고독이 거기서/ 이상국 동해안 국도를 지나다보면 바닷가에 '고독'이라는 까페가 있다 통나무로 지은 집인데 지날 때마다 마당에 차 한대 없는 걸 보면 고독이 정말 고독하다는 생각이 든다 고독은 아주 오래된 친구 한때는 많은 사람들이 그에게 영혼이나 밤을 맡겨놓고 함께 차를 마시거나 며칠씩 묵어가기도 했는데 지금은 외딴 바닷가 마을에서 온몸을 간판으로 호객행위를 하며 사는 게 어려워 보인다 나는 언제나 길 위에 있으므로 그저 그를 바라볼 수밖에 없는데 가끔 동해안 국도를 지나다보면 고독이 거기서 늘 바다를 바라보고 있는 게 보인다 나는 언제나 길 위에 있으므로 그저 그를 바라볼 수밖에 없는데 가끔 동해안 국도를 지나다보면 고독이 거기서 늘 바다를 바라보고 있는게 보인다

Channel
[خَلَاء]
@SabzeKhali
On this record: Growth · Engagement · What this channel posts · Posts · Citations · Cite this entry
223subscribers
+0 since we began measuring on 14 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of Under 1,000.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1001583549685 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @SabzeKhali |
| Description | خَلَاء: تُهی، پوچ، خالی از هوا، خلوتگاه. گاهی میرم و بینِ ابرها زندگی میکنم. پس اینجا محتوایِ منظمِ روزانه نداریم. • دانشجو • نقاشی، عکاسی، موسیقی، ادبیات • نیمچه محصّلِ شیفتهی علمِ طب http://t.me/HidenChat_Bot?start=5182966885 [☁️🌲📚🧋🕊️] |
| Created | Between 1 August 2021 and 28 February 2023— estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 14 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 15 August 2026 |
| Measurements held | 2 |
| On Telegram | t.me/SabzeKhali |
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 14 Aug 2026, 13:01 | 223 | no change |
| 14 Aug 2026, 12:49 | 223 | first reading |
Engagement
17 posts held, back to 2 August 2026 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 pageof Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
- ERR · 30 days
- 24.2%
- avg views ÷ 223 subscribers
- Avg views / post
- 54.0
- 17 posts measured
- Reaction rate
- —
- this channel exposes no reaction counts
- Posts in window
- 17
- of 17 held
ERR is average views per post over the last 30 days divided by subscribers, the definition TGStat uses, so this figure is comparable with the one you will see elsewhere. It falls structurally as a channel grows: a high ERR on a small channel and a low one on a large channel describe reach mathematics, not quality. We publish the figure and the sample it came from and pass no verdict on it.
ER is defined industry-wide as (forwards + reactions + comments) ÷ views— note the denominator is views, not subscribers. Telegram’s public web preview carries views and reactions but not forward or comment counts, so the reaction rate above is the reactions term only and is therefore a floor: the true ER for this channel is higher by an amount we have not measured and will not estimate.
| Window | Rolling 30 days · latest post in window 13 August 2026 |
|---|---|
| Posts held | 17 (2 August 2026 – 13 August 2026) |
| Views total | 918 |
| Reactions total | — |
| Forwards / comments | not exposed by the public surface — not measured, not estimated |
| Readings taken | 14 Aug 2026, 13:01 UTC |
Views are a single reading per post, taken at the time above. A post published in the last day or two is still accumulating views, which pulls the 30-day average down slightly. That is a property of the standard definition rather than a fault in it, so we keep the definition rather than “correcting” the number into something nobody can reproduce.
Precision. Telegram publishes view counts on its public widget in short form — 8.12K, 3.7M — so any reading at or above 1,000 reaches us rounded to three significant figures, and only counts below 1,000 are exact. Averages and rates derived from them are shown to the same precision rather than to the unit: a figure like 3,701,250 would assert digits nobody measured.
Reaction counts are published per emoji and rounded the same way, so a total below 1,000 is exact and a larger one is a sum that may carry a rounded component from each emoji above 1,000. Because it is a sum, it does not look rounded — read a large reaction total as three significant figures per contributing emoji rather than as the figure it prints.
What this channel posts
- Photos
- ≈1,520
- Videos
- ≈59
- Links
- ≈160
Lifetime counters from Telegram’s own channel header, read 14 August 2026 — not the date at the top of this page, which is when the subscriber count was last read. A count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints these counters in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈142,000 means somewhere between 141,500 and 142,499.
Recent posts
Photo, posted without a caption
Who am I without my sensitive heart?
بالاخره صبح میشه.
صبح میشه.
Photo, posted without a caption
Photo, posted without a caption
من همیشه از شدت عشقی که توی وجودمه ترسیدم. از اینکه نکنه چیزی رو که دوست دارم، با همین دوست داشتن زیادم خسته کنم یا از بین ببرم. برای همین خیلی وقتها خودم رو دور نگه داشتم؛ کمتر خواستم، کمتر نزدیک شدم، کمتر اجازه دادم کسی بفهمه چقدر عمیق همهچیز رو احساس میکنم. از این میترسم که دوست داشتنم زیادی شدید باشه؛ که دستهام انقدر یک چیزی رو محکم در آغوش بگیرن که بهش صدمه بزنن. برای همین خیلی وقتها عشقم رو پنهان میکنم؛…
بیآن که بدانید٬ بی آنکه از من خواسته باشید، بیآن که صدایِ من خوب باشد٬ برای شما آواز خوانده بودم و وسطِ آواز بیآن که بدانم چرا٬ زده بودم زیرِ گریه... شهرام شیدایی
بغضی که نترکیده داره اذیتم میکنه واقعاً. انقدری دوست دارم هیچ باشم که اینجا نوشتن هم داره اذیتم میکنه، حرف زدن با آدمها، گفتن «اقا بفرمایید» موقع حساب کردن کرایه تاکسی، جواب دادن به سوالاتی که جواب دادن بهشون ضروریه، متأسفانه میدونم اینا از کجا میاد و کاری براش از دستم برنمیاد.
راستش از یه جایی به بعد این من نبودم که دستهام رو روی قفسهی سینهی بیصدای اون آدم فشار میدادم، دستهای من لرزونتر و خالیتر از این حرفها بود. نمیدونم کی بود، نمیدونم چی بود، نمیدونم چیشد، فقط ادامه میدادم و ناامیدانه امیدوار بودم.
امشب دیدن یه بچه توی مترو من رو از فروپاشی کامل روانی نجات داد.
Showing the 12 most recent of 17 posts we hold for @SabzeKhali. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Citation-graph rank
Citation-graph rank — 1,381,019 of 1,478,351entries in the measured graph. A weighted position computed from the forward and mention edges below — republished posts weigh more than named mentions — and recomputed periodically, over the whole graph. Published only as this ordinal position, never as a score: a position is a fact, and a score printed beside one channel’s name would read as a verdict this register does not make. The two counts beneath stay separate for the same reason mentions are never summed with forwards anywhere else on this page — a named-by count costs nothing to manufacture. The top 100 by this measure, or how it is computed.
Forward network
Republished by
Channels on the register that have forwarded this channel's posts into their own feed.
Republishes
Channels on the register whose posts this channel has forwarded.
Built only from forwarded posts we have actually read, on both sides. Coverage is early and deliberately incomplete: a missing link means we have not read the post that would prove it, never that the relationship does not exist. Counts are distinct forwarded posts observed, so they only ever go up as we read more.
Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 14 August 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“[خَلَاء]” (@SabzeKhali), 223 subscribers as measured 14 August 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/SabzeKhali.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.