نفرتم از خودم را انکار نمیکنم؛ سالهاست که متوجهم. از طرفی نفرت دیگران را هم درک نمیکنم واقعا چه دلیلی دارد؟ طوری رفتار میکنند انگار کسی که باعث شده همهی چیزهای زیبا خراب شوند و یا همهی احساسات رنگ ببازند من هستم[و نه خودشان] من از خودم نفرت دارم اما از شما خیلی بیشتر

Channel
اصلِ جنس
@aslejenscore
On this record: Topic · Growth · Engagement · Posts · Citations · Cite this entry
252subscribers
+83 since we began measuring on 6 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of Under 1,000.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1001742296269 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @aslejenscore |
| Created | Between 1 December 2021 and 30 April 2023 — estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 8 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 3 October 2026 |
| Measurements held | 7 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 1 time, most recently 3 October 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/aslejenscore |
Topic
Other / unclassifiable — a classification, not a measurement. An on-box language model (Qwen3.6-35B-A3B-FP8, prompt version 1) read this channel’s own recent posts on 24 September 2026 and assigned it the closest of 31 fixed categories, at 79% confidence. This is a model’s judgement about what the channel is likely to be about, not a fact this register measured the way a subscriber count or a view count is measured — it can be revised on a later pass, and it carries no weight anywhere else on this page. How this classification works, and why it has no browse page of its own yet.
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 3 Oct 2026, 02:42 | 252 | +73 |
| 2 Sept 2026, 06:08 | 179 | -2 |
| 26 Aug 2026, 06:14 | 181 | -2 |
| 20 Aug 2026, 05:28 | 183 | +12 |
| 13 Aug 2026, 17:46 | 171 | +2 |
| 8 Aug 2026, 15:16 | 169 | no change |
| 6 Aug 2026, 12:00 | 169 | first reading |
Engagement
20 posts held, back to 8 July 2026 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 page of Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 20 posts for this entry, the most recent from 7 August 2026. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
Recent posts
خردمند باید از اصطلاح پیشبینی بپرهیزد و به جای آن اصطلاح انتظار را بهکار ببرد. انتظار درمورد احتمالهای اینده به مفهوم فرایند شناختی-ساختی است تا فرایند ماشینی. در این اصطلاح این معنا مستتر است که جهان هرگز نمیتواند به معنی ماشینی کامل باشد و اینکه چیزی به عنوان شخص متوسط در موقعیتی متوسط که درحال تعامل متوسط باشد وجود ندارد.
Photo, posted without a caption
همیشه در حال اثبات این هستید که توضیح دادن برای شما اشتباهترین کار ممکن است. در نهایت باید گذاشت شما در ابهام بسوزید.
چیزی شنیدهاید و فقط تکرارش میکنید؛ اینکه میگویید فراموش کن یا یواش یواش از یادت میرود؛ چه معنایی دارد؟ وقتی جراحت هر روز تازهتر میشود از من چه انتظاری میرود؟ وقتی هر روز مجروح میشوی دقیقا باید چهچیز را فراموش کنی؟ بیخیال
و دیگر این که زیاد خسته و به همهچیز بیعلاقه هستم. فقط روزها را میگذرانم و هر شب بعد از صرف اشربه مفصل خودم را به خاک میسپارم و یک اخ و تف هم روی قبرم میاندازم. اما معجز دیگرم اینست که صبح باز بلند میشوم و راه میافتم. -صادق هدایت
من منتظر همان روز هستم که نباشم و احتمالا خودم را در یک خط متن برای بعضیها جا میگذارم
از برخوردم با آدمها کاملا ناراضیام؛ بهنظرم همیشه در جایگاه درک کردن بودهام. این چند روز دلم کمی درک شدن میخواست زیاد هم نه فقط در حدی که کسی بپرسد: انگار کمی فکرت درگیر است؟ اتفاقی افتاده؟ البته همه میخواهند در جایگاه درک شوندهی ابدی باشند بدم نمیامد من هم برای لحظاتی در این جایگاه باشم ولی انگار نمیشود.
شما بحث بزرگمنشی و توان درک کردن را پیش کشیدهاید؟ ببخشید کدام بزرگی پشت سر دوستانش کسشر میگوید؟
عجب زندگی سخیفی
به شما چیزی نمیگویم چون به شما میشود هرچیزی گفت پس خودم را خسته
همین فاصله افتادنها ابهام را نابود میکنند، ارزشمندیها را تعیین میکند و بعدها متوجه میشویم که آیا ارزشش را داشت؟ اما جواب این سوال هرچه که باشد هم چیزی را عوض نمیکند چون آنموقع ما بسیار از هم دور هستیم.
Showing the 12 most recent of 20 posts we hold for @aslejenscore. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Forward network
Republished by
Channels on the register that have forwarded this channel's posts into their own feed.
Built only from forwarded posts we have actually read, on both sides. Coverage is early and deliberately incomplete: a missing link means we have not read the post that would prove it, never that the relationship does not exist. Counts are distinct forwarded posts observed, so they only ever go up as we read more.
Mentions
Named by 1 registered channel — every channel on the register whose own posts have named this one, by its current username or any other username it currently holds, merged from two separately captured readings of the same fact so a namer caught by only one of them is not missed and a namer both caught is not counted twice. A username this channel has since dropped is not matched — that handle may belong to someone else now, and crediting today’s namer to yesterday’s owner would misattribute it.
Named by
Channels on the register whose posts name this channel's handle.
A mention is a weaker signal than a forward and is counted separately for that reason — naming a channel is not republishing it, and a handle in a post body is easy to place deliberately. The post counts beside each row below are distinct posts in which the handle appeared, from posts we have read on both sides — the “Named by N registered channels” figure above is a different count, of distinct NAMING CHANNELS rather than posts, and is not the sum of the rows under it.
Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 3 October 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“اصلِ جنس” (@aslejenscore), 252 subscribers as measured 3 October 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/aslejenscore.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.