And for my death wish, I'd wish to love you one more time.

Channel
eyes closed
@realitydreams
On this record: Topic · Growth · Engagement · Posts · Cite this entry
53subscribers
+3 since we began measuring on 7 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of Under 1,000.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1001482916968 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @realitydreams |
| Created | Between 1 April 2019 and 30 September 2021 — estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 10 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 8 October 2026 |
| Measurements held | 5 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 1 time, most recently 8 October 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/realitydreams |
Topic
Other / unclassifiable — a classification, not a measurement. An on-box language model (Qwen3.6-35B-A3B-FP8, prompt version 1) read this channel’s own recent posts on 29 September 2026 and assigned it the closest of 31 fixed categories, at 65% confidence. This is a model’s judgement about what the channel is likely to be about, not a fact this register measured the way a subscriber count or a view count is measured — it can be revised on a later pass, and it carries no weight anywhere else on this page. How this classification works, and why it has no browse page of its own yet.
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 8 Oct 2026, 12:41 | 53 | -1 |
| 14 Sept 2026, 11:21 | 54 | +3 |
| 28 Aug 2026, 11:08 | 51 | +1 |
| 10 Aug 2026, 11:16 | 50 | no change |
| 7 Aug 2026, 00:32 | 50 | first reading |
Engagement
20 posts held, back to 27 February 2026 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 page of Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 20 posts for this entry, the most recent from 15 July 2026. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
Recent posts
You're just a cloud that's passing by and I'm the sky.
It pains me to admit but I imagine you whispering in my ears whenever I miss you.
He got angelic innocent face Hands of a gardener Heart of a hurt child And mind of the devil
I'm not some lake that you could drink me as much as you want, without worrying about me drying out. I'm a bottle fine scotch, darlin, and you couldn't even afford the whole bottle.
"Break the cycle" says the therapist. So I do it...; I break the cycle and I break it again and again, and again... But you keep circling around me like a hurricane.
I hate the long miles between us, I hate this table, the little tray and the cups, even the pack of cigarette, I hate every little thing that's separating us.
How come my heart beats so steady and calm when I'm with you, And drives in my ribcage like a rollercoaster when I'm lying awake at 4 AM thinking about you?
My skin smells like your desires and your colone My legs, sore from your lack of responsibility and consideration
All this blood on the ground in the name of religions While the only true heaven is being held in the arms of the one you love
It feels like I've lost my favorite doll Never got to say goodbye Never got to caress your hair again Never got to tell you that you were my favorite No last words, no last hugs, no last squeezing, no last nothing my dear
I moved on, But only for a brief moment. And the spring rain came and washed me over with all the memories.
Showing the 12 most recent of 20 posts we hold for @realitydreams. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 8 October 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“eyes closed” (@realitydreams), 53 subscribers as measured 8 October 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/realitydreams.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.