Trying so hard to fit in any friends group Pretending to like something you don't even have heart to Trying so hard to be accepted Pretending like their words didn't make your heart bleed Trying so hard to be appreciated Pretending like you can do anything for them when the fact is you're tired Trying so hard to be validated Pretending like their feelings are more important than yours when the truth is you wan…

Channel
Blingoholic
@blingoholic
On this record: Growth · Engagement · What this channel posts · Posts · Citations · Cite this entry
14subscribers
+0 since we began measuring on 7 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of Under 1,000.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1001253193399 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @blingoholic |
| Description | Your absence won't break her anymore 🎈 |
| Created | Between 1 March 2018 and 11 July 2021— estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 12 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 21 August 2026 |
| Measurements held | 2 |
| On Telegram | t.me/blingoholic |
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 12 Aug 2026, 00:45 | 14 | no change |
| 7 Aug 2026, 00:54 | 14 | first reading |
Engagement
17 posts held, back to 11 July 2021 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 pageof Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 17 posts for this entry, the most recent from 12 June 2022. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
What this channel posts
- Photos
- 158
- Videos
- 8
- Links
- 7
Lifetime counters from Telegram’s own channel header, read 12 August 2026 — not the date at the top of this page, which is when the subscriber count was last read. Below Telegram’s rounding threshold, so these counts are exact.
Recent posts
Validate your feelings 🌸
It pains to know the ugly truth. To realize where you really stand in someone's life. To acknowledge the ending and how things ended. But, That's what necessary. To widen your eyes and walk away when a person don't see your worth. You are not worthless, neither them. They just can't see your worth and it's fine. It doesn't determine your value and pride. And remember, the ending of something is a door to another bl…
For You Who Is Crying at 2 AM. This message cross by to tell you that crying at this hour is alright. It's not pathetic, pityful and silly. In fact, you are so strong to endure your emotion during days and only cry at night when no one see you. Because you don't want people to witness how broken you are. How damage your heart now. How badly you feel hurt and shattered. There is nothing wrong about crying. It's a h…
Getting so used of the fact that people will leave, no matter what. Even the last person you thought wouldn't leave you, leave you. They all did. But don't put the blame to anyone. It's no one's fault. It just happen to be that way. Nevertheless, You will learn to appreciate what you have instead of chasing what you could have. You still have my loved ones who always there. Your beloved friends and family who suppo…
We left some people and certain people left us too. Its always bound to happen because in life, nothing is permanent. The right person will stay, they said. But i beg to differ. They are the right person, at THAT moment. Once their part is done, they were meant to leave and say goodbye. Sometimes its not one fault. It just have to be like that either we like it or not. Don't hold onto people, hold onto your belief.…
They are not wrong by choosing to leave you. It simply means they are not the right person, even if you think they'll stay forever. They leave because they know, it is the best option for them, you, and both of you. They leave for a good purpose. Don't get confuse with memories. It ain't stick in your mind permanently. Even it still remain, one day you wouldn't feel the same like you do today (: @sparklekies
You gotta let go people who choose to walk away. By all means, they were meant to leave and you must learn to live without their presence anymore. It's a waste of time to hope for someone to return and stay in your life when what they want is to live without you. Things doesn't work one sided. Don't keep holding onto someone who doesn't want to be held. You will be fine someday :) @sparklekies
Now it hurts. But one day it wouldn't anymore. Now it's torturing you. But one day it wouldn't feel the same anymore. Now the pain is eating you alive. But one day it wouldn't act the same anymore. Embrace the hurts, torture and pain. Without them, you wouldn't appreciate happiness and serenity ✿ @sparklekies
Why you keep torturing yourself by waiting for someone to hold your hand and encourage you to get up? Waiting for someone to validate your feelings and push yourself forward? It's a torture to yourself. Stop. You gotta love yourself till you no longer waiting for it. When nobody does, you will do it. When no one is there, you are there as a bestfriend to yourself. You are strong by your own. @sparklekies
You need to know that not everyone you meet will stay in your life permanently. They just meant to exist in some chapters and once their part are done, they were meant to say goodbye. It is a part of a book; a book of your journey. It's okay to be sad, grieve and longing but not until your life become dull and ugly. Life goes on with or without people. In the end, you only have yourself to rely on. Focus on those …
You are not always right. Don't be too ego to admit your mistake and learn from it. The beauty of knowledge is to acknowledge the unknown. It such a beautiful and humble phrase to say "i don't know." Be teachable. Be someone who is hunger for knowledge and experience. Be someone who is always eager to learn and explore new things. Brace yourself, you'll never know unless you give a try first. Let yourself be someo…
Showing the 12 most recent of 17 posts we hold for @blingoholic. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Forward network
Republishes
Channels on the register whose posts this channel has forwarded.
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Mentions
Names
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A mention is a weaker signal than a forward and is counted separately for that reason — naming a channel is not republishing it, and a handle in a post body is easy to place deliberately. The post counts beside each row below are distinct posts in which the handle appeared, from posts we have read on both sides — the “Named by N registered channels” figure above is a different count, of distinct NAMING CHANNELS rather than posts, and is not the sum of the rows under it.
Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 12 August 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“Blingoholic” (@blingoholic), 14 subscribers as measured 12 August 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/blingoholic.
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