Literature — a classification, not a measurement. An on-box language model (Qwen3.6-35B-A3B-FP8, prompt version 1) read this channel’s own recent posts on 24 September 2026 and assigned it the closest of 31 fixed categories, at 88% confidence. This is a model’s judgement about what the channel is likely to be about, not a fact this register measured the way a subscriber count or a view count is measured — it can be revised on a later pass, and it carries no weight anywhere else on this page. How this classification works, and why it has no browse page of its own yet.
Growth
5 measurements spanning 67 days, net -5. Dots are measurements; the straight line between them is drawn to join them, not to claim we know the path taken in between — snapshots are recorded only when a count changes, so gaps mean “no change observed”, never “interpolated”. The vertical axis spans 183–190 and does not start at zero.
Measurement log — every subscribers count we have recorded
Measured (UTC)
Subscribers
Change
13 Oct 2026, 00:35
184
-1
9 Sept 2026, 22:41
185
-3
24 Aug 2026, 08:44
188
-1
7 Aug 2026, 07:16
189
no change
7 Aug 2026, 00:15
189
first reading
Engagement
20 posts held, back to 29 October 2023 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 page of Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 20 posts for this entry, the most recent from 11 May 2026. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
Reaction mix
44 reactions across 11 posts, in 4 distinct kinds. The most used accounts for 50.0% of them.
Every reaction kind recorded on the sample, most used first
Reaction
Count
Share
Share, drawn
❤
22
50.0%
💔
15
34.1%
😢
5
11.4%
❤🔥
2
4.55%
No sentiment is inferred, and none should be read in. This table is ordered by count and by nothing else. Emoji do not carry stable meaning across languages or communities — 🙏 is thanks in one channel and mourning in another — so we publish which ones were pressed and how often, and pass no judgement on what an audience meant by them.
Precision. Telegram publishes reaction counts per emoji and short-forms each one — 4.34K, 1.2M — so any single kind at or above 1,000 reaches us at three significant figures, and only counts below 1,000 are exact. The shares above are ratios of those figures and carry the same error. This is also why the total here can differ slightly from a reaction total printed elsewhere on the page: both are sums of the same rounded parts, taken over samples with different edges.
Coverage. Reactions were read on 11 of the 20 sampled posts in this sample. Summed by Telegram’s own count on each post — not by adding up the per-emoji breakdown above — those same posts carry 44 reactions in total: the kind of figure the paragraph above means by “a reaction total printed elsewhere on the page”.
Measured over the 20 most recent posts we hold, published 29 October 2023 to 11 May 2026, using the newest reading held for each. Telegram Stars are excluded: they are a payment, not a reaction, and they have their own section.
بهت گفتم بعد از همه اون دردها قوی تر شدم؛
ولی راستش رو بخوای اصلا دلم نمیخواست قوی باشم.
حداقل دلم نمیخواست اینطوری قوی بشم.
دلم میخواست به جای قوی، شاد باشم.
بخندم و هیچی ته خندهم نباشه.
بخندم و وسط خندههام اون فکرها، اون روزها، اون حسها خراب نشه رو سرم.
دلم میخواست هنوز مثل بچگیهام فکر کنم دنیا قشنگه، امنه، مهربونه، آدمها دوستم دارن همونطوری که من دوستشون دارم. دلم میخواست همه اون اتفاقها خواب باشه. که ا…
برایت نوشته بودم که کلمات از من فاصله گرفتهاند و هرچه بیشتر از واژهها دورتر شوم به جنون نزدیکتر میشوم.
برایت نوشته بودم: «کسانی که به تو فکر، حتی فکر، ببین حتی فکر کرده بودند را سلاخی میکنم.» برایت نوشته بودم که تو برای من شبیه یک جزیره بکر و امنی در میان موجهای پر طلاطم اقیانوس ارام. حالا دیگر کنارت احساس امنیت نمیکنم. کلمهها را نیز ندارم. و نزدیکترین به جنونم. فکر کردم دانسته باشی که من در جزیره تنها بودم …
شخص يهتم لمكان الهمزة، و نقطة نهاية الجملة، والفاصلة بين الكلام، أتتوقع أن يفوت تفاصيل وجهة؟
چگونه از کسی كه به مكان همزه و نقطهی آخر خط و فاصلهی بين كلمات اهميت میدهد انتظار داری جزئيات صورتت را ناديده بگيرد؟
#لاادری
@mahsaa_jalal
میخوام بهت بگم کاری که عاشقشی رو انجام بده. مهم نیست چقدر سخت باشه، یا چقدر به دست آوردنش طول بکشه. مهم اینه بعد از یه عمر زندگی بتونی جلوی آینه تو چشمای خودت نگاه کنی. مهم اینه که نمونه تو دلت. مهم اینه که مجبور نشی هر روز بهش فکر کنی در صورتی که نداریش. بذار به جای هر روز فکر کردن بهش داشته باشیش. مهم نیست چقدر طول بکشه. حتی مهم نیست اگه واسه به دست آوردنش تا آخرین روز زندگیت تلاش کنی. به نظرم ما نیومدیم به این دن…
به دکتر گفتم من اصلا یادم نمیاد کسی خواسته باشه از من دلجویی کنه. گفت تو همیشه در حال سرزنش خودتی، و حتی اگه کسی ازت دلجویی یا عذرخواهی کنه باور نمیکنی. گفتم چرا؟ گفت دلایل مختلفی داره، مثلا ممکنه یهبار زمان زیادی منتظر یه عذرخواهی موندی و ناامید شدی. حالا دیگه منتظرش نیستی...
#حمید_سلیمی
@mahsaa_jalal
چون دوستت میدارم، مجبور نیستی آنگونه که روزِ آشناییمان بودی باقی بمانی.
چون دوستت میدارم، مجبور نیستی خود را محدود کنی به تصویری که از تو زنده مانده در من.
چون دوستت میدارم میتوانی در خودت بِبالی، چیزهایِ جدیدی کشف کنی در وجودَت، میتوانی دگرگون شده، بشکُفی، تازه شوی.
چون دوستت میدارم، میتوانی آنچه هستی باقی بمانی و آنچه نیستی شَوی.
#مارگوت_بیگل
@mahsaa_jalal 🩵
هنوز کمحرفما،
هم خودمو نفهمیدی هم حرفمو…
@mahsaa_jalal
❤1
Signed مهسا جلال
Showing the 12 most recent of 20 posts we hold for @Mahsaa_jalal. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Forward network
Republished by
Channels on the register that have forwarded this channel's posts into their own feed.
Built only from forwarded posts we have actually read, on both sides. Coverage is early and deliberately incomplete: a missing link means we have not read the post that would prove it, never that the relationship does not exist. Counts are distinct forwarded posts observed, so they only ever go up as we read more.
Mentions
Named by 1 registered channel — every channel on the register whose own posts have named this one, by its current username or any other username it currently holds, merged from two separately captured readings of the same fact so a namer caught by only one of them is not missed and a namer both caught is not counted twice. A username this channel has since dropped is not matched — that handle may belong to someone else now, and crediting today’s namer to yesterday’s owner would misattribute it.
Named by
Channels on the register whose posts name this channel's handle.
A mention is a weaker signal than a forward and is counted separately for that reason — naming a channel is not republishing it, and a handle in a post body is easy to place deliberately. The post counts beside each row below are distinct posts in which the handle appeared, from posts we have read on both sides — the “Named by N registered channels” figure above is a different count, of distinct NAMING CHANNELS rather than posts, and is not the sum of the rows under it.
Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 13 October 2026 — this
entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“مهساجلال” (@Mahsaa_jalal), 184 subscribers as measured 13 October 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/Mahsaa_jalal.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.