Personal blog — a classification, not a measurement. An on-box language model (Qwen3.6-35B-A3B-FP8, prompt version 1) read this channel’s own recent posts on 22 September 2026 and assigned it the closest of 31 fixed categories, at 48% confidence. This is a model’s judgement about what the channel is likely to be about, not a fact this register measured the way a subscriber count or a view count is measured — it can be revised on a later pass, and it carries no weight anywhere else on this page. How this classification works, and why it has no browse page of its own yet.
Growth
7 measurements spanning 35 days, net -6. Dots are measurements; the straight line between them is drawn to join them, not to claim we know the path taken in between — snapshots are recorded only when a count changes, so gaps mean “no change observed”, never “interpolated”. The vertical axis spans 353–362 and does not start at zero.
Measurement log — every subscribers count we have recorded
Measured (UTC)
Subscribers
Change
11 Sept 2026, 01:00
354
-3
2 Sept 2026, 13:04
357
-1
26 Aug 2026, 15:23
358
-2
19 Aug 2026, 23:03
360
-1
7 Aug 2026, 13:56
361
+1
6 Aug 2026, 21:03
360
no change
6 Aug 2026, 17:43
360
first reading
Engagement
18 posts held, back to 10 October 2023 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 page of Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 18 posts for this entry, the most recent from 3 November 2024. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
Reaction mix
15 reactions across 4 posts, in 3 distinct kinds. The most used accounts for 53.3% of them.
Every reaction kind recorded on the sample, most used first
Reaction
Count
Share
Share, drawn
💔
8
53.3%
❤
5
33.3%
👍
2
13.3%
No sentiment is inferred, and none should be read in. This table is ordered by count and by nothing else. Emoji do not carry stable meaning across languages or communities — 🙏 is thanks in one channel and mourning in another — so we publish which ones were pressed and how often, and pass no judgement on what an audience meant by them.
Precision. Telegram publishes reaction counts per emoji and short-forms each one — 4.34K, 1.2M — so any single kind at or above 1,000 reaches us at three significant figures, and only counts below 1,000 are exact. The shares above are ratios of those figures and carry the same error. This is also why the total here can differ slightly from a reaction total printed elsewhere on the page: both are sums of the same rounded parts, taken over samples with different edges.
Coverage. Reactions were read on 7 of the 18 sampled posts in this sample. Summed by Telegram’s own count on each post — not by adding up the per-emoji breakdown above — those same posts carry 15 reactions in total: the kind of figure the paragraph above means by “a reaction total printed elsewhere on the page”.
Measured over the 18 most recent posts we hold, published 10 October 2023 to 3 November 2024, using the newest reading held for each. Telegram Stars are excluded: they are a payment, not a reaction, and they have their own section.
ثم ماذا بعد؟! إلى أين نتجه؟ إلى أي وجهة ستقودنا الأيام بما تحمله لنا؟ أي الدروب سيكون علينا قطعها؟ كُسرنا وأوجعتنا الأيام مرارًا، وفي كل مرة نعلل أنفسنا بأن هذا آخر ما سيصيبنا وأكثرها شدة، ثم نجد أنفسنا أمام ما هو أصعب.
هرمنا وتهالكت أرواحنا والحياة مستمرة بنفس القوانين والأنماط والوتيرة، لا تمنحنا حتى فرصة لالتقاط أنفاسنا ولا حتى لاستيعاب ما يحدث حولنا، ليس أمامنا سوى المضي، المضي وحسب لا خيارات أكثر أمامنا ..
عندما توفيت يا أبي، تركت وراءك فراغًا كبيرًا في حياتي. لا زلت أفتش عنك في كل مكان، عبر الإنتظار بفارغ الصبر، ولكن للأسف، لم أعد أعي أين أنت الآن. أشعر بالحزن والألم منذ رحيلك، ولم أجد سبيلًا للسعادة إلا في الذكريات التي تعلقت بك.
كنت تملأ حياتي بالأمل والسعادة عندما كنت بجانبي، كنت الشخص الذي يمنحني القوة والدعم في كل لحظة. كنت الأب المثالي الذي يحملني على كتفيه ويوجهني نحو الطريق الصحيح. لكن الآن، أشعر بالضياع والوح…
المشهد مروع جدًا في مجزرة جباليا، حي سكني كامل دمرته الطائرات بقنابل تزن كل قنبلة أكثر من طن، تخيلوا معي أناسًا آمنين في بيوتهم وفجأة يختفون من السجل المدني وكأن شيئًا لم يكن. هذا ما حدث. حتى وإن أكدت المصادر الطبية وجود أكثر من مئة شهيد فإن أضعافًا لا يزالون تحت الأنقاض، عدد الشهداء في هذه المجزرة مرشح ليكون مئات وليس مئة فقط. وما رأيناه من مقاطع ليس بشيء مما حدث على الأرض.
كانت هنالك أيضًا مجزرة في مخيم النصيرات را…
كلمات سيخلدها التاريخ
"اسمه يوسف 7 سنين شعره كيرلي وأبيضاني وحلو.. بدي يوسف يابابا"
"كان يصرخ عليّ يا كمال يا كمال!
كان عايش والله.. بدي أبوسه".
" الولاد وين؟ الولاد ماتوا بدون ماياكلوا يشهد عليا الله"
"قوم ارضع حبيبي.. قوم.."
"بدي شعرة منه.. شعرة واحدة بس قبل م تدفنوه"
"كنت نايم!"
"يا عمـــااار.. حاسس فيني؟ مش راح أمشي قبل م تطلع من تحت الر.دم بستنى ليوم ليومين لسنة لحتى تطلع"
"والله بنتي عروسة استـ. شـ8ـدت…
ومن فرطِ ما قلوبنا معهم
نشعرُ أننا جرحى رغم أننا لم نُصَبْ
نشعرُ أننا في العراء رغم أننا في بيوتنا
نشعرُ أننا فاقدين رغم أن كلّ أحبابنا معنا
حتى أنه واللهِ من فرط وجعنا عليهم
لنشعرُ أنَّ التي تُجمَعُ هي أشلاؤنا 💔💔.
"اسمه يوسف 7 سنين شعره كيرلي وأبيضاني وحلو.. بدي يوسف يابابا"
"كان يصرخ عليّ يا كمال يا كمال!
كان عايش والله.. بدي أبوسه".
" الولاد وين؟ الولاد ماتوا بدون ماياكلوا يشهد عليا الله"
"قوم ارضع حبيبي.. قوم.."
"بدي شعرة منه.. شعرة واحدة بس قبل م تدفنوه"
"كنت نايم!"
"يا عمـــااار.. حاسس فيني؟ مش راح أمشي قبل م تطلع من تحت الر.دم بستنى ليوم ليومين لسنة لحتى تطلع"
"والله بنتي عروسة استـ. شـ8ـدت، عرسها كان الجمعة الـ …
يشغلني جدًا ..
فكرة انه كيف ستقنع طفلا اختطف الموت عائلته وما زال غبار دمار بيتهم على جسده وألسنة اللهب قد نالت منه ..أن يُغمض جفنا او ليعيش سويا او يهدأ وتخبره أنه آمن !!
هذه لقطة يسيرة تقبع في زواية من مشهد هو الأكثر رعبا في هذا العالم الجائر المتخاذل 💔💔.
Signed مُذهلة 🖤.
Showing the 12 most recent of 18 posts we hold for @aliveeeee. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Forward network
Republishes
Channels on the register whose posts this channel has forwarded.
Built only from forwarded posts we have actually read, on both sides. Coverage is early and deliberately incomplete: a missing link means we have not read the post that would prove it, never that the relationship does not exist. Counts are distinct forwarded posts observed, so they only ever go up as we read more.
Mentions
Named by 1 registered channel — every channel on the register whose own posts have named this one, by its current username or any other username it currently holds, merged from two separately captured readings of the same fact so a namer caught by only one of them is not missed and a namer both caught is not counted twice. A username this channel has since dropped is not matched — that handle may belong to someone else now, and crediting today’s namer to yesterday’s owner would misattribute it.
Named by
Channels on the register whose posts name this channel's handle.
A mention is a weaker signal than a forward and is counted separately for that reason — naming a channel is not republishing it, and a handle in a post body is easy to place deliberately. The post counts beside each row below are distinct posts in which the handle appeared, from posts we have read on both sides — the “Named by N registered channels” figure above is a different count, of distinct NAMING CHANNELS rather than posts, and is not the sum of the rows under it.
Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 11 September 2026 — this
entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“- عايش وخلاص ™.” (@aliveeeee), 354 subscribers as measured 11 September 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/aliveeeee.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.