2 May 2024, 15:05 UTC535 views13 reactionsread 7 August 2026 isolation's weight
amidst the calm hills and whispering streams,
i find myself lost in the uncertain light of youth.
anxiety, like an unwelcome fog, invades my dreams,
casting shadows over my once-bright days, stifling truth.
alone, i grapple with these gnawing fears,
each breath feels like a weight upon my chest,
the world around me blurs, my vision veers,
as worry weaves its suffocating web, refusing rest.
the β¦
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18 Apr 2024, 16:39 UTC521 views9 reactionsread 7 August 2026 how soon is too soon to forget someone?
too soon�
how soon's too soon to forget someone?
when memories fade, leaving hearts undone,
like whispers lost in the evening breeze,
leaving behind an ache that never sees ease.
the clock ticks on, yet the heart still yearns,
clutching at memories, as the soul learns,
too soon to forget, the love that remains,
a tender ache, amidst life's refrains.
each passing day feels likeβ¦
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13 Feb 2024, 17:41 UTC637 views22 reactionsread 7 August 2026 i lay myself down to sleep.
it's one of those nights
where you're smothered
by the summer heat,
it collapses on you
like a heavy guilt,
the kind
not even god can release.
i hear a fly in a web
somewhere in the
corner of my room.
i hear it struggle,
caught so good,
and buzz buzz buzz buzz.
buzzzzzzzzzzzz buzz buzz
buzzzz buzzzzzzzz
it goes silent.
and i know what is happening
in that dark corner,
a slow murder,
a kiβ¦
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19 Mar 2023, 11:40 UTCβ1,420 views25 reactionsread 7 August 2026 i love being your choice.
every day with you is a privilege,
and as they add up
i am aware,
that we aren't the strangers
we once were.
the longer we are together,
the closer we grow,
and i would hate to think
of these beautiful years together
becoming a weight that limits you,
rather than a thought that comforts you.
i understand that time
makes us comfortable,
and i never want to be your obligation
i always want β¦
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26 Feb 2023, 05:35 UTCβ1,240 views19 reactionsread 7 August 2026 Photo
i seek solace in the stars. ones that i will stare up at from home within the comfort of my blankets furled around my sleepless figure, i count on the aureate eyes up in the sky to lull my mind to a stop with their slow blinks. distance between us is unfathomable, but atleast we share the dying embers of those who once lived. i admit that when i get close enough to touch the flickers embellishing the night, somethingβ¦
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20 Feb 2023, 19:16 UTC980 views14 reactionsread 7 August 2026 dear moon,
they write about us.
they write about us. they create stories about our existence that bestows upon them, they write about our love for each other, about our friendship and how we both exist for each other. it's beautiful how close they get to describe something so inaccessible to them, they truly surprise me sometimes.
did you know that out of all, you're the one they write the most about? they say thatβ¦
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20 Feb 2023, 19:15 UTC729 views3 reactionsread 7 August 2026 Photo
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19 Feb 2023, 07:08 UTC736 views13 reactionsread 7 August 2026 there are pieces of you in the stars / the starry night / in the rays of light peeking through my window at dawn / a glimmer of hope / the rising sun painting the clouds / yellow / a rainbow that brightens up my gloomy days / you are in the blue sky / blue sea / blue side / in the middle of a sunflower field / leaves dancing through the air / a sprite on a hot summer day / a bucket of berries / strawberries / sunlighβ¦
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19 Feb 2023, 07:06 UTC678 views3 reactionsread 7 August 2026 Photo
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1 Feb 2023, 18:35 UTC913 views22 reactionsread 7 August 2026 i think iβve been left alone with my thoughts and feelings for far too long because lately everything is starting to making sense.
people leave my life because, i push them away.
my heart breaks because iβve never built its foundation.
and my mind races because i like control over situations.
i'm not their first choice because i'm not my first choice either.
maybe life isn't out to get me and god doesn't hate meβ¦
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30 Jan 2023, 11:08 UTC655 views11 reactionsread 7 August 2026 Photo
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26 Jan 2023, 19:00 UTC738 views26 reactionsread 7 August 2026 Photo
you know, life doesn't have to be competitive. you don't have to get in the very best university; you don't have to get the highest paying career there is. you don't need to compare and compete with everyone else in the world. you need to do what's right for you. you need to relax, take a breath, and say 'what do i want, for myself, to live as i want to'. and, if that involves high ambitions, then that's fine. becausβ¦
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