I was stuck inside a cage for a very long time .I ran at the first sight of light . I ran as fast as I could . I ran as if I'd be captured the moment i stopped running . If I looked back I feared I would never escape so I never looked back . I ran till I couldn't recognise where I was . Now there's a world where the air isn't stuffy, now before me is a world filled with life rather than dead cockroaches But in a…

Channel
Dim light poetry
@thelonelycrowd
On this record: Growth · Engagement · Reactions · Posts · Citations · Cite this entry
27subscribers
+2 since we began measuring on 9 November 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of Under 1,000.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1001796033472 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @thelonelycrowd |
| Created | Between 1 January 2022 and 28 February 2023 — estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 9 November 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 10 November 2026 |
| Measurements held | 2 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 1 time, most recently 10 November 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/thelonelycrowd |
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 10 Nov 2026, 00:21 | 27 | +2 |
| 9 Nov 2026, 01:22 | 25 | first reading |
Engagement
20 posts held, back to 25 April 2024 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 page of Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
- ERR · 30 days
- 274.1%
- avg views ÷ 27 subscribers
- Avg views / post
- 74.0
- 1 post measured
- Reaction rate
- 0%
- reactions ÷ views · ER floor
- Posts in window
- 1
- of 20 held
ERR is average views per post over the last 30 days divided by subscribers, the definition TGStat uses, so this figure is comparable with the one you will see elsewhere. It falls structurally as a channel grows: a high ERR on a small channel and a low one on a large channel describe reach mathematics, not quality. We publish the figure and the sample it came from and pass no verdict on it.
ER is defined industry-wide as (forwards + reactions + comments) ÷ views — note the denominator is views, not subscribers. Telegram’s public web preview carries views and reactions but not forward or comment counts, so the reaction rate above is the reactions term only and is therefore a floor: the true ER for this channel is higher by an amount we have not measured and will not estimate.
| Window | Rolling 30 days · latest post in window 8 November 2026 |
|---|---|
| Posts held | 20 (25 April 2024 – 8 November 2026) |
| Views total | 74 |
| Reactions total | 0 |
| Forwards / comments | not exposed by the public surface — not measured, not estimated |
| Readings taken | 9 Nov 2026, 01:22 UTC |
Views are a single reading per post, taken at the time above. A post published in the last day or two is still accumulating views, which pulls the 30-day average down slightly. That is a property of the standard definition rather than a fault in it, so we keep the definition rather than “correcting” the number into something nobody can reproduce.
Precision. Telegram publishes view counts on its public widget in short form — 8.12K, 3.7M — so any reading at or above 1,000 reaches us rounded to three significant figures, and only counts below 1,000 are exact. Averages and rates derived from them are shown to the same precision rather than to the unit: a figure like 3,701,250 would assert digits nobody measured.
Reaction counts are published per emoji and rounded the same way, so a total below 1,000 is exact and a larger one is a sum that may carry a rounded component from each emoji above 1,000. Because it is a sum, it does not look rounded — read a large reaction total as three significant figures per contributing emoji rather than as the figure it prints.
Reaction mix
1 reaction across 1 post, in 1 kind.
| Reaction | Count | Share | Share, drawn |
|---|---|---|---|
| ❤ | 1 | 100.0% |
No sentiment is inferred, and none should be read in. This table is ordered by count and by nothing else. Emoji do not carry stable meaning across languages or communities — 🙏 is thanks in one channel and mourning in another — so we publish which ones were pressed and how often, and pass no judgement on what an audience meant by them.
Precision. Telegram publishes reaction counts per emoji and short-forms each one — 4.34K, 1.2M — so any single kind at or above 1,000 reaches us at three significant figures, and only counts below 1,000 are exact. The shares above are ratios of those figures and carry the same error. This is also why the total here can differ slightly from a reaction total printed elsewhere on the page: both are sums of the same rounded parts, taken over samples with different edges.
Coverage. Reactions were read on 3 of the 20 sampled posts in this sample. Summed by Telegram’s own count on each post — not by adding up the per-emoji breakdown above — those same posts carry 1 reactions in total: the kind of figure the paragraph above means by “a reaction total printed elsewhere on the page”.
Measured over the 20 most recent posts we hold, published 25 April 2024 to 8 November 2026, using the newest reading held for each. Telegram Stars are excluded: they are a payment, not a reaction, and they have their own section.
Recent posts
Telegram’s own ‘edited’ marker: 1 of 1 post held from the last 30 days (100.0%) carried it when this register last read them. The marker says a post was changed after publishing, not what it said before — this register holds the earlier wording only where an edit fell between two of its own reads (see the edit ledger and how it is measured).
He didn't understand what I was going through how would he know anything it wasn't him who cut himself it wasn't him who wished to be hit by a car it wasn't him who loved someone enough and not to make him suffer you let him go . You love him . You love him more now . Maybe he loves you less now can you live with it ? Can you love someone who loves you less ? Will there be someone who love you more ? Do I still deser…
I ran away... Everything i feared never left me even if I ran Maybe if I stay still it would be end
How incapable am i . I couldn't even do a single easy thing . Why is it so? I used to do it . How can I go back to when I was capable? How can I go back to when I felt like living ? How long do I have to keep going ? How can I feel like dying , afraid of living Afraid of dying , feel like living And still hate and fear everything And still love to exist by hating to exist When did I start to pray if only Tommorow did…
❤1
Today might just be the last day I'll live and I knew my life has an abrupt end even when I was young. I never really saw myself in a future . I never saw myself marrying a person, i never really saw myself in a job , i never even saw myself being happy so it feels as if I've been always aware of myself having some certain thoughts . Self harm was never intentional but once I started it i found a way to have an immed…
A rope and an apple I bought a rope and an apple from the store today . The cashier looked at me weirdly and I smiled at her , she handled me a candy for change and a yellow paper bag to put the rope and the apple I walked and decided I'll reach wherever the path took me . There were two roads , i stared at the mayflower tree that stood about at the left of one of those paths , it was midsummer and the orange flow…
I've asked myself this so many times why did I leave you ? I never really understood myself but I finally got an answer. I've concluded that it's because I'm a tickling bomb . It's almost as if I'm waiting for the perfect moment for it to burst . I've imagined it bursting too much that I became very immune to the idea that I could cease to exist the moment everything is perfect. I've practiced not surving it every wa…
I'm scared of myself I'm becoming more unpredictable , and uncontrollable . I feel like I can understand everyone and everything except myself and its suffocating and it makes me so anxious . I'm anxious for a future where I'll continue to be this way .
Do you think you could live with your scars ? Do you think you could live with your heart the melancholy of not giving a peice of you to others the melancholy of lending your empathy to others ?
My heart weeps for people I've never known as if the pain I have for myself is not enough it keeps bearing everyone in there not letting go of anyone ive met the small things about them The small acts of them Its buried deep in me but it all comes to surface with my pain
Haven A lawn of buried corpses I lay bare with all my dead dreams Free of all my masquerades You dig through the debris Determining to find me alive I smile at you , My soul deprived of life You said I'm viable, I found it a pipeful dream Haven you are, a lawn filled with beautiful flowers you lie with me, blow life into me Haven you are , you threw my masquerade held me bare Haven you were , Now a corpse in my law…
The slow burn halt of life Disinterest peaks in my day to day life A part of me slowly degenerating The disdain i gather towards the world rebounds towards me A catalyst to the weapons i pick People rushing back to home creates somewhat a confusion in me As I've never wanted to rush home Days goes by as i wish it all stopped Days goes by as i stop wanting to live But giving in to death isn't a choice I want to mak…
Showing the 12 most recent of 20 posts we hold for @thelonelycrowd. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Forward network
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Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 10 November 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“Dim light poetry” (@thelonelycrowd), 27 subscribers as measured 10 November 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/thelonelycrowd.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.