sakitnya bukan karena kamu tidak mencintaiku. tapi karena kamu membuatku merasa seolah-olah aku punya kesempatan, padahal nyatanya ga pernah ada.

Channel
sad tears
@kataxsemesta
On this record: Growth · Engagement · Posts · Citations · Cite this entry
7,183subscribers
-168 since we began measuring on 7 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of 3,162–10,000.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1001365187439 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @kataxsemesta |
| Created | Between 1 March 2018 and 31 July 2021— estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 7 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 26 August 2026 |
| Measurements held | 9 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 1 time, most recently 26 August 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/kataxsemesta |
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 26 Aug 2026, 22:44 | 7,183 | -14 |
| 24 Aug 2026, 08:46 | 7,197 | -26 |
| 20 Aug 2026, 15:36 | 7,223 | -17 |
| 17 Aug 2026, 20:34 | 7,240 | -27 |
| 14 Aug 2026, 15:48 | 7,267 | -37 |
| 10 Aug 2026, 20:01 | 7,304 | -45 |
| 7 Aug 2026, 12:22 | 7,349 | -2 |
| 7 Aug 2026, 02:00 | 7,351 | no change |
| 7 Aug 2026, 01:49 | 7,351 | first reading |
Engagement
20 posts held, back to 26 May 2026 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 14 pagesof Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 20 posts for this entry, the most recent from 19 July 2026. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
Recent posts
urusan hasil, itu bonus. yang paling penting adalah kamu ga menyerah sama keadaan hari ini. proud of yourself!
gapapa kalau hari ini melelahkan. besok kita coba lagi, ya? tapi malam ini, istirahatlah. kamu sudah melakukan yang terbaik.
katamu semua sudah usai, namun ragaku enggan beranjak dari tempat kita terurai. mataku masih mencarimu di keramaian, hatiku masih menyimpan harapan di tengah kenyataan yang berantakan. aku menetap di sini, bukan karena tak tahu jalan pulang, tapi karena bagiku, pulang adalah ketika suaramu kembali bergema di telinga ini.
lucu ya, kita bisa menjadi sangat asing bagi seseorang yang dulunya tahu segala hal tentang kita, bahkan sampai ke hal-hal kecil yang kita benci.
ternyata bagian paling melelahkan dari berpura-pura kuat adalah saat kita sendirian, dan sadar kalau kita ga punya tempat untuk pulang.
kepergianmu yang tanpa pamit mengajarkanku satu hal, bahwa luka pun punya hak yang sama dengan kebahagiaan untuk dirayakan dan diterima.
aku kehilangan diriku sendiri saat sibuk memastikan kamu tidak pernah merasa kesepian.
ternyata, bagian terberat dari merelakan adalah berhenti mencari kabarmu.
pada akhirnya, kita harus sadar kapan harus berhenti. karena berjuang sendirian itu bukan bentuk kesetiaan, melainkan bentuk penyiksaan diri secara sukarela.
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Allah ga pernah berkata semuanya akan mudah, tetapi dua kali Allah menegaskan bahwa "sesungguhnya bersama kesulitan pasti ada kemudahan".
Showing the 12 most recent of 20 posts we hold for @kataxsemesta. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Citation-graph rank
Citation-graph rank — 701,463 of 1,624,174entries in the measured graph. A weighted position computed from the forward and mention edges below — republished posts weigh more than named mentions — and recomputed periodically, over the whole graph. Published only as this ordinal position, never as a score: a position is a fact, and a score printed beside one channel’s name would read as a verdict this register does not make. The two counts beneath stay separate for the same reason mentions are never summed with forwards anywhere else on this page — a named-by count costs nothing to manufacture. The top 100 by this measure, or how it is computed.
Forward network
Republished by
Channels on the register that have forwarded this channel's posts into their own feed.
Built only from forwarded posts we have actually read, on both sides. Coverage is early and deliberately incomplete: a missing link means we have not read the post that would prove it, never that the relationship does not exist. Counts are distinct forwarded posts observed, so they only ever go up as we read more.
Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 26 August 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“sad tears” (@kataxsemesta), 7,183 subscribers as measured 26 August 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/kataxsemesta.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.