Channel
@tearsadness
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4subscribers
+0 since we began measuring on 11 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of Under 1,000.
| Telegram ID | -1001173120395 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @tearsadness |
| Description | untold thoughts that might help u to understand me 00.01 thougts |
| Created | Between 1 March 2018 and 31 July 2021 — estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 13 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 2 September 2026 |
| Measurements held | 2 |
| On Telegram | t.me/tearsadness |
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 13 Aug 2026, 09:49 | 4 | no change |
| 11 Aug 2026, 16:47 | 4 | first reading |
20 posts held, back to 7 November 2024 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 page of Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 20 posts for this entry, the most recent from 18 March 2026. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
Lifetime counters from Telegram’s own channel header, read 13 August 2026 — not the date at the top of this page, which is when the subscriber count was last read. Below Telegram’s rounding threshold, so these counts are exact.
I let you in like something sacred no locks, no questions, just trust. I gave you a home in places people spend years trying to reach. You took my kindness, wore it like it was yours, then told the world I was the one who owed you. How do you betray someone and still find the audacity to rewrite the story like you were the one bleeding? I stayed quiet longer than I should’ve not because I was weak, but because I s…
let the story close, with love still inside it.
For my final act of love, I will not hold you where you no longer wish to stay. I will fold our memories carefully, like letters I once read a thousand times, and place them somewhere quiet in my heart. I learned that love can be real and still not be forever. That two people can share laughter, soft mornings, and fleeting happiness, yet still arrive at an ending neither of them planned. So my final act of love is …
smiling while she ruined everything I built. walked through my trust like it was nothing but glass, crushed it under careless feet. and kept walking, untouched, unbothered, unapologetic.
My heart is loud with storms, and I don’t know how to quiet the thunder of what they did to me.
Right now, I feel like I’m caught in a storm I never asked for, a heartstorm. My emotions are all over the place: anger, hurt, confusion, and a deep sense of betrayal. It’s hard to forgive someone who didn’t just make a mistake, they also ruined parts of my life I can’t get back. They moved on like nothing happened while I’m still here, picking up pieces they left shattered. I’m tired of pretending I’m okay, tired o…
I won’t pretend that things are the same, that we are the same. Life has changed, and so have we.
exhausted
huft
i've got my gerd anxiety back since 4pm. but i pretend like there's nothing happen, even in front of people. and yea i managed to make them feel that i was fine, turns out that the pain is killing me
it's okay if she hates me, i hate me too
does she care?
Showing the 12 most recent of 20 posts we hold for @tearsadness. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
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“supportsystem.” (@tearsadness), 4 subscribers as measured 13 August 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/tearsadness.
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