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Channel
@amodelofsuffering
On this record: Growth · Engagement · What this channel posts · Reactions · Stars · Posts · Citations · Cite this entry
11subscribers
+0 since we began measuring on 7 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of Under 1,000.
| Telegram ID | -1003092652675 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @amodelofsuffering |
| Created | 20 September 2025 — measured — dated from the channel’s first post |
| First recorded | 12 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 14 August 2026 |
| Measurements held | 2 |
| On Telegram | t.me/amodelofsuffering |
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 12 Aug 2026, 06:30 | 11 | no change |
| 7 Aug 2026, 17:29 | 11 | first reading |
16 posts held, back to 20 September 2025 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 pageof Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 16 posts for this entry, the most recent from 5 November 2025. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
Lifetime counters from Telegram’s own channel header, read 12 August 2026 — not the date at the top of this page, which is when the subscriber count was last read. Below Telegram’s rounding threshold, so these counts are exact.
97 reactions across 9 posts, in 6 distinct kinds. The most used accounts for 36.1% of them.
| Reaction | Count | Share | Share, drawn |
|---|---|---|---|
| 💊 | 35 | 36.1% | |
| 👍 | 20 | 20.6% | |
| 🙉 | 19 | 19.6% | |
| 😐 | 9 | 9.28% | |
| 🤨 | 8 | 8.25% | |
| 👏 | 6 | 6.19% |
No sentiment is inferred, and none should be read in. This table is ordered by count and by nothing else. Emoji do not carry stable meaning across languages or communities — 🙏 is thanks in one channel and mourning in another — so we publish which ones were pressed and how often, and pass no judgement on what an audience meant by them.
Precision. Telegram publishes reaction counts per emoji and short-forms each one — 4.34K, 1.2M — so any single kind at or above 1,000 reaches us at three significant figures, and only counts below 1,000 are exact. The shares above are ratios of those figures and carry the same error. This is also why the total here can differ slightly from a reaction total printed elsewhere on the page: both are sums of the same rounded parts, taken over samples with different edges.
Coverage. Reactions were read on 9 of the 16 sampled posts in this sample. Summed by Telegram’s own count on each post — not by adding up the per-emoji breakdown above — those same posts carry 97reactions in total: the kind of figure the paragraph above means by “a reaction total printed elsewhere on the page”.
Measured over the 16 most recent posts we hold, published 20 September 2025 to 5 November 2025, using the newest reading held for each. Telegram Stars are excluded: they are a payment, not a reaction, and they have their own section.
A paid reaction is a reader spending Telegram Stars — bought with money — on a post by @amodelofsuffering. Telegram publishes the count on the public post preview alongside ordinary reactions, and this register reads it there. It is the only figure on this site that measures money moving rather than attention.
Stars are not reactions, and the two are never added. They are rendered in the same strip on Telegram and counted in the same shape, but one is a tap and the other is a purchase. The reaction totals and the engagement rate elsewhere on this page exclude every figure in this section, and no rate here is computed against a reaction count.
This is not revenue, and we publish no currency figure. What a Star costs a reader and what it pays a channel are different numbers, Telegram takes a share we cannot observe, and the terms have changed. Converting a Star count into money would be an estimate dressed as a measurement, so the count is where we stop.
Counted over the 16 most recent posts we hold for this entry, published 20 September 2025 to 5 November 2025. Star counts above 1,000 reach us in Telegram’s short form and carry the same three-significant-figure rounding as everything else on this page.
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Ты был светом, что рвал мою тьму, Мулат, высокий, с огнём во взгляду. Ты держал меня, когда мир рушился, Словно мой щит, когда всё исчезалось. Ты называл меня милым, называл ласково, В каждом слове — тепло, в каждом жесте — право. Я верил в нас, в твою любовь, в твою руку, И падал к твоим ногам, когда темнело вокруг. Но внезапно треснуло, словно лёд под ногой, Ты стал резким, холодным, злым и злой. Игнор, крики, ср…
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Сеул дышал паром и дымом машин, Где неон вместо звёзд и рассвет не спешит. Они встретились случайно — как вспышка в темноте, Он — с иглой под кожей, А тот — с огнём в душе. Он дрожал, как листок на ветру декабря, С венами — картой чужого ада. Другой — не боялся. Сказал: «Пойдём, я не брошу, пока не станет надо». Он таскал его в клиники, в дождь, по врачам, Держал за руку, когда бил сушняк, Когда тело ломало, а губы…
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Сначала всё было как утро весной — Ты — солнце, я — воздух, дыханье одно. Мы верили: двое — уже целый мир, Без боли, без зла, без конца, без вины. Ты гладил мне волосы, звал меня «дом», Я верил — навеки, я верил — всерьёз. Мы путались в смехе, в словах, в простынях, Не зная, что счастье умеет быть злом. Но время скрипело, ломалось внутри, Ты стал говорить — всё не так, всё не ты. И вдруг я не солнце, не дом, не ник…
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Я был барменом — просто тип, Лил людям счастье в рюмки, кружки. А он зашёл — зелёный, лип, С улыбкой лени и игрушки. Сказал: «Ты хочешь — я другой, Не как твои, не пьян, не дерзкий. Со мной ты станешь сам собой, Я не забираю — я дарю резкость». Я смеялся: «Ты кто вообще?» Он шепчет: «Зови меня Трава. Во мне есть солнце, лёгкий вечер, И в венах — лень, и голова…» Он гладил воздух, был, как дым, Тянулся в пальцы, бу…
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Жан Жене (1910–1986) «В унижении я находил ту красоту, которую другие искали в чистоте». ваше мнение.
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Можно ли сравнить наркотики с привязанностью? ваше мнение.
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Showing the 12 most recent of 16 posts we hold for @amodelofsuffering. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Stars beside a post are paid reactions — Telegram Stars, bought with money and spent on that post. They are a different unit from reactions and are never added to them, here or anywhere else on this page.
Names
Channels on the register whose handles appear in this channel's posts.
A mention is a weaker signal than a forward and is counted separately for that reason — naming a channel is not republishing it, and a handle in a post body is easy to place deliberately. The post counts beside each row below are distinct posts in which the handle appeared, from posts we have read on both sides — the “Named by N registered channels” figure above is a different count, of distinct NAMING CHANNELS rather than posts, and is not the sum of the rows under it.
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 12 August 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“𝑩𝑹𝑶𝑶𝑲𝑳𝒀𝑵 𝑵𝑰𝑮𝑨” (@amodelofsuffering), 11 subscribers as measured 12 August 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/amodelofsuffering.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.