life is emotionally abusive

Channel
Feelings
@feelingsarealwaysshit
On this record: Topic · Growth · Engagement · Posts · Cite this entry
1,922subscribers
-33 since we began measuring on 7 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of 1,000–3,162.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1001212698172 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @feelingsarealwaysshit |
| Created | 12 October 2019 — measured — cross-checked against a third-party dataset (ext.tg_channel) |
| First recorded | 7 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 18 September 2026 |
| Measurements held | 13 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 1 time, most recently 18 September 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/feelingsarealwaysshit |
Topic
Personal blog — a classification, not a measurement. An on-box language model (Qwen3.6-35B-A3B-FP8, prompt version 1) read this channel’s own recent posts on 16 September 2026 and assigned it the closest of 31 fixed categories, at 64% confidence. This is a model’s judgement about what the channel is likely to be about, not a fact this register measured the way a subscriber count or a view count is measured — it can be revised on a later pass, and it carries no weight anywhere else on this page. How this classification works, and why it has no browse page of its own yet.
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 18 Sept 2026, 11:18 | 1,922 | -6 |
| 14 Sept 2026, 13:15 | 1,928 | -1 |
| 10 Sept 2026, 23:18 | 1,929 | -6 |
| 5 Sept 2026, 22:38 | 1,935 | -4 |
| 29 Aug 2026, 18:17 | 1,939 | -1 |
| 26 Aug 2026, 17:39 | 1,940 | -3 |
| 23 Aug 2026, 12:24 | 1,943 | -3 |
| 19 Aug 2026, 13:42 | 1,946 | -4 |
| 16 Aug 2026, 17:43 | 1,950 | -3 |
| 13 Aug 2026, 11:27 | 1,953 | -3 |
| 10 Aug 2026, 00:30 | 1,956 | +1 |
| 7 Aug 2026, 00:30 | 1,955 | no change |
| 7 Aug 2026, 00:19 | 1,955 | first reading |
Engagement
20 posts held, back to 29 October 2022 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 2 pages of Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 20 posts for this entry, the most recent from 29 July 2023. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
Recent posts
Freedom of sleep.
badly wanna sleep for a week.
at my worst, alone.
i have two problems in life: 1. difficulty sleeping 2. difficulty waking up
50 shades of dark circles under my eyes.
i miss the old days back in 1992 when i didn't exist
Small breasts? That's why your heart gets broken easily, no air bags to support your emotions.
my mirror needs a "screenshot" button
Dont take my posts seriously, take them like your ex took you, as a joke
i care a lot until i don't care at all
6600 languages in the world and you decide you wanna talk shit
Showing the 12 most recent of 20 posts we hold for @feelingsarealwaysshit. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 18 September 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“Feelings” (@feelingsarealwaysshit), 1,922 subscribers as measured 18 September 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/feelingsarealwaysshit.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.