حاولت الصمود .. لكني انهرت.

Channel
رُّكام
@DFFFA
On this record: Growth · Engagement · Posts · Citations · Cite this entry
116subscribers
-1 since we began measuring on 9 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of Under 1,000.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1001660865678 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @DFFFA |
| Created | Between 1 December 2021 and 27 December 2022— estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 9 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 24 August 2026 |
| Measurements held | 3 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 1 time, most recently 24 August 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/DFFFA |
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 24 Aug 2026, 19:04 | 116 | -1 |
| 10 Aug 2026, 02:18 | 117 | no change |
| 9 Aug 2026, 18:46 | 117 | first reading |
Engagement
20 posts held, back to 27 December 2022 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 pageof Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 20 posts for this entry, the most recent from 16 January 2023. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
Recent posts
"بعد تلك الايام التي جمعتنا معًا، وبعد لحظاتٍ ممتدة من الألفة، شعرت بأن الطريق نحوك وعرٌ و غريب، و كأني أعبره لأول مرة."
"لا قيمة لتلبية رغبةٍ دهسها الوقت ، ولا قيمة لأحد يصل متأخرًا بعد نهاية كل شيء، أهم ما في كل شيء هو توقيته، التوقيت الذي يضفي القيمة على الأشياء أو ينزعها."
"ثم تشعر بأنك متعب، من كل شيء ومن اللاشيء، تود لو أنه بإمكانك أن تغمض عينيك فقط، وينتهي كل شيء."
أن يناضل المرءُ ضد شعورهِ، هذهِ أقسى معاركهِ على الإطلاق __أسمرلدا
كنتُ أعرف أن هذا الحنان سيؤلمني يومًا، لكنني ما زلت آمل أن ثمة مستقبلًا سيجعل الأحزان أخف وطأة، ويسمح لنا بإنتقاء المشاعر التي تناسبنا من فوق أرفف ليس لها ذاكرة __محمد خير
في قلبي كما في المُحيط .. يوجَد ثُقل الآمال المُحَطَّمَة
ما اخترتُ سكبَ الدمعِ لكني إذا ضاقت عليَّ بكى الفؤادُ بأضلعي و الحزنُ في عيني و لو خبأتهُ بادٍ و لو لم يعلموا بتوجعي
على غصُن مائل أجلس، أؤرجح وأهدهد تعبي. لكن أين أنا حقًا؟ بعيدٌ، أواهٍ بعيد. - نيتشه.
رُّكام pinned «ما عادَ يُجدي في الحياةِ عِتابُ فالقلبُ مُضنىً والشعورُ مُصابُ وسنينُ عُمري قد ترنّحَ خَطْوُها تمضي وفي طرَفِ الطريقِ سرابُ من أينَ تأتي راحتي فمشاعري ظمأى وحولي سُدّت الأبوابُ إنّي بذلتُ الحُبَّ نبضًا طاهرًا أسَفي على مَن خيّبوهُ وخابوا»
ما عادَ يُجدي في الحياةِ عِتابُ فالقلبُ مُضنىً والشعورُ مُصابُ وسنينُ عُمري قد ترنّحَ خَطْوُها تمضي وفي طرَفِ الطريقِ سرابُ من أينَ تأتي راحتي فمشاعري ظمأى وحولي سُدّت الأبوابُ إنّي بذلتُ الحُبَّ نبضًا طاهرًا أسَفي على مَن خيّبوهُ وخابوا
إنني مُربك، حزين، ضائع ..
Showing the 12 most recent of 20 posts we hold for @DFFFA. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Citation-graph rank
Citation-graph rank — 664,668 of 1,625,404entries in the measured graph. A weighted position computed from the forward and mention edges below — republished posts weigh more than named mentions — and recomputed periodically, over the whole graph. Published only as this ordinal position, never as a score: a position is a fact, and a score printed beside one channel’s name would read as a verdict this register does not make. The two counts beneath stay separate for the same reason mentions are never summed with forwards anywhere else on this page — a named-by count costs nothing to manufacture. The top 100 by this measure, or how it is computed.
Forward network
Republished by
Channels on the register that have forwarded this channel's posts into their own feed.
Built only from forwarded posts we have actually read, on both sides. Coverage is early and deliberately incomplete: a missing link means we have not read the post that would prove it, never that the relationship does not exist. Counts are distinct forwarded posts observed, so they only ever go up as we read more.
Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 24 August 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“رُّكام” (@DFFFA), 116 subscribers as measured 24 August 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/DFFFA.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.