Channel
@r_suicideWatch
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41subscribers
+3 since we began measuring on 6 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of Under 1,000.
| Telegram ID | -1001258514515 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @r_suicideWatch |
| Created | Between 1 March 2018 and 31 August 2021— estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 10 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 23 August 2026 |
| Measurements held | 4 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 1 time, most recently 23 August 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/r_suicideWatch |
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 23 Aug 2026, 21:54 | 41 | +1 |
| 15 Aug 2026, 18:52 | 40 | +2 |
| 10 Aug 2026, 20:45 | 38 | no change |
| 6 Aug 2026, 16:16 | 38 | first reading |
20 posts held, back to 9 August 2026 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 pageof Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
ERR is average views per post over the last 30 days divided by subscribers, the definition TGStat uses, so this figure is comparable with the one you will see elsewhere. It falls structurally as a channel grows: a high ERR on a small channel and a low one on a large channel describe reach mathematics, not quality. We publish the figure and the sample it came from and pass no verdict on it.
ER is defined industry-wide as (forwards + reactions + comments) ÷ views— note the denominator is views, not subscribers. Telegram’s public web preview carries views and reactions but not forward or comment counts, so the reaction rate above is the reactions term only and is therefore a floor: the true ER for this channel is higher by an amount we have not measured and will not estimate.
| Window | Rolling 30 days · latest post in window 10 August 2026 |
|---|---|
| Posts held | 20 (9 August 2026 – 10 August 2026) |
| Views total | 60 |
| Reactions total | — |
| Forwards / comments | not exposed by the public surface — not measured, not estimated |
| Readings taken | 10 Aug 2026, 20:45 UTC |
Views are a single reading per post, taken at the time above. A post published in the last day or two is still accumulating views, which pulls the 30-day average down slightly. That is a property of the standard definition rather than a fault in it, so we keep the definition rather than “correcting” the number into something nobody can reproduce.
Precision. Telegram publishes view counts on its public widget in short form — 8.12K, 3.7M — so any reading at or above 1,000 reaches us rounded to three significant figures, and only counts below 1,000 are exact. Averages and rates derived from them are shown to the same precision rather than to the unit: a figure like 3,701,250 would assert digits nobody measured.
Reaction counts are published per emoji and rounded the same way, so a total below 1,000 is exact and a larger one is a sum that may carry a rounded component from each emoji above 1,000. Because it is a sum, it does not look rounded — read a large reaction total as three significant figures per contributing emoji rather than as the figure it prints.
I should have done it when I originally planned to Nothing gets better, only worse. There is no love or justice in the world. I’m a human-shaped object and I’m all worn out; time for the landfill. https://redd.it/1vkljk8 @r_suicidewatch
Im killing myself today any ideas on how to make it painless Im 14 dont have much options https://redd.it/1vkjzyx @r_suicidewatch
our daily expenses, rent, and utilities. That will keep us afloat for 13 months. My partner's been constantly working this whole time so she's contributing in that projected 13 months of savings. I applied to countless jobs at this point. Got some interviews, rejected in each one. I tried reapplying to my previous role at the law firm, got told that they have a rehire policy of not entertaining applicants who left th…
I'm ending it all when she takes the bar exam Quite new here in this sub but I read a lot of posts and I just want to try if posting will change my plans. My (29M) partner (27F) will take the bar exam in September and I plan to kill myself right after. She is the most important person to me. I love her more than life itself. We've been together since December 2018 and we both wanted to be lawyers. Due to financial…
Creative ways to reduce lifespan Obviously I'm too scared to end myself, but I can always drastically reduce my lifespan. There's the traditional ways like smoking or drinking, but can you help me out with some cheaper and more creative ways to shave off at least a decade from my expectancy? I feel like this is not talked about enough for people who won't ever have the balls to commit, but want to get closer to th…
I just can’t do this anymore. Im dying. https://redd.it/1vkc6g6 @r_suicidewatch
I just don’t want to be a loser anymore. that’s all. https://redd.it/1vkc55n @r_suicidewatch
I'm over everything. I'm not going to be here much longer and there's nothing anyone can say to stop me. See you all never. https://redd.it/1vk8xqi @r_suicidewatch
Being ugly makes life pointless No one will ever love me because of how disgusting I look. I'm turning 17 in 2 days and I don't plan on making it to 18. I am horrible to look at, I have to physically cover my eyes from mirrors when I get out of the shower just so I don't have a breakdown at the sight of myself. I know I have body dysmorphia, I'm not stupid, but I'm ACTUALLY ugly. This isn't just in my head. I have …
how do I tell someone I cant grow old with them? I know im not making it past 16. I know this for a fact. my bf is saying he cant wait to grow old with me and im just sitting here sobbing because I dont know how to tell him im not gonna be there. ofc I get it were young its a teen romance but I just feel like I shouldn't be in this relationship. I dont even know anymore atp im js done tbh (mb im honestly really bad …
I’ve tried I’ve tried reaching out, getting help. Everything you’re told to do so you don’t get to the point of not wanting to live. No one wants to help or listen. So I’m done. https://redd.it/1vk2yup @r_suicidewatch
i need to get myself killed i’ve tried so hard to end it myself and i just cant im really considering just getting a ticket to some country where they execute faggots like me so they can hang me or stone me to death or whatever the fuck i don’t care this life just needs to end im a worthless tranny freak that doesn’t belong in the world https://redd.it/1vk1vys @r_suicidewatch
Showing the 12 most recent of 20 posts we hold for @r_suicideWatch. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Citation-graph rank — 1,618,067 of 1,623,166entries in the measured graph. A weighted position computed from the forward and mention edges below — republished posts weigh more than named mentions — and recomputed periodically, over the whole graph. Published only as this ordinal position, never as a score: a position is a fact, and a score printed beside one channel’s name would read as a verdict this register does not make. The two counts beneath stay separate for the same reason mentions are never summed with forwards anywhere else on this page — a named-by count costs nothing to manufacture. The top 100 by this measure, or how it is computed.
Named by 1 registered channel — every channel on the register whose own posts have named this one, by its current username or any other username it currently holds, merged from two separately captured readings of the same fact so a namer caught by only one of them is not missed and a namer both caught is not counted twice. A username this channel has since dropped is not matched — that handle may belong to someone else now, and crediting today’s namer to yesterday’s owner would misattribute it.
Named by
Channels on the register whose posts name this channel's handle.
A mention is a weaker signal than a forward and is counted separately for that reason — naming a channel is not republishing it, and a handle in a post body is easy to place deliberately. The post counts beside each row below are distinct posts in which the handle appeared, from posts we have read on both sides — the “Named by N registered channels” figure above is a different count, of distinct NAMING CHANNELS rather than posts, and is not the sum of the rows under it.
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 23 August 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“r/SuicideWatch” (@r_suicideWatch), 41 subscribers as measured 23 August 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/r_suicideWatch.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.