16:23 и почему я вообще переживала? сейчас это все кажется таким пустым и смешным. я не вспоминаю. да даже половину не помню. и каждый раз понимаю, что у всего есть год спустя.
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Channel
@wihmyself
On this record: Growth · Engagement · What this channel posts · Reactions · Posts · Citations · Cite this entry
210subscribers
-5 since we began measuring on 7 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of Under 1,000.
| Telegram ID | -1001479065782 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @wihmyself |
| Created | 27 November 2020 — measured — cross-checked against a third-party dataset (ext.tg_channel) |
| First recorded | 8 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 24 August 2026 |
| Measurements held | 4 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 1 time, most recently 24 August 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/wihmyself |
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 24 Aug 2026, 08:44 | 210 | -3 |
| 16 Aug 2026, 08:16 | 213 | -2 |
| 8 Aug 2026, 10:48 | 215 | no change |
| 7 Aug 2026, 20:03 | 215 | first reading |
9 posts held, back to 7 September 2024 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 pageof Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 9 posts for this entry, the most recent from 23 May 2026. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
Measured directly from 1 video with a duration reading, out of the posts we hold for this channel — not this channel’s whole posting history, only the sample this register has actually read. An exact reading to the second, taken from the post itself rather than from Telegram’s own rounded chrome, so it carries no ≈ mark.
194 reactions across 9 posts, in 6 distinct kinds. The most used accounts for 60.3% of them.
| Reaction | Count | Share | Share, drawn |
|---|---|---|---|
| 💔 | 117 | 60.3% | |
| ❤ | 47 | 24.2% | |
| 🍓 | 17 | 8.76% | |
| ❤🔥 | 5 | 2.58% | |
| 💋 | 4 | 2.06% | |
| 💯 | 4 | 2.06% |
No sentiment is inferred, and none should be read in. This table is ordered by count and by nothing else. Emoji do not carry stable meaning across languages or communities — 🙏 is thanks in one channel and mourning in another — so we publish which ones were pressed and how often, and pass no judgement on what an audience meant by them.
Precision. Telegram publishes reaction counts per emoji and short-forms each one — 4.34K, 1.2M — so any single kind at or above 1,000 reaches us at three significant figures, and only counts below 1,000 are exact. The shares above are ratios of those figures and carry the same error. This is also why the total here can differ slightly from a reaction total printed elsewhere on the page: both are sums of the same rounded parts, taken over samples with different edges.
Coverage. Reactions were read on 9 of the 9 sampled posts in this sample. Summed by Telegram’s own count on each post — not by adding up the per-emoji breakdown above — those same posts carry 194reactions in total: the kind of figure the paragraph above means by “a reaction total printed elsewhere on the page”.
Measured over the 9 most recent posts we hold, published 7 September 2024 to 23 May 2026, using the newest reading held for each. Telegram Stars are excluded: they are a payment, not a reaction, and they have their own section.
16:23 и почему я вообще переживала? сейчас это все кажется таким пустым и смешным. я не вспоминаю. да даже половину не помню. и каждый раз понимаю, что у всего есть год спустя.
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;каждую субботу мы ездили за город, чтобы провести время вместе ;испытывали новые пары кроссовок ;и твой смех рассеивал любую грусть
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4:04 почему? почему ты так поступил со мной? почему сделал мне больно так много раз? ты же знал, что я никогда не сделаю того же. я бы не смогла. почему ты сначала говорил мне, что любишь, что я дорога тебе, а потом поступал так, будто я ничего не значу? я прокручиваю в голове каждый момент, каждое слово, каждую паузу в наших разговорах, каждую деталь. думаю, чтобы я могла сделать иначе? понять, что что-то идет не т…
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3:49 ты заставил меня поверить, будто меня тяжело любить, но на самом деле я просто желала большего, чем ты мог мне дать. я оставалась с тобой дольше, чем следовало, потому что верила твоим пустым обещаниям, но в конце концов только теряла себя, пытаясь научить тебя любить меня. я дарила тебе верность, заботу, время, поддержку, любовь…а взамен получила лишь пустую тишину… разочарование, причины уйти. и знаешь, что с…
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https://t.me/samoylovanan/4674 с возвращением.
❤6❤🔥1🍓1💋1
r: someday this will happen
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Video, posted without a caption
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Photo, posted without a caption
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есть музыка, чей вздох нежнее упадает, чем лепестки отцветших роз, нежнее, чем роса, когда она блистает, роняя слезы на утес; есть музыка, чей вздох - как сладкая дремота, что сходит с неба в тихий час, есть мшистая постель, где крепко спит забота и где никто не будит нас; там дышит гладь реки в согретом полумраке, цветы баюкает волна, и с выступов глядя, к земле склонились маки в объятьях нежащего сна.
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Showing the 9 most recent of 9 posts we hold for @wihmyself. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Republishes
Channels on the register whose posts this channel has forwarded.
Built only from forwarded posts we have actually read, on both sides. Coverage is early and deliberately incomplete: a missing link means we have not read the post that would prove it, never that the relationship does not exist. Counts are distinct forwarded posts observed, so they only ever go up as we read more.
Names
Channels on the register whose handles appear in this channel's posts.
A mention is a weaker signal than a forward and is counted separately for that reason — naming a channel is not republishing it, and a handle in a post body is easy to place deliberately. The post counts beside each row below are distinct posts in which the handle appeared, from posts we have read on both sides — the “Named by N registered channels” figure above is a different count, of distinct NAMING CHANNELS rather than posts, and is not the sum of the rows under it.
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 24 August 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“когда я ненавижу себя” (@wihmyself), 210 subscribers as measured 24 August 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/wihmyself.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.