | 2 | 3.39% | |
| 🕊 | 1 | 1.69% |
No sentiment is inferred, and none should be read in. This table is ordered by count and by nothing else. Emoji do not carry stable meaning across languages or communities — 🙏 is thanks in one channel and mourning in another — so we publish which ones were pressed and how often, and pass no judgement on what an audience meant by them.
Precision. Telegram publishes reaction counts per emoji and short-forms each one — 4.34K, 1.2M — so any single kind at or above 1,000 reaches us at three significant figures, and only counts below 1,000 are exact. The shares above are ratios of those figures and carry the same error. This is also why the total here can differ slightly from a reaction total printed elsewhere on the page: both are sums of the same rounded parts, taken over samples with different edges.
Coverage. Reactions were read on 19 of the 20 sampled posts in this sample. Summed by Telegram’s own count on each post — not by adding up the per-emoji breakdown above — those same posts carry 59 reactions in total: the kind of figure the paragraph above means by “a reaction total printed elsewhere on the page”.
Measured over the 20 most recent posts we hold, published 25 March 2025 to 7 August 2026, using the newest reading held for each. Telegram Stars are excluded: they are a payment, not a reaction, and they have their own section.
It's a curse of life Where I gasp for breath And ask for the angel Who is standing there, Waiting for me To give up, A death Angel, Grief kazmel. ~Avi
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The Final Stage Of Love~ I'm at my final stage of love, The finale stage of this year. It's December, a month of goodbyes, And once it's gone, I'm gone. My love, my care, my affection, The theory of curse, You showed me, I'll turn it up. No more cries, no begging. No regrets, cause i tried. Everything i could, I bleed, so hard, But you enjoyed the pain, And now I'm so far from the sight, The sight of clouds, I cross…
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Mai bus dene laga dhyaan abhi, Focused hu khud, par, puri jaan yahi, Kuch rishte bigade, rehna shant abhi. Ek chitthi likhi abhi, dedu use mai abhi, 13 saal ka ladka, badi khawaish abhi. Karna hai khud pe ahsaan abhi. Aakhe hai kholi, aasu na ruke kabhi. Our jab bhi raat lambi lage, Mujhe maut thandi lage, Mai ghabrau tabhi. Aaine me dekhu, shram aye, Sar jukhe, sabke ahsaan yaad aye. It's not out of fashion, I'm jus…
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What if one day i depart? No more of my vocals, No more of my art, Just a silence, and missing farm. Somewhere in your memories, A forgotten scar. The scent of my clothes, The stains of my blood, On the floor ,walls and bars. When I'll be out of breath, My eyes will be blurred, When my body gets cold, The blood will turn blue. I'll belong somewhere, Where you can't reach. I'll belong somewhere Where everything will …
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My words were a curse for you, My feelings were scum, belonging to you. Yes I was weak, pouring my feelings to words Yes I was shivering head, with an ocean of realms . But you hate each and every art of mine, Every feeling, it's all drama for you. You asked me to stop, You asked me to tear it down. I did, every part of mine, I crafted, I built, In pieces now. Every tear which i shed, will pay you off. Someday, not m…
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It's now always about the grass-light, Or the heart that the queen steals. It's not about the whistle playing in the background, Or the soothing voice of the wind, over my hair. It's about liking the living, Ripping on the palms, Live to clutch the season's calm. Where the summer days offer rain, And notes over the pages, burning them all. It's not about how long the moon will glow, It's about the stage and the ecli…
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Somewhere, the blood still ruins, It haunts, reminds me of, The days of devil's claw. Where the nights were my solitude, Pain was my gratitude, blood was my brood. Somewhere my scars still shows the story, Each one with different titles, Different styling, But Ends with same morals, Same smiling. Each drop of tear was a relief, A relief from the choked breath, A call of Medic. Somewhere, I'm still scared, To be in th…
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Her Dairy~ I hope her diary doesn't Hate me, Where she writes her love story, Her life's glory, beyond theory. Maybe I'm just the side character, In a few pages I'm just a projector. But I'm sure few belong to me, The pages where i own the story, The main role in her Pottery. And i wish the vase which she created, From love, cure and predicted, Doesn't break so easily, The ink doesn't turn red vain Pages with no tea…
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Golden Brown~ An old wine, her eyes are, Addicted to it, golden shower. Her voice, her talks, like a favorite song, I can listen for hours, no distractions, all along. She talks a lot, pure yapper, And I just watch her, lost in her looks, a napper. The way she performs, the beauty of speaking, Like a 90's song, on a dance bell, tweaking. Performing salsa, eyes locked, Thinner air, gasping for her breath, shocked. In…
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Sky of the blue jar, Sea at the bottom, Sky at the top bar. A few rain drops, At the corner. Two fishes, massive world, Still a happy, protanic bond. In their own world, In the small jar. Holding hands, Swimming till the glass break apart, Till the breath flies away, So they meet on the other part. ~Avi
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I remember when i tore my skin apart~ My nails had my flesh, stuck, all red. I remember when i cried whole night, Lying on the cold floor, shivered, felt dying. No one was there to hold, no warm hands, No comfort, who was responsible for it? Me? my curse? my life? I still get nightmares of those days, Its just somewhere in me, still waiting for right time to make me prey, But this time, I'll let it, tray, Tray my b…
The urge to hug you, I pray for us, i pray for myself, To hold your hand, to watch myself in your eyes. To catch your breath, Please make it happen divine. I feel empty, without you, Love is so painful, This distance is so cruel and full. Why are you everywhere? In my talks, in my sleep, In my dress, in my reflection, In my eyes, in my bed, In my smell, in my thoughts, In my prayers, in my worship In my voice, in my …
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