لم أشعر يومًا أنني جديرٌ بالانتماء لأي كائنٍ كان، أشعر أنني محكومٌ بهذه الوحدة الأبدية وهذا ما أرجوه أصلًا، أغرق وأطفو في العدم وروحي لا تعرف غير الدروب التي تعود بي إلى نفسي دون آخر، أصبح الآخرون كلهم مشوَّهين بنظري، لا يفلحون إلا بتنبيث الوجع الغائر الذي لطالما كان مجهولًا وغامضًا في آنٍ واحد وسيظلّ هكذا على الدوام، ولن أسمح مُطلقًا أن تُحاك خيوط أيادٍ غريبة في تفاصيل عيشي ما دُمت حيًا.

Channel
ردهة.
@vii2a
On this record: Growth · Engagement · What this channel posts · Stars · Posts · Citations · Cite this entry
5,038subscribers
-14 since we began measuring on 7 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of 3,162–10,000.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1001903346784 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @vii2a |
| Description | أكتب كحُجَّة دامِغة لتشّييع أشجاني . |
| Created | Between 1 March 2023 and 31 October 2023— estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 7 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 11 August 2026 |
| Measurements held | 4 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 1 time, most recently 11 August 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/vii2a |
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 11 Aug 2026, 08:26 | 5,038 | -13 |
| 7 Aug 2026, 23:08 | 5,051 | -1 |
| 7 Aug 2026, 19:02 | 5,052 | no change |
| 7 Aug 2026, 18:57 | 5,052 | first reading |
Engagement
19 posts held, back to 8 June 2026 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 6 pagesof Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 19 posts for this entry, the most recent from 4 July 2026. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
What this channel posts
- Photos
- 574
- Videos
- 11
- Links
- 24
Lifetime counters from Telegram’s own channel header, read 12 August 2026 — not the date at the top of this page, which is when the subscriber count was last read. Below Telegram’s rounding threshold, so these counts are exact.
Telegram Stars
- Stars received
- 168
- across the posts below
- Posts paid on
- 13
- of 19 we hold a reading for · 68%
- Most on one post
- 31
- single highest reading
A paid reaction is a reader spending Telegram Stars — bought with money — on a post by @vii2a. Telegram publishes the count on the public post preview alongside ordinary reactions, and this register reads it there. It is the only figure on this site that measures money moving rather than attention.
Stars are not reactions, and the two are never added. They are rendered in the same strip on Telegram and counted in the same shape, but one is a tap and the other is a purchase. The reaction totals and the engagement rate elsewhere on this page exclude every figure in this section, and no rate here is computed against a reaction count.
This is not revenue, and we publish no currency figure. What a Star costs a reader and what it pays a channel are different numbers, Telegram takes a share we cannot observe, and the terms have changed. Converting a Star count into money would be an estimate dressed as a measurement, so the count is where we stop.
Counted over the 19 most recent posts we hold for this entry, published 8 June 2026 to 4 July 2026. Star counts above 1,000 reach us in Telegram’s short form and carry the same three-significant-figure rounding as everything else on this page.
Recent posts
والآن أقول أحبك لأنك كنت سببًا أساسيًا في انعدام المسافات بيننا، فغدوتَ ظلًّا يحيطني من كل جهة حتى تضاعف هذا الحب وجمعنا معًا، في هذه الأيام وعند اقتراب لقائنا أتخيّل كل لحظة تجمعني بك، فأشعر بسرورٍ دافئ يعبر أعماقي ويبثُّ فيها الفَرح والطمأنينة، مازلت أنظرُ إليك بالشغف ذاته، وما زالت ابتسامتك قادرةً على بعث الحياة في ملامحي مهما أثقلني الأسى، أحب كل مابيننا، كل شعورٍ عبر بيننا حتى قطع تلك المسافات وصرت ملاذي الأحبّ،…
أحبكِ يا امرأة الحُسن والدلال والسنين وعساك معي بكل أعوامي يا بهجة العمر❤️
أحبها بكُلِّ ما منحني الله من قوة ورِقة.
عامٌ سعيد يا امرأة الدهشة❤️.
منذ أن عرفتكِ وأنتِ لا تتوقفي عن كونكِ أفضل ماحدث في حياتي، معكِ أدركتُ أن البهجة ليست سِوى وجودكِ والحديثُ معكِ، معكِ عرفت أن المرء لا يضيق به مداه ما دام يُبسط روحه في فضاء صديقٍ يعرف مواطِن مسرّاته، معكِ صرت أرى الأيام بقلبٍ أخف وروحٍ سعيدة، لا غيّب الله شروقكِ في عمري ياكل عُمري❤️
فخُذني إليك وازرعني في حناياك زهرةً لا ترتوي إلا بغيث وِدادك، فما كنتُ قبل رِحابك إلا ومضةً في فضاءٍ سحيق، وما غدوتُ بعد أن عرفتك إلا كوكبًا يستمدُّ من ضيائك نورهُ وبقاؤه.
إنّك عُمري الذي أزهر وفجري الذي انبلجَ من عتمة السنين، فما ليلةٌ تمرُّ بي دون طيفك إلا حكايةٌ مبتورة المعنى، وما نبضةٌ تُغادر صدري دون ذكرك إلا هباءٌ منثور، تالله ما سكن الفؤاد غيرُ قلبك ولا استعذبت العينُ سِوى ملامحك، فدُمّ لي مَلاذًا وكُن لي غَمّرة من أمانٍ لا يمسّني معها نَصبٌ ولا لُغُوب.
أنا أتصالحُ مع هذه الوحدة والغياب السرمدي كثيرًا، أجد نفسي الحقيقية تماما دون تدخلات تجعل من الأمر ما يفوق وصفه، فأنا على علمٍ كبيرٌ بأن لا فائدة من صخب المرافئ إذا كانت السُفن غارقة في لُجج الإغتراب.
لدي إشكالية دائمة اتجاه الأمان وخيوطه التي تنقطع من بين يدي وتنجرف عن دروبي في كل الليالي، وحدتي بنفسي لم تعد حالةً مؤقتة صرتُ أعيشها كما يتنفس المرء ولو كنت في قبو مظلم تدنو إليه الانهيارات! لا يوجد حولي إلا ظلَّ يتنقل بين الأركان دون هيئة ثابتة، فقط شظايا مبعثرة لا تكتمل أبدا في هيئة واحدة .
دعواتكم لوالدتي بالشفاء.
يارب استودعتك صحتها فلا تريني بها مكروه.
Showing the 12 most recent of 19 posts we hold for @vii2a. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Stars beside a post are paid reactions — Telegram Stars, bought with money and spent on that post. They are a different unit from reactions and are never added to them, here or anywhere else on this page.
Citation-graph rank
Citation-graph rank — 255,965 of 1,160,990entries in the measured graph. A weighted position computed from the forward and mention edges below — republished posts weigh more than named mentions — and recomputed periodically, over the whole graph. Published only as this ordinal position, never as a score: a position is a fact, and a score printed beside one channel’s name would read as a verdict this register does not make. The two counts beneath stay separate for the same reason mentions are never summed with forwards anywhere else on this page — a named-by count costs nothing to manufacture. The top 100 by this measure, or how it is computed.
Forward network
Republished by
Channels on the register that have forwarded this channel's posts into their own feed.
Republishes
Channels on the register whose posts this channel has forwarded.
Built only from forwarded posts we have actually read, on both sides. Coverage is early and deliberately incomplete: a missing link means we have not read the post that would prove it, never that the relationship does not exist. Counts are distinct forwarded posts observed, so they only ever go up as we read more.
Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 11 August 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“ردهة.” (@vii2a), 5,038 subscribers as measured 11 August 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/vii2a.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.