aku bukan orang baik. masih membuat orang lain terluka. Dan dengan tidak tahu diri aku berharap bahagia

Channel
@πππ‘ππ.πππππππβ‘Μγ €
@taudirisejenak
On this record: Topic Β· Growth Β· Engagement Β· Reactions Β· Posts Β· Cite this entry
8subscribers
-1 since we began measuring on 7 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register Β· movement among entries of Under 1,000.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1001658325528 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @taudirisejenak |
| Created | Between 1 December 2021 and 12 August 2022 β estimated from Telegramβs id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 12 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 13 October 2026 |
| Measurements held | 3 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 5 times, most recently 13 October 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/taudirisejenak |
Topic
Personal blog β a classification, not a measurement. An on-box language model (Qwen3.6-35B-A3B-FP8, prompt version 1) read this channelβs own recent posts on 2 October 2026 and assigned it the closest of 31 fixed categories, at 74% confidence. This is a modelβs judgement about what the channel is likely to be about, not a fact this register measured the way a subscriber count or a view count is measured β it can be revised on a later pass, and it carries no weight anywhere else on this page. How this classification works, and why it has no browse page of its own yet.
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 1 Sept 2026, 04:24 | 8 | -1 |
| 12 Aug 2026, 12:03 | 9 | no change |
| 7 Aug 2026, 07:54 | 9 | first reading |
Engagement
20 posts held, back to 12 August 2022 β the reader has not yet reached the start of this channelβs public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 page of Telegramβs post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute β we hold 20 posts for this entry, the most recent from 13 October 2022. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
Reaction mix
10 reactions across 4 posts, in 3 distinct kinds. The most used accounts for 60.0% of them.
| Reaction | Count | Share | Share, drawn |
|---|---|---|---|
| β€ | 6 | 60.0% | |
| π’ | 3 | 30.0% | |
| π₯ | 1 | 10.0% |
No sentiment is inferred, and none should be read in. This table is ordered by count and by nothing else. Emoji do not carry stable meaning across languages or communities β π is thanks in one channel and mourning in another β so we publish which ones were pressed and how often, and pass no judgement on what an audience meant by them.
Precision. Telegram publishes reaction counts per emoji and short-forms each one β 4.34K, 1.2M β so any single kind at or above 1,000 reaches us at three significant figures, and only counts below 1,000 are exact. The shares above are ratios of those figures and carry the same error. This is also why the total here can differ slightly from a reaction total printed elsewhere on the page: both are sums of the same rounded parts, taken over samples with different edges.
Coverage. Reactions were read on 5 of the 20 sampled posts in this sample. Summed by Telegramβs own count on each post β not by adding up the per-emoji breakdown above β those same posts carry 10 reactions in total: the kind of figure the paragraph above means by βa reaction total printed elsewhere on the pageβ.
Measured over the 20 most recent posts we hold, published 12 August 2022 to 13 October 2022, using the newest reading held for each. Telegram Stars are excluded: they are a payment, not a reaction, and they have their own section.
Recent posts
Ingin cerita dengan ayah betapa kerasnya dunia,namun nyatanya dia yang membuat duniaku sekeras ini
π’3
rasa penasaran mu, membuatku berharap hingga lupa akan kenyataan
β€2
Bangga banget sama diri sendiri, mampu bertahan sejauh ini walaupun berat. Ga semua orang bisa sekuat itu, ga semua orang bisa sabar seperti ini, walaupun sometimes lose control at least, kamu sudh mencoba yang terbaik dan kamu hebat. Perjalanan hidup kamu patut di acungin jempol, karena kamu bisa bertahan sejauh ini bahkan tanpa support system sekalipun. Memang benar ada ny kalo kamu tidak pernah beruntung soal keluβ¦
β€4
sebentar lagi, bertahan ya. selesaikan semua tanggung jawab pelan pelan. setelah semua selesai,terbanglah sebebas bebasnya. tapi untuk sekarang bertahan lah sebentar
π₯1
rasanya ingin menghilang untuk beberapa saat,i feel tired of everything now
semakin kuat-kuatin semakin ga tahan
aku belajar untuk berhenti mengeluh , karena setiap kali kupinjam telinga, katanya luka ku ta seberapa
@πππ‘ππ.πππππππβ‘Μγ € pinned Β«still "hahahaha" but crying insideΒ»
still "hahahaha" but crying inside
sedih melihat diri sendiri yang selalu meyakinkan bahwa bisa melewati ini sendirian
no one notice ur pain,but everyone notice ur mistakes
Showing the 12 most recent of 20 posts we hold for @taudirisejenak. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked β was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it β t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so β1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 1 September 2026 β this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
β@πππ‘ππ.πππππππβ‘Μγ €β (@taudirisejenak), 8 subscribers as measured 1 September 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/taudirisejenak.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV Β· JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.