“Если эта подлость общечеловечна, ну, что ж, тогда мое презрение к миру могло обрушиться на нее с новой силой; если же это лишь моя личная слабость, то она давала повод к оргии самоуничиженья.”

Channel
антидепрессанты.
@gotosmokee
On this record: Topic · Growth · Engagement · Posts · Citations · Cite this entry
26subscribers
-2 since we began measuring on 7 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of Under 1,000.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1001604576214 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @gotosmokee |
| Created | 23 October 2022 — measured — cross-checked against a third-party dataset (ext.tg_channel) |
| First recorded | 11 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 10 October 2026 |
| Measurements held | 4 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 5 times, most recently 10 October 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/gotosmokee |
Topic
Other / unclassifiable — a classification, not a measurement. An on-box language model (Qwen3.6-35B-A3B-FP8, prompt version 1) read this channel’s own recent posts on 1 October 2026 and assigned it the closest of 31 fixed categories, at 54% confidence. This is a model’s judgement about what the channel is likely to be about, not a fact this register measured the way a subscriber count or a view count is measured — it can be revised on a later pass, and it carries no weight anywhere else on this page. How this classification works, and why it has no browse page of its own yet.
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 30 Aug 2026, 01:37 | 26 | -1 |
| 16 Aug 2026, 18:26 | 27 | -1 |
| 11 Aug 2026, 06:31 | 28 | no change |
| 7 Aug 2026, 19:51 | 28 | first reading |
Engagement
19 posts held, back to 18 June 2026 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 page of Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 19 posts for this entry, the most recent from 9 August 2026. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
Recent posts
Как же я скучаю по творчеству death’mort.
Перманентное ощущение одиночества.
В голове все достаточно легко, ярко, радостно, но каждый день жизнь возвращает меня на землю, показывая насколько все плохо.
Важно осознать - можно быть любым. А дальше двигаться медленно и спокойно, будучи готовым к своим собственным эмоциям.
Just friends?
Любовь к бэхе навек, как и ненависть к человеку, который привил любовь к ней.
Photo, posted without a caption
Желание сотворить аморальную хуйню, чтобы наконец почувствовать себя живым, другим.
С появлением соц.сетей и все больше захватывающего, яркого контента стало все тяжелее выносить свою собственную пустота, без очередной мысли «надо сделать то, сё».
Не творческому человеку невозможно объяснить, что абсолютно все мое мировоззрение и отношение к себе зависит от моего успеха в искусстве. Под успехом не подразумевается количество восхищения со стороны людей, успех и победа над собственным я свершится тогда, когда я смогу посмотреть на свою работу, улыбаться, уверенно сказав себе: «я сделал то, что представлял, теперь моя душа спокойна, я без зазрения совести могу ск…
одиночество? нет. навязчивые грёзы позволяют мне сгенерировать столько собеседников в голове, сколько человек на планете не существует.
Showing the 12 most recent of 19 posts we hold for @gotosmokee. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Forward network
Republishes
Channels on the register whose posts this channel has forwarded.
Built only from forwarded posts we have actually read, on both sides. Coverage is early and deliberately incomplete: a missing link means we have not read the post that would prove it, never that the relationship does not exist. Counts are distinct forwarded posts observed, so they only ever go up as we read more.
Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 30 August 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“антидепрессанты.” (@gotosmokee), 26 subscribers as measured 30 August 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/gotosmokee.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.