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Channel
خواطر من الذات.
@wordMeans
On this record: Growth · Engagement · Posts · Cite this entry
12,032subscribers
-149 since we began measuring on 7 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of 10,000–31,623.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1001382930087 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Usernames | @wordMeans @xxxxx1 |
| Created | Between 1 March 2018 and 31 July 2021— estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 7 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 27 August 2026 |
| Measurements held | 39 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 1 time, most recently 27 August 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/wordMeans |
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 27 Aug 2026, 19:33 | 12,032 | -6 |
| 27 Aug 2026, 15:11 | 12,038 | -3 |
| 26 Aug 2026, 22:54 | 12,041 | -3 |
| 26 Aug 2026, 12:03 | 12,044 | no change |
| 26 Aug 2026, 01:32 | 12,044 | -6 |
| 25 Aug 2026, 14:34 | 12,050 | -2 |
| 25 Aug 2026, 02:49 | 12,052 | -4 |
| 24 Aug 2026, 15:15 | 12,056 | -3 |
| 23 Aug 2026, 20:04 | 12,059 | -8 |
| 22 Aug 2026, 21:12 | 12,067 | -6 |
| 22 Aug 2026, 03:05 | 12,073 | -9 |
| 21 Aug 2026, 09:43 | 12,082 | -7 |
| 20 Aug 2026, 19:52 | 12,089 | no change |
| 20 Aug 2026, 12:11 | 12,089 | -6 |
| 19 Aug 2026, 21:56 | 12,095 | no change |
| 19 Aug 2026, 12:27 | 12,095 | -6 |
| 18 Aug 2026, 20:36 | 12,101 | no change |
| 18 Aug 2026, 15:33 | 12,101 | -2 |
| 17 Aug 2026, 23:05 | 12,103 | -5 |
| 17 Aug 2026, 12:56 | 12,108 | first reading |
Engagement
20 posts held, back to 30 April 2025 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 37 pagesof Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 20 posts for this entry, the most recent from 28 July 2025. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
Recent posts
ظننتها يقظة ظننتُ أن العالم اعتذر لي أخيرًا فاحتضنتكِ كمن وجد ما افتقده.
أتدرين ماذا حدث؟ كنت مستيقظًا بك كنا نعيش حياة كاملة لا ينقصها شيء كان حلماً تمنيته واقعي.
لم أتوقف عن التفكير بك حتى وأنا أنكر حاجتي لك كنت أتشبث بك في كل لحظة.
أنت تتذكّر الشخص ليس لأنك تريد ذلك بل لأنك لا تملك خيارًا سوى أن تحمله معك في كل شيء.
أعرف ما معنى أن ينظر المرء بخيبةٍ لذات الأمور التي حَدق فيها بأمل.
لديّ صورةٌ لها وهي تبتسم وذلكَ أغلى ما أملك.
أحسد كلّ عين رأته قبلي أو بعدي أو حتى في خيالي.
ما زلت أراه في عيني كأول مرة وما زلت أهواه في قلبي كأنّي لم أعرف بعد سواه.
كلّما سمعت أغنية لا أسمع سوى صوته كلّ لحن يشبهه كلّ سطر ينطقه كلّ شارع يمرّ بي يُشبه خطاه.
ما انتهى بيننا لم يكن كذبًا لكنه اختنق بالصمت الطويل.
حتى في النهاية بقيتُ نقيًا لم أطعنك ولم أُفسد صورتك في قلبي.
Showing the 12 most recent of 20 posts we hold for @wordMeans. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 27 August 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“خواطر من الذات.” (@wordMeans), 12,032 subscribers as measured 27 August 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/wordMeans.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.