اردتُ الكتَابه بروحٍ تملئهَا الشغَف، وانامِل متعطّشة لهَا، ولكِن رحَل منذُ زمنٍ مَن كَان يستمتِع بقرائتهَا .
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Channel
@esl0ma
On this record: Growth · Engagement · What this channel posts · Reactions · Stars · Posts · Citations · Cite this entry
59,991subscribers
-960 since we began measuring on 7 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of 31,623–100,000.
| Telegram ID | -1001787036155 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @esl0ma |
| Description | - مُجرّد مزَاجّي أَخَّاذ . - @shrqawii 🇱🇾 . |
| Created | Between 1 December 2021 and 30 April 2023— estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 7 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 21 August 2026 |
| Measurements held | 15 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 1 time, most recently 21 August 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/esl0ma |
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 21 Aug 2026, 14:55 | 59,991 | -77 |
| 20 Aug 2026, 11:42 | 60,068 | -78 |
| 19 Aug 2026, 08:28 | 60,146 | -41 |
| 18 Aug 2026, 11:54 | 60,187 | -95 |
| 17 Aug 2026, 11:03 | 60,282 | -87 |
| 15 Aug 2026, 19:18 | 60,369 | -88 |
| 14 Aug 2026, 07:55 | 60,457 | -85 |
| 12 Aug 2026, 23:44 | 60,542 | -51 |
| 11 Aug 2026, 22:57 | 60,593 | -104 |
| 10 Aug 2026, 21:37 | 60,697 | -53 |
| 10 Aug 2026, 00:55 | 60,750 | -74 |
| 9 Aug 2026, 02:55 | 60,824 | -67 |
| 8 Aug 2026, 00:13 | 60,891 | -60 |
| 7 Aug 2026, 08:30 | 60,951 | no change |
| 7 Aug 2026, 08:20 | 60,951 | first reading |
21 posts held, back to 17 July 2024 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 35 pagesof Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
ERR is average views per post over the last 30 days divided by subscribers, the definition TGStat uses, so this figure is comparable with the one you will see elsewhere. It falls structurally as a channel grows: a high ERR on a small channel and a low one on a large channel describe reach mathematics, not quality. We publish the figure and the sample it came from and pass no verdict on it.
ER is defined industry-wide as (forwards + reactions + comments) ÷ views— note the denominator is views, not subscribers. Telegram’s public web preview carries views and reactions but not forward or comment counts, so the reaction rate above is the reactions term only and is therefore a floor: the true ER for this channel is higher by an amount we have not measured and will not estimate.
| Window | Rolling 30 days · latest post in window 21 August 2026 |
|---|---|
| Posts held | 21 (17 July 2024 – 21 August 2026) |
| Views total | 164 |
| Reactions total | 6 |
| Forwards / comments | not exposed by the public surface — not measured, not estimated |
| Readings taken | 22 Aug 2026, 13:21 UTC |
Views are a single reading per post, taken at the time above. A post published in the last day or two is still accumulating views, which pulls the 30-day average down slightly. That is a property of the standard definition rather than a fault in it, so we keep the definition rather than “correcting” the number into something nobody can reproduce.
Precision. Telegram publishes view counts on its public widget in short form — 8.12K, 3.7M — so any reading at or above 1,000 reaches us rounded to three significant figures, and only counts below 1,000 are exact. Averages and rates derived from them are shown to the same precision rather than to the unit: a figure like 3,701,250 would assert digits nobody measured.
Reaction counts are published per emoji and rounded the same way, so a total below 1,000 is exact and a larger one is a sum that may carry a rounded component from each emoji above 1,000. Because it is a sum, it does not look rounded — read a large reaction total as three significant figures per contributing emoji rather than as the figure it prints.
Lifetime counters from Telegram’s own channel header, read 22 August 2026 — not the date at the top of this page, which is when the subscriber count was last read. Below Telegram’s rounding threshold, so these counts are exact.
1,908 reactions across 21 posts, in 1 kind.
| Reaction | Count | Share | Share, drawn |
|---|---|---|---|
| ❤ | 1,908 | 100.0% |
No sentiment is inferred, and none should be read in. This table is ordered by count and by nothing else. Emoji do not carry stable meaning across languages or communities — 🙏 is thanks in one channel and mourning in another — so we publish which ones were pressed and how often, and pass no judgement on what an audience meant by them.
Precision. Telegram publishes reaction counts per emoji and short-forms each one — 4.34K, 1.2M — so any single kind at or above 1,000 reaches us at three significant figures, and only counts below 1,000 are exact. The shares above are ratios of those figures and carry the same error. This is also why the total here can differ slightly from a reaction total printed elsewhere on the page: both are sums of the same rounded parts, taken over samples with different edges.
Coverage. Reactions were read on 21 of the 21 sampled posts in this sample. Summed by Telegram’s own count on each post — not by adding up the per-emoji breakdown above — those same posts carry 1,908reactions in total: the kind of figure the paragraph above means by “a reaction total printed elsewhere on the page”.
Measured over the 21 most recent posts we hold, published 17 July 2024 to 21 August 2026, using the newest reading held for each. Telegram Stars are excluded: they are a payment, not a reaction, and they have their own section.
A paid reaction is a reader spending Telegram Stars — bought with money — on a post by @esl0ma. Telegram publishes the count on the public post preview alongside ordinary reactions, and this register reads it there. It is the only figure on this site that measures money moving rather than attention.
Stars are not reactions, and the two are never added. They are rendered in the same strip on Telegram and counted in the same shape, but one is a tap and the other is a purchase. The reaction totals and the engagement rate elsewhere on this page exclude every figure in this section, and no rate here is computed against a reaction count.
This is not revenue, and we publish no currency figure. What a Star costs a reader and what it pays a channel are different numbers, Telegram takes a share we cannot observe, and the terms have changed. Converting a Star count into money would be an estimate dressed as a measurement, so the count is where we stop.
Counted over the 21 most recent posts we hold for this entry, published 17 July 2024 to 21 August 2026. Star counts above 1,000 reach us in Telegram’s short form and carry the same three-significant-figure rounding as everything else on this page.
اردتُ الكتَابه بروحٍ تملئهَا الشغَف، وانامِل متعطّشة لهَا، ولكِن رحَل منذُ زمنٍ مَن كَان يستمتِع بقرائتهَا .
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١٢:٥٩ | في كُل مرّة يكَاد قلبِي يتوقّف الآف المرّات مِن كثرَة الضغُوطَات، ولكِن هيهَات لِي أن آستسلِم، لقَد كَابرتُ وتحمّلت واكمَلتُ عِدّة رحلَات دونَ إستِيعَابِهَا إلي الأن، كأنّنِي أُدفَع دُون الشعُور، كالعَيشِ بَقلبٍ مُستعَارٍ لا ينبِض كَما أرِيد، قَاومتُ كثِيرًا لحضَات الغَرقِ المُحتَم وابتَسِم إلي العَدم كي لَا أنهَار وينهَار كُل ثباتِي الذِي صنعتُه بتجَارِبي وحرُوبي الدَاخِلية التِي لا تُرى، لا أعلم الأن هَل نج…
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يا رب تُبْ على العبْدِ الَّذي حَيْثُما ولَّى بِدَرْبٍ عادَ لك.
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مُنذ الأزَل وأنَا أحَاوِل إخبَارَكِ أنّنِي شخصٌ يجِيد التخلّي عِندمَا يكُون المكَان قَد راودتهُ شُبهَات التعدّد. أخبَرتُك أنّنِي قَادِرٌ علَى جعلكِ غرِيبةً بعِيدة لا يرمُش لِي جِفنٌ لكِ، ولا ينبِض قلبٌ أيضًا. أخبَرتُك ألّا تُراهِنِي على قوّة تحمُّلِي، ولَا تُراهِنِي على مسَامحتِي لكِ المُستَمرّة، فَلِقلبِي قسوةٌ كَالحِجَارة أو أشدّ قسوة، تأتِيه نوبَات عدَم الإنصَات مهمَا كُنتِ صَادِقة. إيّاكِ والاستهَانَةُ بِصمتي فخ…
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- أحببّت، تَعلّقت، فتَركت! .. - لِمَاذا ؟ لا تسألني لِماذا ! لو كُنتُ أعَلم لمَا تَرَكَتُ يدّ قد تَمَسَكَتَ بي بِشده لو كُنتُ أعَلم لمَا تَرَكَتُ تِلك العيّون باكيه أخِر الليل لو كُنتُ أعَلم لمَا تَرَكَتُ مَن خاف على نفسي من ضِلي.. كُل ما أعلمهُ أَنَني أمَلُك شيئاً في داخِلي يرفُض البَقَاء كُلمَا تمسّكتُ بِشيٍء ويجعلُني أتركهُ رُغماً عني وأفكِر كُل يوم لِمَاذا فَعَلتُ ذلِك ولِماذا فِي هَذا الوقتّ بالتَحَدِيد يغرُس أ…
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مَا تخشَاه أنتَ وغيرُك امَام النَاس هُوا صورتَك أمَامهم؛ وامّا انَا فمَا أخشَاه أن لا أكتُب مَا يشتهِيه قلمِي .
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مَا مِن أحد سواهَا يجعَل قلبِي يبتسِم، فبِمجرّد سمَاع صوتِهَا ينتظِم يومِي وتتبَدّل أيّامِي وينجلِي الحُزن وتعمّ السكِينه روحِ المُمتَلِئه بالضجِيج، فشُكرًا لوجُودكِ سواء حاضِرة أو غَائِبه . إسلَام الشّرقَاوِي .
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ثَمنُ لخسَارة صادِقٍ فِي قولهِ وفعلِه، صابِرًا صائِمًا علي ملذّات الدُنيَا .
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كُل مَا يعنِيك تخلّصتَ مِنه، إلا مِن فِكرِي لم أستطِع .
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فِي البِداية سَتُخبرك إنهّا راضيةٌ بكَ على مَا انتَ عَليه، مِن بؤس وبُرّود وشخصّيتك الغَريبة، وشَكل وجهِك الذّي لا يُشبه أي شيءٌ، ستُقنعك انّها مهووسةٌ بِتفاصِيلك وبِعُمقكَ الذّي لا حَدّ لهُ، فِي افكَارك اولاً واخيراً، ولَا يهُمها إذا كُنت ذَا جَاه او لديكَ مشَاكل، هِي فَقط تُهمها غرَابتك ، إنطَوائيتكَ ، عُزلتكَ الغَير مُبرره ، وصَمتُك الذّي دُون نِهاية ، إنّ هذَا الجَانب مِن الغمُوض هُو مَا يشدّها أكثَر اليكَ، وهُو …
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ثمّ ماذا؟؟ أصبَحتُ أتَهَرّب مِن الصداقات والعلاقات وكل ما يُرهِقُنّي، صُرتُ أهرُب خوفًا من أن أجلِب لنفسي ندَمًا آخر، أهرُب مِن نفس ، من عقلي، مِن بقايا أحلامي، من الاشياء التي انتَهَت لكِنها استمرّت بداخلي، لم أهرُب تكَبّراً أو غروراً، لكنني وجدتُ في العُزلة المَلجأ الوحيد الذي وجدتُ فيه الطمأنينة، لا مزيد من الخسارات والحزن، احتفظتُ بِما تَبقّى مِنّي، وتركتُ الأيام تمضي كما تشاء، لا أكترِث إلى أي شيء يَحصل معي، فق…
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" عودي نعُد، أيّامَ كنّا أصدقاء هو نصفُ حلٍّ قد يُعينُ على البقاء فإذا الطريقُ أمامنا مسدودةٌ ليسَ انهزاماً أن نعودَ إلى الوراء "
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Showing the 12 most recent of 21 posts we hold for @esl0ma. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Stars beside a post are paid reactions — Telegram Stars, bought with money and spent on that post. They are a different unit from reactions and are never added to them, here or anywhere else on this page.
Republishes
Channels on the register whose posts this channel has forwarded.
Built only from forwarded posts we have actually read, on both sides. Coverage is early and deliberately incomplete: a missing link means we have not read the post that would prove it, never that the relationship does not exist. Counts are distinct forwarded posts observed, so they only ever go up as we read more.
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 21 August 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“- الشّرقَاوِي .” (@esl0ma), 59,991 subscribers as measured 21 August 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/esl0ma.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.