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Channel
نِگیلدا
@Negildam
On this record: Topic · Growth · Engagement · Posts · Citations · Cite this entry
1,554subscribers
+33 since we began measuring on 6 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of 1,000–3,162.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1002400986124 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @Negildam |
| Created | Between 1 September 2024 and 31 March 2025 — estimated from Telegram’s id allocation, not measured. How this range is calculated. |
| First recorded | 6 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 18 September 2026 |
| Measurements held | 13 |
| Confirmed unchanged | 1 time, most recently 18 September 2026 |
| On Telegram | t.me/Negildam |
Topic
Personal blog — a classification, not a measurement. An on-box language model (Qwen3.6-35B-A3B-FP8, prompt version 1) read this channel’s own recent posts on 17 September 2026 and assigned it the closest of 31 fixed categories, at 89% confidence. This is a model’s judgement about what the channel is likely to be about, not a fact this register measured the way a subscriber count or a view count is measured — it can be revised on a later pass, and it carries no weight anywhere else on this page. How this classification works, and why it has no browse page of its own yet.
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 18 Sept 2026, 03:40 | 1,554 | -5 |
| 9 Sept 2026, 18:57 | 1,559 | -9 |
| 4 Sept 2026, 11:42 | 1,568 | -4 |
| 31 Aug 2026, 21:35 | 1,572 | -4 |
| 29 Aug 2026, 04:34 | 1,576 | +19 |
| 26 Aug 2026, 06:12 | 1,557 | -7 |
| 23 Aug 2026, 05:03 | 1,564 | +3 |
| 19 Aug 2026, 17:33 | 1,561 | -11 |
| 16 Aug 2026, 15:14 | 1,572 | +21 |
| 13 Aug 2026, 09:34 | 1,551 | +10 |
| 10 Aug 2026, 01:12 | 1,541 | +17 |
| 7 Aug 2026, 06:45 | 1,524 | +3 |
| 6 Aug 2026, 13:35 | 1,521 | first reading |
Engagement
28 posts held, back to 4 August 2026 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 2 pages of Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 28 posts for this entry, the most recent from 7 August 2026. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
Recent posts
من شخصیتم حساسه، ضعیف نیست. درحال گریه ام میتونم با خاک یکسانت کنم.
بعضی وقتها هم خودمون نمیخوایم فراموش کنیم...
آنکه این دنیا را برایت جهنم کرده مجبور است متقاعدت کند بهشت در دنیای دیگری است.
عزیزم توی این دنیایی که «تابستونفن» پیدا میشه، قطعا تو هم یکجایی دوست داشته خواهی شد، نگران نباش.
بعضی وقتها به این فکر میکنم احتمالا این زندگی، زندگی اولم نیست، زندگی چندممه. مطمئنم توی حداقل سه زندگی قبلیم، توی یه اتاق کوچیک و نمور، تک و تنها، آخرین نفسهام رو کشیدم و چشمام رو بستم. مطمئنم که قبلا خیلی چیزها رو دیدم. احتمالا با هر زندگی جدید بخشی از شادیم آب رفته، خیلی دیگه مثل زندگی اولم نخندیدم، خیلی دیگه شوقی نداشتم.
من هم میتونم «باد بشم برم تو موهات» هم میتونم «خار بشم برم تو چشمت» همش بستگی به خودت داره.
غم همیشگی نیست، ولی آدمهایی که وقتی غمگینی پیشت میمونن همیشگیان.
حماقت آدمیزاد توی زندگی دقیقا اونجاست که وقتی آدمها دلیلی بهش نمیدن برای بخشش دوبارهی کارشون و مغرورتر ادامه میدن، خودش برای خودش بهجای اونها، دلیل و بهونه میاره تا بازهم اون رفتاری که دلش رو هزارتیکه کرده ببخشه.
ولی این آیندهای نبود که خودمو توی بچگی براش آماده میکردم و میرفتم حموم، زیر دوش با شامپو سخنرانی میکردم و در آخر جایزهم رو تقدیم مادرم میکردم.
«یه روزی انقدر قوی میشم، که دیگه هرجایی گریه نکنم. اصلا گریه نکنم.»
فکر کن چهقدر توی غمگین بودن لولآپ شدم که دیگه این چیزا غمگینم نمیکنه.
Showing the 12 most recent of 28 posts we hold for @Negildam. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Forward network
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Republishes
Channels on the register whose posts this channel has forwarded.
Built only from forwarded posts we have actually read, on both sides. Coverage is early and deliberately incomplete: a missing link means we have not read the post that would prove it, never that the relationship does not exist. Counts are distinct forwarded posts observed, so they only ever go up as we read more.
Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 18 September 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“نِگیلدا” (@Negildam), 1,554 subscribers as measured 18 September 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/Negildam.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.