11 Feb 2022, 20:10 UTC104 viewsread 10 August 2026
https://t.me/+eNhNv4ioIkg3YzU0 Welcome u almost joined 🥊❤️📒booked
Signed Le ul
Channel
Depressed
@Thedepressedme
On this record: Growth · Engagement · What this channel posts · Posts · Citations · Cite this entry
37subscribers
+0 since we began measuring on 8 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of Under 1,000.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1001242110641 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @Thedepressedme |
| Description | The water is clear, but ur wrists r stained. ur face says happy, but ur eyes say pain. @Not_suicide @Own_thought contact:@star_eyess |
| Created | Between 1 March 2018 and 28 February 2020— estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 10 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 10 August 2026 |
| Measurements held | 2 |
| On Telegram | t.me/Thedepressedme |
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 10 Aug 2026, 21:31 | 37 | no change |
| 8 Aug 2026, 23:32 | 37 | first reading |
Engagement
20 posts held, back to 28 February 2020 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 pageof Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 20 posts for this entry, the most recent from 11 February 2022. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
What this channel posts
- Photos
- 18
- Videos
- 1
- Links
- 10
Lifetime counters from Telegram’s own channel header, read 10 August 2026 — not the date at the top of this page, which is when the subscriber count was last read. Below Telegram’s rounding threshold, so these counts are exact.
Recent posts
5 Mar 2021, 18:09 UTC188 viewsread 10 August 2026
Anyone who wants to be admin can DM me.. @star_eyess
Signed Euphoria
19 Feb 2021, 19:22 UTC204 viewsread 10 August 2026
File
@Thedepressedme
Signed Euphoria
24 May 2020, 07:50 UTC446 viewsread 10 August 2026
I may laugh or smile but its all pretend just to hide my sadness inside. @Thedepressedme
Signed Psychotic
24 May 2020, 07:42 UTC650 viewsread 10 August 2026
I already accept everything but I still feel pain. @Thedepressedme
Signed Psychotic
23 Mar 2020, 20:18 UTC263 viewsread 10 August 2026
Forwarded from @Own_thought
How can i fix the damaged part of my head😓??
Signed Psycho
12 Mar 2020, 11:07 UTC520 viewsread 10 August 2026
When its late at night that when shit hits my heart and I start over thinking. @Thedepressedme
Signed Psycho
10 Mar 2020, 08:18 UTC212 viewsread 10 August 2026
Forwarded from @A_wimpy_kids_note
Today I woke up and for a moment I lay still, staring at the ceiling. I lay there and felt my chest rise and fall as I breathed. It took all my will power to keep my focus on my breath, a mindfulness technique I have been taught. I did this for 30 seconds, maybe a minute, as i lay down in my bed.. . I was lying there, trying to keep my focus off the one thing that has dominated my thoughts recently. The dark, dismal…
Signed Psycho
7 Mar 2020, 18:34 UTC168 viewsread 10 August 2026
Forwarded from @Own_thought
Last night I was trying to talk to someone, and just told him abt wt I feel, I just say "I wanna die" and he was like "ESHI." and I kept tellin' him, "maybe I don't deserve to be loved." And again he said "Ere??" Damn, I feel ashamed for telling him abt wt i feel
Signed Psycho
5 Mar 2020, 19:27 UTC559 viewsread 10 August 2026
Having anxiety and depression Is like being scared and tired at the same time, its the fear of failure but no urge to be productive. its wanting friends but hate socializing. its wanting to be alone but not wanting to be lonely. its caring abt nothing. its feeling everything at once but feeling paralyzingly numb. @Thedepressedme
Signed Psycho
4 Mar 2020, 19:51 UTC136 viewsread 10 August 2026
Forwarded from @Own_thought
Suicide us stupid? You wanna know what is stupid? hurting someone so emotionally, that they think suicide is the only answer. @Own_thought
Signed Psycho
4 Mar 2020, 19:47 UTC363 viewsread 10 August 2026
My sadness has become an addiction. when I'm not sad I feel lost. @Thedepressedme
Signed Psycho
Showing the 12 most recent of 20 posts we hold for @Thedepressedme. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Citation-graph rank
Citation-graph rank — 1,429,049 of 1,480,944entries in the measured graph. A weighted position computed from the forward and mention edges below — republished posts weigh more than named mentions — and recomputed periodically, over the whole graph. Published only as this ordinal position, never as a score: a position is a fact, and a score printed beside one channel’s name would read as a verdict this register does not make. The two counts beneath stay separate for the same reason mentions are never summed with forwards anywhere else on this page — a named-by count costs nothing to manufacture. The top 100 by this measure, or how it is computed.
Forward network
Republishes
Channels on the register whose posts this channel has forwarded.
Built only from forwarded posts we have actually read, on both sides. Coverage is early and deliberately incomplete: a missing link means we have not read the post that would prove it, never that the relationship does not exist. Counts are distinct forwarded posts observed, so they only ever go up as we read more.
Mentions
Named by 1 registered channel — every channel on the register whose own posts have named this one, by its current username or any other username it currently holds, merged from two separately captured readings of the same fact so a namer caught by only one of them is not missed and a namer both caught is not counted twice. A username this channel has since dropped is not matched — that handle may belong to someone else now, and crediting today’s namer to yesterday’s owner would misattribute it.
Named by
Channels on the register whose posts name this channel's handle.
Names
Channels on the register whose handles appear in this channel's posts.
A mention is a weaker signal than a forward and is counted separately for that reason — naming a channel is not republishing it, and a handle in a post body is easy to place deliberately. The post counts beside each row below are distinct posts in which the handle appeared, from posts we have read on both sides — the “Named by N registered channels” figure above is a different count, of distinct NAMING CHANNELS rather than posts, and is not the sum of the rows under it.
Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 10 August 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“Depressed” (@Thedepressedme), 37 subscribers as measured 10 August 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/Thedepressedme.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.