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Channel
الذي ينبع من عقلي 😶😑
@ktabate13
On this record: Growth · Engagement · Posts · Citations · Cite this entry
1subscribers
+0 since we began measuring on 6 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of Under 1,000.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1002332261849 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @ktabate13 |
| Description | قناة خاصة بكتاباتي واشعاري ❤️✨ |
| Created | 28 December 2024 — measured — dated from the channel’s first post |
| First recorded | 14 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 14 August 2026 |
| Measurements held | 2 |
| On Telegram | t.me/ktabate13 |
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 14 Aug 2026, 09:17 | 1 | no change |
| 6 Aug 2026, 15:00 | 1 | first reading |
Engagement
12 posts held, back to 28 December 2024 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 pageof Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 12 posts for this entry, the most recent from 23 November 2025. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
Recent posts
انا اسميها حبال المواقف ، الذكريات ، الماضي: فيها الجيد ونريد ان يبقى ونتذكره وفيها ما لا تريد تصنيفه ولا تذكره ولا تجربته لشدة السوء الذي عشته، القاعدة تقول اقطع هاذه الحبال لكي لا تثقل من التقدم ولكن لا تقطع حبال اخطاء الماضي و تعلم منها
في بعض الاحيان تريد التكلم لكن لا تعرف كيف تعبر عن ما في داخلك فا تصمت من فرط ما تشعر، لكنك تعلم ان الصمت لم يكن حل ابداً، وتزرع في داخلك امل عسى ان يكون الصمت حل
قد تشعر بذالك الشعور الذي يجعلك عاجز امام الواقع لكن الحلول قليله والافضل عليك ان تقوم بتعديل بعض الامور مثل ما يحيط بك لعلهم هم السبب ليس الكل البعض الافضل ان لا تبقى تتذوق ذالك الشعور بين الحين والآخر جد حل
أَصْبَحْتُ لا أَدْرِي أَدَاءٌ أَلَمَّ بِي، أَمْ دَوَاءٌ أَلَمَّ بِدَائِي. وَالآنَ لا فَرْقَ عِنْدِي، إِنْ كانَ هَذا دائي أَوْ دَوائي. لقد أصبحتُ لا أستطيع التمييز بين ما أشعر به: هل هو ألمٌ يعتصر قلبي، أم دواء يُقدّم لي ليخفّف هذا الألم في بداياته؟ والآن لم يعد هناك فرق عندي، سواء كان ما أشعر به هو دائي أم دوائي.
اتمنى ارجع وامحي كلشي افعالي واقوالي وحتى حبك هم امسحه وجنك مثل واحد رخيص لا ينخاذ شوره ولا ينمشي بأمره ..!
ولقد رموني بسهامٕ جمةٕ حتى ابانُ لي عيوبي كلها ما ضرهم لو جاملوني قطرةً فعلت وفعلت حتى ظننت اني مجرمُ لو وضحو لي قطرةً من جرمي وفعلي و ما انا بهِ متلبسُ كلامٌ يلوي الحديد المتصلِبُ فما بالك يا من تقرُ ما سطرتُهُ بقلب ضعيفٍ يائِسُ أما والله في وقتها لكنت أنا المعتذرُ ...؟
يا ام ضحكة الحلوة وعيونج الخالطهن تراب المكبرة ويا كسيرة 💔
ما نمت لكن نامت الاجفانُ اصحو من الحلمِ اراى نفسي سيدا وما أن استيقظتُ الا انا المستعبدُ 😞
واصل مراحل اهوجس بيك يالغالي واشوفك أنه بحلمي يغالي حزين ومالكيت احد يواسيني يغالي 😮💨
Channel photo updated
Channel created
Showing the 12 most recent of 12 posts we hold for @ktabate13. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Citation-graph rank
Citation-graph rank — 1,359,638 of 1,480,944entries in the measured graph. A weighted position computed from the forward and mention edges below — republished posts weigh more than named mentions — and recomputed periodically, over the whole graph. Published only as this ordinal position, never as a score: a position is a fact, and a score printed beside one channel’s name would read as a verdict this register does not make. The two counts beneath stay separate for the same reason mentions are never summed with forwards anywhere else on this page — a named-by count costs nothing to manufacture. The top 100 by this measure, or how it is computed.
Mentions
Named by 1 registered channel — every channel on the register whose own posts have named this one, by its current username or any other username it currently holds, merged from two separately captured readings of the same fact so a namer caught by only one of them is not missed and a namer both caught is not counted twice. A username this channel has since dropped is not matched — that handle may belong to someone else now, and crediting today’s namer to yesterday’s owner would misattribute it.
Named by
Channels on the register whose posts name this channel's handle.
A mention is a weaker signal than a forward and is counted separately for that reason — naming a channel is not republishing it, and a handle in a post body is easy to place deliberately. The post counts beside each row below are distinct posts in which the handle appeared, from posts we have read on both sides — the “Named by N registered channels” figure above is a different count, of distinct NAMING CHANNELS rather than posts, and is not the sum of the rows under it.
Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 14 August 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“الذي ينبع من عقلي 😶😑” (@ktabate13), 1 subscribers as measured 14 August 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/ktabate13.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.