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Channel
مُـتَـمَـردَة 𓈒𓏸
@tamarood456
On this record: Growth · Engagement · Stars · Posts · Citations · Cite this entry
46subscribers
+0 since we began measuring on 11 November 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of Under 1,000.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1003918507229 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @tamarood456 |
| Description | متمرّدة على كل شيءٍ يشبهني ولا يشبهني أكتب لأُبقي شيئًا مني على قيد الحياة. @Ma488cfac54181BOT |
| Created | Between 1 April 2026 and 31 August 2026 — estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 11 November 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 11 November 2026 |
| Measurements held | 2 |
| On Telegram | t.me/tamarood456 |
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 11 Nov 2026, 16:22 | 46 | no change |
| 11 Nov 2026, 15:47 | 46 | first reading |
Engagement
20 posts held, back to 18 October 2026 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 page of Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
- ERR · 30 days
- 144.1%
- avg views ÷ 46 subscribers
- Avg views / post
- 66.3
- 20 posts measured
- Reaction rate
- 0%
- reactions ÷ views · ER floor
- Posts in window
- 20
- of 20 held
ERR is average views per post over the last 30 days divided by subscribers, the definition TGStat uses, so this figure is comparable with the one you will see elsewhere. It falls structurally as a channel grows: a high ERR on a small channel and a low one on a large channel describe reach mathematics, not quality. We publish the figure and the sample it came from and pass no verdict on it.
ER is defined industry-wide as (forwards + reactions + comments) ÷ views — note the denominator is views, not subscribers. Telegram’s public web preview carries views and reactions but not forward or comment counts, so the reaction rate above is the reactions term only and is therefore a floor: the true ER for this channel is higher by an amount we have not measured and will not estimate. It is computed over the 2 of 20 measured posts that carry a reaction reading, and over those same posts' views.
| Window | Rolling 30 days · latest post in window 11 November 2026 |
|---|---|
| Posts held | 20 (18 October 2026 – 11 November 2026) |
| Views total | 1,326 |
| Reactions total | 0 |
| Forwards / comments | not exposed by the public surface — not measured, not estimated |
| Readings taken | 11 Nov 2026, 16:22 UTC |
Views are a single reading per post, taken at the time above. A post published in the last day or two is still accumulating views, which pulls the 30-day average down slightly. That is a property of the standard definition rather than a fault in it, so we keep the definition rather than “correcting” the number into something nobody can reproduce.
Precision. Telegram publishes view counts on its public widget in short form — 8.12K, 3.7M — so any reading at or above 1,000 reaches us rounded to three significant figures, and only counts below 1,000 are exact. Averages and rates derived from them are shown to the same precision rather than to the unit: a figure like 3,701,250 would assert digits nobody measured.
Reaction counts are published per emoji and rounded the same way, so a total below 1,000 is exact and a larger one is a sum that may carry a rounded component from each emoji above 1,000. Because it is a sum, it does not look rounded — read a large reaction total as three significant figures per contributing emoji rather than as the figure it prints.
Telegram Stars
- Stars received
- 2
- across the posts below
- Posts paid on
- 2
- of 20 we hold a reading for · 10%
- Most on one post
- 1
- single highest reading
A paid reaction is a reader spending Telegram Stars — bought with money — on a post by @tamarood456. Telegram publishes the count on the public post preview alongside ordinary reactions, and this register reads it there. It is the only figure on this site that measures money moving rather than attention.
Stars are not reactions, and the two are never added. They are rendered in the same strip on Telegram and counted in the same shape, but one is a tap and the other is a purchase. The reaction totals and the engagement rate elsewhere on this page exclude every figure in this section, and no rate here is computed against a reaction count.
This is not revenue, and we publish no currency figure. What a Star costs a reader and what it pays a channel are different numbers, Telegram takes a share we cannot observe, and the terms have changed. Converting a Star count into money would be an estimate dressed as a measurement, so the count is where we stop.
Counted over the 20 most recent posts we hold for this entry, published 18 October 2026 to 11 November 2026. Star counts above 1,000 reach us in Telegram’s short form and carry the same three-significant-figure rounding as everything else on this page.
Recent posts
Telegram’s own ‘edited’ marker: 4 of 20 posts held from the last 30 days (20.0%) carried it when this register last read them. The marker says a post was changed after publishing, not what it said before — this register holds the earlier wording only where an edit fell between two of its own reads (see the edit ledger and how it is measured).
-المودّة التي تنمو على مهل وتكبُر -كالأشجار- تعمّر طويلاً.*
تعــــــــودنا الفراق وبات الوداع شيئا عاديًـا جدأ ، كل الذين رافقونا فى نقطة معينة من الطريق انفصلوا وفارقوا هكذا هى الحياة ، لا أحد فيها يدوم ، ولا شئ فيها يستمر ، ولكن مع كل راحـل يرحل أيضًا جزءُ منا ، ينطفئ شئُ فينا حتى صارت كل الكلمات معادة .
من تمام النضج أن تعرف متى تتحدث ومتى تصمت، أن تدرك أن ليس كل ما تشعر به يستحق أن يُقال، ولا كل ما تراه يستحق أن تُعلّق عليه، أن تمتلك من الحكمة ما يجعلك تتجاوز دون أن تُشعر أحدًا بتجاوزه، ومن العزة ما يمنعك من تبرير نفسك لمن اختار ألّا يفهمك، وأن تدرك أن بعض المواقف لا تحتاج منك ردًّا، بل تحتاج منك أن تُغلق الباب وتمضي، مطمئنًّا بأن سلامك النفسي أثمن من كل انتصارٍ عابر..!
على حافّةِ الجنون نضحكُ في اللحظةِ الخطأ ونصمتُ حين ينتظرُ الجميعُ كلامَنا نُخفي ألفَ فكرةٍ خلفَ نظرة ونُبالغُ في هدوئِنا أحيانًا ليس لأنّنا نفهمُ العالم بل لأنّنا توقّفنا عن محاولةِ فهمِ كلِّ شيء.
الشمس التي تغرب عنّي مرَةْ، لن يعنيني إشراقها عليّ مُجددًا .
أنا فارغَة من البَشر مُمتلئة بأمور أعظَم اعتذر لأعتقادك بأنك تَهمني .
ليتني لم أكُبر ، أنهكتني الحياة بما يكفي و ضاعت مني براءتي و أصبحتُ غريباً حتى عن نفسي .
غرباء حتى عن أنفسِنا أحيانًا نكتشفُ فينا غضبًا لم نعرفْه وشجاعةً لم نتوقّعْها وحنينًا إلى أشياءَ لم نعشْها كأنّ الإنسانَ كتابٌ مفتوح لكنّه لا يقرأُ جميعَ صفحاتِه دفعةً واحدة.
لانحسبُ المسافاتِ بالعقل لكنّ القلوبَ تقيسُها بطريقةٍ أخرى قد يُصبحُ البعيدُ أقربَ من الجميع وقد يُصبحُ القريبُ مجرّدَ عابر فلا المسافةُ دليلُ غياب ولا كثرةُ اللقاءاتِ دليلُ حضور إنّما الأرواحُ تعرفُ لغتَها الخاصّة.
غريب جدًا أنك الشخص المناسب للجميع، لكن لا احد يناسبك أنت! أنت الجزء المكمل لهم جميعًا ، لكن جميعهم لا يستطيعون ملئ واحد منك .
جلستُ قليلًا أُنصتُ إلى ارتباكِ قلبي وأبحثُ عن المساحةِ التي تركتُها خلفَ خوفي من الرفض.
Showing the 12 most recent of 20 posts we hold for @tamarood456. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Stars beside a post are paid reactions — Telegram Stars, bought with money and spent on that post. They are a different unit from reactions and are never added to them, here or anywhere else on this page.
Forward network
Republished by
Channels on the register that have forwarded this channel's posts into their own feed.
Republishes
Channels on the register whose posts this channel has forwarded.
Built only from forwarded posts we have actually read, on both sides. Coverage is early and deliberately incomplete: a missing link means we have not read the post that would prove it, never that the relationship does not exist. Counts are distinct forwarded posts observed, so they only ever go up as we read more.
Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 11 November 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“مُـتَـمَـردَة 𓈒𓏸” (@tamarood456), 46 subscribers as measured 11 November 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/tamarood456.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.