I hope you forgive yourself for all the things that you are not

Channel
Speechlessness
@thespeechless
On this record: Growth · Engagement · Posts · Cite this entry
580subscribers
-2 since we began measuring on 7 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of Under 1,000.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1001622267920 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @thespeechless |
| Created | 4 December 2022 — measured — dated from the channel’s first post |
| First recorded | 8 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 22 August 2026 |
| Measurements held | 3 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 1 time, most recently 22 August 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/thespeechless |
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 22 Aug 2026, 19:05 | 580 | -2 |
| 8 Aug 2026, 03:20 | 582 | no change |
| 7 Aug 2026, 23:52 | 582 | first reading |
Engagement
15 posts held, back to 4 December 2022 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 pageof Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 15 posts for this entry, the most recent from 30 August 2024. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
Recent posts
🎧 Sweet
When death finds me, may it find me alive
I'm sorry that on that day, the day you were shut out and left to die, no one was there to lift you up into their arms, the way you lifted others into yours. And then, what became of you?
And every heartbeat was a scream
I remember the look on your face I could see the happiness just erase It should have just been my soul to take I just can't let us both die in vain How could you leave me here all alone How could you leave me here all alone
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In the back of my mind You died And i didn't even cry No, not a single tear
To capture a predator, you can't remain the prey
How weak the mind is when it wants to forget.
How do I tell my children that life is all about suffering?
The evil it spread like a fever ahead It was night when you died, my firefly What could I have said to raise you from the dead? Oh could I be the sky on the Fourth of July? Well you do enough talk My little hawk, why do you cry? Tell me what did you learn from the Tillamook burn? Or the Fourth of July? We're all gonna die Sitting at the bed with the halo at your head Was it all a disguise, like Junior High Where ev…
Showing the 12 most recent of 15 posts we hold for @thespeechless. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 22 August 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“Speechlessness” (@thespeechless), 580 subscribers as measured 22 August 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/thespeechless.
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