The night. Dreaming. Believing that your little paws might find their way again. That a purr would refill these empty holes left behind. That the tiny calw would pierce the skin which has grown tougher with the years, What was once esaliy bleeds, became cold, numb, as if lifeless. My mind crowded with impossible hopes. By some miracle your fur would brush against my face once more. Yet, somewhere beneath. I knβ¦

Channel
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@bosha5
On this record: Topic Β· Growth Β· Engagement Β· Posts Β· Cite this entry
161subscribers
-1 since we began measuring on 6 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register Β· movement among entries of Under 1,000.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1001151662762 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @bosha5 |
| Created | Between 1 October 2018 and 30 June 2022 β estimated from Telegramβs id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 8 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 12 October 2026 |
| Measurements held | 5 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 5 times, most recently 12 October 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/bosha5 |
Topic
Literature β a classification, not a measurement. An on-box language model (Qwen3.6-35B-A3B-FP8, prompt version 1) read this channelβs own recent posts on 25 September 2026 and assigned it the closest of 31 fixed categories, at 50% confidence. This is a modelβs judgement about what the channel is likely to be about, not a fact this register measured the way a subscriber count or a view count is measured β it can be revised on a later pass, and it carries no weight anywhere else on this page. How this classification works, and why it has no browse page of its own yet.
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 29 Aug 2026, 09:02 | 161 | -1 |
| 15 Aug 2026, 13:17 | 162 | -1 |
| 8 Aug 2026, 16:32 | 163 | no change |
| 7 Aug 2026, 00:42 | 163 | +1 |
| 6 Aug 2026, 09:05 | 162 | first reading |
Engagement
20 posts held, back to 31 March 2026 β the reader has not yet reached the start of this channelβs public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 page of Telegramβs post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute β we hold 20 posts for this entry, the most recent from 4 August 2026. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
Recent posts
Humankind cannot bear very much reality. Four Quartets.
The mystery of human existence lies not in just staying alive, but in finding something to live for. The Brothers Karamazov.
Much unhappiness has come into the world because of bewilderment and things left unsaid.
You can die of wanting, and go on doing it.
Home is an idea I never had.
The city spills with ghosts of those who could not let it go.
They met on the day after the last day of their lives.
There was a surge of wanderers in late 19th-century France. They abandoned their jobs, families,and even lost themselves... as they indulged in travels. This condition, dubbed dromomania,pathological tourism, and wanderlust... spread across Europe like an epidemic. And those who bolted to the road were called "mad wanderers." Was it indeed madness that fueled these trips? Or was it the dread of losing their minds in β¦
"There is nothing so cruel in this world as the desolation of having nothing to hope for." - Haruki Murakami
Nostalgia is stronger here than knowledge...[Reason] is an instrument of thought and not thought itself. Above all, a man's thought is his nostalgia. - Albert Camus.
A man who has become conscious of the absurd is forever bound to it. - Albert Camus.
Showing the 12 most recent of 20 posts we hold for @bosha5. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked β was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it β t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so β1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 29 August 2026 β this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
βππππππ πππβ (@bosha5), 161 subscribers as measured 29 August 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/bosha5.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV Β· JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.