I’m not that kind of person who lay the blame at someone else. But every damn second I want to die, And It’s all your fault. I can’t get through this one, I’m paralysed, I no longer feel things; my entire existence is ripping out of me. The only way is, put my emotional pain into physical pain, but I can’t. I’m mess, I would prefer to go. Sorry I can’t take this anymore, I can’t keep going, I tried, but it didn’t wor…
Channel
Crucifixion
@Lefaux_Miroir
On this record: Growth · Engagement · Posts · Citations · Cite this entry
410subscribers
-2 since we began measuring on 7 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of Under 1,000.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1001353867691 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @Lefaux_Miroir |
| Created | Between 1 March 2018 and 31 July 2021— estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 7 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 14 August 2026 |
| Measurements held | 3 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 1 time, most recently 14 August 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/Lefaux_Miroir |
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 14 Aug 2026, 18:23 | 410 | -2 |
| 7 Aug 2026, 00:48 | 412 | no change |
| 7 Aug 2026, 00:34 | 412 | first reading |
Engagement
16 posts held, back to 30 November 2022 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 pageof Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 16 posts for this entry, the most recent from 4 December 2022. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
Recent posts
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کاش من هم مثل دود سیگار، محو میشدم، با هوا ترکیب میشدم و برای همیشه از این حس «بودن» و «تجربه» کردن خلاص میشدم.
بنظرم هیچوقت هیچ تسکینی برای حس «ترد شدن» و «اهمیت نداشتن» وجود نداره. در پایان یک درگیری ذهنی، به این نتیجه میرسی که هیچ اهمیتی برای اون فرد نداری، وهمیشه انگشت اتهامرو به سمت خودت میگیری، خودت رو زیر سوال میبری، و بیزاری از خود. همیشه به این «چرا» فکر میکنی، چرایی که حل نشدست، چرایی که به حدی سنگینه کل بدنت رو فلج میکنه. به جای ریه، یه وزن بیست کیلیویی توی قفسهی سینت قرار میگیره. تجربهی این حس، یکبار …
چهار جوان بیتلز، اهل بندر لیورپول بودند. شهر شیطنت و شادیها. اونها شادی زمینی خودشون رو سرودند، موسیقیشون، معنی جاری خودشون بود؛ شادی، لاابالیگری، رقص و آواز و ... با توجه به مثال بالا، آنها پسر سرایدار بودند، اما...اما سید برت، پسر استاد دانشگاه بود! جوون بسیار زیبای کمبریجی، با اون حضور فیزیکی کاریزماتیک. چهرهاش، برعکس جان لنون که بیانگر شلختگی و عرفانزدگیه، اشرافزدگی و اصالت رو نشون میده. دیدن چهرهی نرم…
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قرار بود وقتی دفتر تموم شد، یه جایی تو کافه، یا کتابفروشی بین کتابها رهاش کنم و کسی دیگه بخونتش.
«خاطراتِ یک روانپریش»
Crucifixion pinned Deleted message
بیاید بار ها و بار ها ماهی سیاه کوچولو بخونیم، جرئت کنیم تا آخر جویبار رو ببینیم!
رشت.
Showing the 12 most recent of 16 posts we hold for @Lefaux_Miroir. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Forward network
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Channels on the register whose posts this channel has forwarded.
Built only from forwarded posts we have actually read, on both sides. Coverage is early and deliberately incomplete: a missing link means we have not read the post that would prove it, never that the relationship does not exist. Counts are distinct forwarded posts observed, so they only ever go up as we read more.
Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 14 August 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“Crucifixion” (@Lefaux_Miroir), 410 subscribers as measured 14 August 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/Lefaux_Miroir.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.