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Channel
@beclosetothis
On this record: Topic · Growth · Engagement · Posts · Cite this entry
301subscribers
-2 since we began measuring on 7 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of Under 1,000.
| Telegram ID | -1001191794901 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @beclosetothis |
| Created | 3 November 2017 — measured — cross-checked against a third-party dataset (ext.tg_channel) |
| First recorded | 8 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 8 October 2026 |
| Measurements held | 4 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 2 times, most recently 8 October 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/beclosetothis |
Other / unclassifiable — a classification, not a measurement. An on-box language model (Qwen3.6-35B-A3B-FP8, prompt version 1) read this channel’s own recent posts on 22 September 2026 and assigned it the closest of 31 fixed categories, at 78% confidence. This is a model’s judgement about what the channel is likely to be about, not a fact this register measured the way a subscriber count or a view count is measured — it can be revised on a later pass, and it carries no weight anywhere else on this page. How this classification works, and why it has no browse page of its own yet.
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 28 Sept 2026, 01:41 | 301 | -1 |
| 6 Sept 2026, 12:17 | 302 | -1 |
| 8 Aug 2026, 08:00 | 303 | no change |
| 7 Aug 2026, 19:47 | 303 | first reading |
20 posts held, back to 7 July 2024 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 page of Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 20 posts for this entry, the most recent from 10 January 2026. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
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Fear gives birth to regret. It convinces us we’ll be safe if we don’t act only for us to regret the inaction. Or it drives us to act in a way out of fear, leading into regretting the action itself. The deeper issue isn’t the action or inaction it's FEAR.
Signed Mwada Abdalazeem
Your body is a mirror to what u are going through before ur mind realizes it.
Signed Mwada Abdalazeem
The unruly ...... but as I get older my heart and mind are really bonding and am not sure if I like it or not.
Signed Mwada Abdalazeem
At some point u only find ur memories as ur best friend .
Signed Mwada Abdalazeem
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Signed Mwada Abdalazeem
Everything begins with excitement and curiosity but continues with efforts .
Signed Mwada Abdalazeem
Eager to shout while am calm....and longing for calmness while am wild.
Signed Mwada Abdalazeem
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حقائق الحياة الصعبة المهمة التي يصعب استيعابها يتم اكتسابها عبر التجارب الأصعب.
Signed Mwada Abdalazeem
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Showing the 12 most recent of 20 posts we hold for @beclosetothis. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 28 September 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“SOUL ☠️” (@beclosetothis), 301 subscribers as measured 28 September 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/beclosetothis.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.