حتا خودم هم از خودم توقع شکست دارم.
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Channel
@atefehataeiii
On this record: Growth · Engagement · Reactions · Posts · Citations · Cite this entry
306subscribers
-1 since we began measuring on 7 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of Under 1,000.
| Telegram ID | -1001758015236 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @atefehataeiii |
| Created | Between 1 December 2021 and 30 April 2023— estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 8 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 15 August 2026 |
| Measurements held | 3 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 1 time, most recently 15 August 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/atefehataeiii |
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 15 Aug 2026, 18:11 | 306 | -1 |
| 8 Aug 2026, 07:48 | 307 | no change |
| 7 Aug 2026, 12:21 | 307 | first reading |
20 posts held, back to 8 June 2025 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 pageof Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 20 posts for this entry, the most recent from 2 February 2026. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
179 reactions across 19 posts, in 14 distinct kinds. The most used accounts for 64.8% of them.
| Reaction | Count | Share | Share, drawn |
|---|---|---|---|
| ❤ | 116 | 64.8% | |
| 🐳 | 15 | 8.38% | |
| 💔 | 14 | 7.82% | |
| 🥰 | 6 | 3.35% | |
| 🍓 | 5 | 2.79% | |
| ❤🔥 | 4 | 2.23% | |
| 💘 | 4 | 2.23% | |
| 💯 | 4 | 2.23% | |
| 👍 | 3 | 1.68% | |
| 👏 | 2 | 1.12% | |
| 😍 | 2 | 1.12% | |
| 😢 | 2 | 1.12% | |
| 👀 | 1 | 0.559% | |
| 🔥 | 1 | 0.559% |
No sentiment is inferred, and none should be read in. This table is ordered by count and by nothing else. Emoji do not carry stable meaning across languages or communities — 🙏 is thanks in one channel and mourning in another — so we publish which ones were pressed and how often, and pass no judgement on what an audience meant by them.
Precision. Telegram publishes reaction counts per emoji and short-forms each one — 4.34K, 1.2M — so any single kind at or above 1,000 reaches us at three significant figures, and only counts below 1,000 are exact. The shares above are ratios of those figures and carry the same error. This is also why the total here can differ slightly from a reaction total printed elsewhere on the page: both are sums of the same rounded parts, taken over samples with different edges.
Coverage. Reactions were read on 19 of the 20 sampled posts in this sample. Summed by Telegram’s own count on each post — not by adding up the per-emoji breakdown above — those same posts carry 179reactions in total: the kind of figure the paragraph above means by “a reaction total printed elsewhere on the page”.
Measured over the 20 most recent posts we hold, published 8 June 2025 to 2 February 2026, using the newest reading held for each. Telegram Stars are excluded: they are a payment, not a reaction, and they have their own section.
حتا خودم هم از خودم توقع شکست دارم.
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صورتکْ من نمیدانم اسمش چیست. یاس است. یا غم است. یا تجربه نکردن غم. شاید هم، افسردگی. شاید افسردگی یعنی همین. یعنی گسترده شدن و عادی شدنِ غم. یعنی آنقدر سلولهایت را در یاس خاباندهای که دیگر متوجه نمیشوند غمورمند یا نه. شاید. نمیدانم. خاک رس را با گلاب قاطی کردهام و مالیدهام به صورتم. کف سرم را روغن فلفل زدهام و ساقهی موها را روغن نارگیل. ماسک خاک رس را تا گردن پایین کشیدهام. مالیدهام. هر سری زیاد میآمد…
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روضه گوش کنیم🖤
❤9
«کاملگرایی میوهی تحمیل تواضع توسط دیگران به ماست. حالا بهترشم هست. اینکه چیزی نیست. ندیدی فلانی چطور از پسش برمیاد. هنوز خیلی راه داری برای بهتر شدن. تازه اول راهی. نمیدونه تو تو خونه چطوری. ندیده چطور گند میزنی به اینیکی. نمیدونن چند سال نتونستی کاری رو خوب انجام بدی که اینسری تونستی.../: کوفت و زهرِ سگ.» #گفت_ها ۱۱ ۰۸ ۰۴ @atefehataeiii
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«نمیتونم دیگه مثل سابق باشم.» «چطور؟» «نمیتونم مثل قبل رو آدما تاثیر بذارم. تاثیرگذاریمو از دست دادم.» «چی شده مگه؟» «درونم پر شده از جفتکفههایی تو سایزهای مختلف که هی روی هم سابیده میشن. هی روی هم سابیده میشن. هی روی هم سابیده میشن. برای تاثیرگذار بودن، قشنگ بودن، خیلی خستهام.» #گفت_ها ۰۸ ۰۸ ۰۴ @atefehataeiii
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من گفتم: «از خودت بگو. جوری که خودت رو معرفی میکنی. چیزی جز سن و اسم و شهر و کشور.» تقریبن هیچ جواب خاصی نداشت. شناختن انسانهای جدید تفاوتهایت با دیگران را به رخ میکشد. حوصلهسربر شده است جهان. باز. من از انسانها رنجیده و ترسیدهام. باز. نوشتن تنها منجیِ موجود است. باز. در کلاس نقشهبرداری امروز بچهها فهمیدند که من، دهه هشتادی نه و دهه هفتادیام. دخترها شوکه شدند. که چرا به صورتت نمیخورد. به تشر گفتم: «خب حالـ…
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حرفندارآدم میشینم پشت میز. روی میز پر از کاغذهای آچار و آپنجه. که مال من نیستن. کاغذای من کجان؟ خیلی وقته نیستن. آهنگ شوگا رو از اول پلی کردم. میخاستیم از چی حرف بزنیم؟ از رپ و شوگا؟ میخاستیم از این حرف بزنیم؟ پس چی؟ شاید از حافظه؟ آهان از سکوت. از بیحرفی. بیحرفی؟ چه عجیبه نه؟ برای من عجیبه. برای پرحرفترین عجیبه. برای ذهنِ پرچونه عجیبه. میخاستم با نوشتن این جمله شروعش کنم: «آدما اولاش سعی میکنن با همه حرف …
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فاطمه هیچوقت آگاهانه با آدم شرّوشور و پرنشاطی هم روزوپیاله نشدم. من البته خودم رو دله میدونم. دله به معنای آدمی که هیچکس جلودارش نیست. اما من دلهای بودم که آگاهانه نمیذاشتم چیزی متوقفم کنه. این آگاهی نهتنها رنج زیادی بهم میداد، بلکه در نهایت، در واقعیت، در معدود دفعاتی، متوقفم کرد. فاطمه ولی... از اون آدماست که دلهان. از اونا که بیاینکه بفهمن هیچی جلودار نشاطشون نیست. یعنی، امیدوارم هیچوقت بینشاط نشن. چون ا…
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مجبور به سازش با منفورترین شخص زندگیاش بود. @atefehataeiii
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Showing the 12 most recent of 20 posts we hold for @atefehataeiii. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Citation-graph rank — 1,460,674 of 1,481,306entries in the measured graph. A weighted position computed from the forward and mention edges below — republished posts weigh more than named mentions — and recomputed periodically, over the whole graph. Published only as this ordinal position, never as a score: a position is a fact, and a score printed beside one channel’s name would read as a verdict this register does not make. The two counts beneath stay separate for the same reason mentions are never summed with forwards anywhere else on this page — a named-by count costs nothing to manufacture. The top 100 by this measure, or how it is computed.
Named by 1 registered channel — every channel on the register whose own posts have named this one, by its current username or any other username it currently holds, merged from two separately captured readings of the same fact so a namer caught by only one of them is not missed and a namer both caught is not counted twice. A username this channel has since dropped is not matched — that handle may belong to someone else now, and crediting today’s namer to yesterday’s owner would misattribute it.
Named by
Channels on the register whose posts name this channel's handle.
A mention is a weaker signal than a forward and is counted separately for that reason — naming a channel is not republishing it, and a handle in a post body is easy to place deliberately. The post counts beside each row below are distinct posts in which the handle appeared, from posts we have read on both sides — the “Named by N registered channels” figure above is a different count, of distinct NAMING CHANNELS rather than posts, and is not the sum of the rows under it.
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 15 August 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“خلیدنها | عاطفه عطایی” (@atefehataeiii), 306 subscribers as measured 15 August 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/atefehataeiii.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.