واقعا دیوونهام که انقدر از زندگی خوشم میاد. هزاران بار به بدترین شکل ممکن ناامیدم کرده، زمینم زده، و با این حال هنوز هم دوستش دارم. هیچوقت نفهمیدم چرا! چرا با وجود همهچیز، باز هم دلم میخواد زندگی کنم، ببینم و تجربه کنم. تنها جوابی که به ذهنم میرسه دیوانگی هست. دیوانگی بیش از اندازه!

Channel
شَمْعی در بآد
@candle_inthe_wind
On this record: Topic · Growth · Engagement · Reactions · Posts · Citations · Cite this entry
294subscribers
+21 since we began measuring on 19 September 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of Under 1,000.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1001668305513 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @candle_inthe_wind |
| Created | Between 1 December 2021 and 30 April 2023 — estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 19 September 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 5 November 2026 |
| Measurements held | 7 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 1 time, most recently 5 November 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/candle_inthe_wind |
Topic
Personal blog — a classification, not a measurement. An on-box language model (Qwen3.6-35B-A3B-FP8, prompt version 1) read this channel’s own recent posts on 6 October 2026 and assigned it the closest of 31 fixed categories, at 93% confidence. This is a model’s judgement about what the channel is likely to be about, not a fact this register measured the way a subscriber count or a view count is measured — it can be revised on a later pass, and it carries no weight anywhere else on this page. How this classification works, and the other topics.
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 5 Nov 2026, 12:01 | 294 | -3 |
| 28 Oct 2026, 22:09 | 297 | -1 |
| 22 Oct 2026, 16:46 | 298 | -4 |
| 14 Oct 2026, 21:58 | 302 | -6 |
| 6 Oct 2026, 14:00 | 308 | -7 |
| 25 Sept 2026, 01:21 | 315 | +42 |
| 19 Sept 2026, 01:22 | 273 | first reading |
Engagement
13 posts held, back to 15 August 2026 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 page of Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 13 posts for this entry, the most recent from 17 September 2026. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
Reaction mix
50 reactions across 12 posts, in 5 distinct kinds. The most used accounts for 40.0% of them.
| Reaction | Count | Share | Share, drawn |
|---|---|---|---|
| ❤🔥 | 20 | 40.0% | |
| 🍓 | 13 | 26.0% | |
| ❤ | 9 | 18.0% | |
| 💔 | 4 | 8.00% | |
| 💘 | 4 | 8.00% |
No sentiment is inferred, and none should be read in. This table is ordered by count and by nothing else. Emoji do not carry stable meaning across languages or communities — 🙏 is thanks in one channel and mourning in another — so we publish which ones were pressed and how often, and pass no judgement on what an audience meant by them.
Precision. Telegram publishes reaction counts per emoji and short-forms each one — 4.34K, 1.2M — so any single kind at or above 1,000 reaches us at three significant figures, and only counts below 1,000 are exact. The shares above are ratios of those figures and carry the same error. This is also why the total here can differ slightly from a reaction total printed elsewhere on the page: both are sums of the same rounded parts, taken over samples with different edges.
Coverage. Reactions were read on 12 of the 13 sampled posts in this sample. Summed by Telegram’s own count on each post — not by adding up the per-emoji breakdown above — those same posts carry 50 reactions in total: the kind of figure the paragraph above means by “a reaction total printed elsewhere on the page”.
Measured over the 13 most recent posts we hold, published 15 August 2026 to 17 September 2026, using the newest reading held for each. Telegram Stars are excluded: they are a payment, not a reaction, and they have their own section.
Recent posts
-داستان اینه که دوستم برام نوشته ادمارو موقع سختی و حال بدی بشناس، وگرنه تو حال خوب و خوش که همه میتونن کنارت باشن. داستان اینه که یاد گرفتی جریان زندگی رو یه رودخونه ببینی، گاهی توش سنگ ریزه ست گاهی سنگهای بزرگ گاهی هم یه دسته گل. عبور میکنی، رد میشی، گاهی لازمه مکث کنی سنگ هارو از بین برداری و ادامه بدی؛ این رو یاد بگیر. چیزی که تموم شده رو هرگز بهش برنگرد. از اون لحظه گذر کردی؟ بیرون اومدی؟ رهاش کن عبور کن و ادامه…
❤3🍓1
-از روزایی که زندگی جریان داشت/⭐️
❤🔥6🍓2
-تاهمیشه شیفته انسانهایی هستم که بهم میگن ادامه بده؛ مهم نیست کجای مسیرت هستی به ادامه دادن ادامه بده مطمئنم که میتونی.بهت باور دارم ، منتظرت می مونم که برگردی و به زودی بهم بگی دیدی تونستم؟:)
🍓4
-خیلی زیبایی عزیزم اما اصلاً نجات دهنده خوبی نیستی.
🍓3💔1
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❤🔥3🍓1
-سوم؛ همه چیز دست به دست هم داده که بهم یادآوری کنن حواسم باشه توی غم و رنج احاطه نشم. بزرگترینشون تو بودی؛ حالا هرجا میرم حرفی که می شنوم اینه: غم هات تموم شن شادی کردن بلدی؟ من برای این سوال خیلی وقت پیش جواب پیدا کردم ؛غم تموم نمیشه، غم همیشه احاطه پیدا میکنه، گسترش پیدا میکنه من و ما فقط باید یاد بگیریم با وجودش زندگی کنیم و شادی کنیم؛ هرچقدر کم، هرچقدر کوتاه هرچقدر در لحظه، هرچقدر سریع و گذرا. میخوام شادی کردن …
❤🔥3🍓1
Photo, posted without a caption
❤3🍓1
دوم ِ شهریور؛ -انگار هزارسال گذشته نه؟شاید هم بیشتر. -دلم براتون تنگ شده. برای همین هیچوقت اینجا نیومدی؟ شماها هم خیلی وقته که دیگه نیومدین. -حواسم بهت هست صد ساله توی چنل عکس نذاشتی. -تو وقتی عکس نمیذاری حتما یه چیزیت شده. پس چیزیت شده من تورو از حفظم -اره من بازهم تلاش کردم غمهام رو پنهان کنم. -ناموفق بود -امشب میذارم. آخرین عکسی که دوستش دارم رو میذارم؛ آخرین عکسی که یادم بوده زندگی چه شکلیه. اینروزها سخت گذشته تن…
❤🔥3
_🤍
💘4
به گمانم، هیچ چیز در این دیار به اندازه زن بودن؛ سخت و جسورانه نیست. سفید کبود
❤🔥3
روزتون مبارک عکاسای زیبا✨🌷
❤3❤🔥2
Showing the 12 most recent of 13 posts we hold for @candle_inthe_wind. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Forward network
Republished by
Channels on the register that have forwarded this channel's posts into their own feed.
Republishes
Channels on the register whose posts this channel has forwarded.
Built only from forwarded posts we have actually read, on both sides. Coverage is early and deliberately incomplete: a missing link means we have not read the post that would prove it, never that the relationship does not exist. Counts are distinct forwarded posts observed, so they only ever go up as we read more.
Mentions
Named by 1 registered channel — every channel on the register whose own posts have named this one, by its current username or any other username it currently holds, merged from two separately captured readings of the same fact so a namer caught by only one of them is not missed and a namer both caught is not counted twice. A username this channel has since dropped is not matched — that handle may belong to someone else now, and crediting today’s namer to yesterday’s owner would misattribute it.
Named by
Channels on the register whose posts name this channel's handle.
A mention is a weaker signal than a forward and is counted separately for that reason — naming a channel is not republishing it, and a handle in a post body is easy to place deliberately. The post counts beside each row below are distinct posts in which the handle appeared, from posts we have read on both sides — the “Named by N registered channels” figure above is a different count, of distinct NAMING CHANNELS rather than posts, and is not the sum of the rows under it.
Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 5 November 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“شَمْعی در بآد” (@candle_inthe_wind), 294 subscribers as measured 5 November 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/candle_inthe_wind.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.