ثُقِبَ قلبي، ولا خيطًا صَلُحَ لهذا الثُقْب.
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Channel
@fdfdamm96
On this record: Growth · Engagement · Reactions · Posts · Citations · Cite this entry
10subscribers
+0 since we began measuring on 6 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of Under 1,000.
| Telegram ID | -1001934758269 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @fdfdamm96 |
| Created | Between 1 April 2023 and 5 July 2023— estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 12 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 14 August 2026 |
| Measurements held | 2 |
| On Telegram | t.me/fdfdamm96 |
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 12 Aug 2026, 09:31 | 10 | no change |
| 6 Aug 2026, 22:29 | 10 | first reading |
20 posts held, back to 5 July 2023 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 pageof Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 20 posts for this entry, the most recent from 23 July 2025. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
49 reactions across 20 posts, in 6 distinct kinds. The most used accounts for 28.6% of them.
| Reaction | Count | Share | Share, drawn |
|---|---|---|---|
| 👍 | 14 | 28.6% | |
| 💯 | 13 | 26.5% | |
| 💔 | 10 | 20.4% | |
| ❤ | 7 | 14.3% | |
| 😢 | 4 | 8.16% | |
| 😭 | 1 | 2.04% |
No sentiment is inferred, and none should be read in. This table is ordered by count and by nothing else. Emoji do not carry stable meaning across languages or communities — 🙏 is thanks in one channel and mourning in another — so we publish which ones were pressed and how often, and pass no judgement on what an audience meant by them.
Precision. Telegram publishes reaction counts per emoji and short-forms each one — 4.34K, 1.2M — so any single kind at or above 1,000 reaches us at three significant figures, and only counts below 1,000 are exact. The shares above are ratios of those figures and carry the same error. This is also why the total here can differ slightly from a reaction total printed elsewhere on the page: both are sums of the same rounded parts, taken over samples with different edges.
Coverage. Reactions were read on 20 of the 20 sampled posts in this sample. Summed by Telegram’s own count on each post — not by adding up the per-emoji breakdown above — those same posts carry 49reactions in total: the kind of figure the paragraph above means by “a reaction total printed elsewhere on the page”.
Measured over the 20 most recent posts we hold, published 5 July 2023 to 23 July 2025, using the newest reading held for each. Telegram Stars are excluded: they are a payment, not a reaction, and they have their own section.
ثُقِبَ قلبي، ولا خيطًا صَلُحَ لهذا الثُقْب.
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أعرف جيدًا هذه الأيام ، التي لا يعرف المرء فيها إلى أين يذهب ، ومع من يمضّي ، الأيام التي يكون فيها المرء وحيداً تماماً ، وراضياً ، ومتعايشاً مع قدره ، لكنه يظل يتمنى بحزنٍ خافِت . . لو أن له وجهةٍ واحدة يمضي إليها ، ولو شخصاً واحداً يركض نحوه 🖤.
😭1
كل هذا التواجد لا معنى له , حين تعرف أن أحداً لن يبحث عنك عندما تغيب ولو مزاحاً ..!
👍2
تنسى كأنك لم تكن💔
😢1
لحظة إدراك انو كل الصداقات انتهت🤷♂😓
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أنا لا أشك في قدرتي على التجاوز والتناسي، وأعرف إنني مازلت قادر على مواصلة الحياة بطريقة أفضل، لكن ورغم هذا فأنا أشعر بالأسف، لأنني قضيت ربيع شبابي في محاولات من التجاوز والبقاء حيًا وسط ظروفك تدفعني للاشيء، أنه لأمر مؤسف أن تكتشف إنك كنت تصارع طوال الوقت في الوقت الذي كان من المفترض أن تستمتع، تستمتع بالحياة فقط.
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- I've lost a lot, but the most precious thing I lost was my self. - لقد خسرت الكثير ، لكن أغلى شيء فقدته هو نفسي 🖤.
👍2
- مازلت أبحث عن كلمة تصف تعبي ، عن الظلام الذي يسكن داخلي ، أنا مستهلَك تمامًا، كأن يدي ممدودة للسلام منذ خُلقت، وأنكرتني كلّ الأيادي.
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-يؤلمني أن قلبي لم يعد يتحمل , وأن روحي لم تعد تتلهف إلى شيء , وأن ابتسامتي لم تعد تحب الظهور , تؤلمني الكثير من الأشياء من بينها فكرة أن أبدو ثابتاً من الخارج بينما تقام مجزرة بداخلي كل ليلة.
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انا فارغّ ياصديقي ، يُصاحبني حُزن أجوف باهِت ، قبيح مثل كدمه تستقر بهدوء على وجهي أحتاج ان أتقّيأ قلبي وينتهي كل هذا.
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نحـنُ نبتلـع كـل السـواد والخـذلان ونسميـه تجـاوزاً مؤلـم ذلـك الشعـور عنـدما تحـاول أقنـاع نفسـك بأنـك بخيـر رغـم علمـك أنـك فـي آسـوء حالاتـك لا زلـت أذكـر تلـك الليلـة التـي هـزت قـاع قلبـي مـن شـدة آلمهـا . -
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بعد فترة، ستتحول لشخص لا يعترض، لا يغضب بسهولة، لا يمكن معرفة ما يدور في رأسه، ستكون شخص غامض جدًا وتدفن أنبل مشاعرك في صدرك، لتتجنب اي صدام جديد مع الحياة .
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Showing the 12 most recent of 20 posts we hold for @fdfdamm96. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
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Built only from forwarded posts we have actually read, on both sides. Coverage is early and deliberately incomplete: a missing link means we have not read the post that would prove it, never that the relationship does not exist. Counts are distinct forwarded posts observed, so they only ever go up as we read more.
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 12 August 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“فضفضة♡” (@fdfdamm96), 10 subscribers as measured 12 August 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/fdfdamm96.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.