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Channel
@apologiazhizni
On this record: Topic · Growth · Engagement · Reactions · Posts · Citations · Cite this entry
274subscribers
+1 since we began measuring on 8 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of Under 1,000.
| Telegram ID | -1001913004841 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @apologiazhizni |
| Created | Between 1 April 2023 and 31 October 2023 — estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 8 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 17 September 2026 |
| Measurements held | 6 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 1 time, most recently 17 September 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/apologiazhizni |
Personal blog — a classification, not a measurement. An on-box language model (Qwen3.6-35B-A3B-FP8, prompt version 1) read this channel’s own recent posts on 23 September 2026 and assigned it the closest of 31 fixed categories, at 97% confidence. This is a model’s judgement about what the channel is likely to be about, not a fact this register measured the way a subscriber count or a view count is measured — it can be revised on a later pass, and it carries no weight anywhere else on this page. How this classification works, and why it has no browse page of its own yet.
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 17 Sept 2026, 18:00 | 274 | -2 |
| 9 Sept 2026, 02:55 | 276 | +3 |
| 31 Aug 2026, 04:04 | 273 | +1 |
| 24 Aug 2026, 08:47 | 272 | -1 |
| 8 Aug 2026, 08:47 | 273 | no change |
| 8 Aug 2026, 08:30 | 273 | first reading |
14 posts held, back to 1 August 2026 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 page of Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 14 posts for this entry, the most recent from 8 August 2026. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
212 reactions across 14 posts, in 8 distinct kinds. The most used accounts for 20.3% of them.
| Reaction | Count | Share | Share, drawn |
|---|---|---|---|
| custom 5246798363088665339 | 43 | 20.3% | |
| custom 5233567011958697078 | 40 | 18.9% | |
| custom 5397906578261166326 | 39 | 18.4% | |
| 💋 | 35 | 16.5% | |
| custom 5188365040968808895 | 21 | 9.91% | |
| custom 5445312868201284892 | 14 | 6.60% | |
| custom 5382309335806261464 | 11 | 5.19% | |
| custom 5224483942106684154 | 9 | 4.25% |
Custom emoji. 7 of the rows above are Telegram custom emoji, which the public preview renders as an element carrying only a numeric id — no character, and no image we can reach. The id is printed as-is rather than substituted with a look-alike glyph, because a stand-in would be our invention showing where a measurement should be. The counts beside them are Telegram’s.
No sentiment is inferred, and none should be read in. This table is ordered by count and by nothing else. Emoji do not carry stable meaning across languages or communities — 🙏 is thanks in one channel and mourning in another — so we publish which ones were pressed and how often, and pass no judgement on what an audience meant by them.
Precision. Telegram publishes reaction counts per emoji and short-forms each one — 4.34K, 1.2M — so any single kind at or above 1,000 reaches us at three significant figures, and only counts below 1,000 are exact. The shares above are ratios of those figures and carry the same error. This is also why the total here can differ slightly from a reaction total printed elsewhere on the page: both are sums of the same rounded parts, taken over samples with different edges.
Coverage. Reactions were read on 14 of the 14 sampled posts in this sample. Summed by Telegram’s own count on each post — not by adding up the per-emoji breakdown above — those same posts carry 212 reactions in total: the kind of figure the paragraph above means by “a reaction total printed elsewhere on the page”.
Measured over the 14 most recent posts we hold, published 1 August 2026 to 8 August 2026, using the newest reading held for each. Telegram Stars are excluded: they are a payment, not a reaction, and they have their own section.
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Вот так борешься всю жизнь с проблемой со вспыльчивостью, чтобы тебя шотнули интеллектуально нравственные ампутанты из мфц
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Блять я очень хочу быть миролюбивой и всепонимающей, но вчера просто когда в очередной раз мне позвонили и послали нахуй, у меня случилась паническая атака на час, и я лет с 15 наверное не била стены, просто чтобы снять напряжение, я года полтора не орала в подушку, блять меня довели ДО НЕРВНОГО ТИКА, у меня без шуток дергается глаз
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Если так им так тяжело выполнять свою работу по человечески, не орать и не пытаться поскорее избавиться от посетителя, то значит им будет тяжело не орать от режущей боли при попытке поссать
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Бтв вчера я била кулаками стены, орала в подушку и у меня дергается глаз, я даже рассказывать не буду с какой степенью долбоебизма, агрессией и хабальством я встретилась в московских мфц и мвд. Я никогда не писала жалобы просто из принципа сострадания и человечности, но сейчас я напишу жалобу на них и попрошу у своих чтобы у каждой тамошней пизды начался цистит с кровью
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Ладно я тут живу год, мой парень тут живет три года, и ходит в ленту ещё чаще меня, я часто вместе с ним. Нам говорят здравствуйте, опять же делают этот характерный узнающий вид, типа «свои», но сегодня блять все хором сказали «нет, мы тут никогда не видели двухметрового мужчину в очках»
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Я не могу себе элементарно купить сигареты, сегодня в злоебучей ленте рядом с домом, в которую я хожу год ЕЖЕДНЕВНО за редкими исключениями, мне отказали продать энергетик в жару +29, я всего лишь хотела зеленый берн А у меня нет ничего чем я могла бы подтвердить свой возраст по их мнению блять мне наверное 7 лет, почему-то они каждый раз как я прихожу не за сигаретами, они со мной сами здороваются первые с узнающим …
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Я не пишу тут ничего потому что у меня нервы сдают в последнее время, у меня испорчен паспорт, мне лететь на самолете если что 12 числа, я занимаюсь своим паспортом с 27 июля, и его до сих пор не начали даже делать Я оббила пороги разных московских и подмосковных мфц и мвд, уже живу практически на госуслугах, и мне ДО СИХ пор не сделали паспорт. У меня нет никакого временного удостоверения личности, мне никто не хоче…
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Я прошла сегодня пешком 25км
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Showing the 12 most recent of 14 posts we hold for @apologiazhizni. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
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Channels on the register that have forwarded this channel's posts into their own feed.
Built only from forwarded posts we have actually read, on both sides. Coverage is early and deliberately incomplete: a missing link means we have not read the post that would prove it, never that the relationship does not exist. Counts are distinct forwarded posts observed, so they only ever go up as we read more.
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 17 September 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“кругом возможно бог” (@apologiazhizni), 274 subscribers as measured 17 September 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/apologiazhizni.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.