10 Feb 2026, 03:17 UTC305 viewsread 15 August 2026
people can think whatever they want, see you with her and think they know the story. but, still, in my mind, you come back to me.
Channel
⋆.𐙚˚
@FallinAway
On this record: Growth · Engagement · Posts · Citations · Cite this entry
1subscribers
+0 since we began measuring on 14 August 2026
Risers and fallers across the register · movement among entries of Under 1,000.
Register entry
| Telegram ID | -1003889970642 |
|---|---|
| Type | Channel |
| Username | @FallinAway |
| Description | what is this phase called? |
| Created | 7 February 2026 — measured — dated from the channel’s first post |
| First recorded | 15 August 2026 |
| Last confirmed live | 23 August 2026 |
| Measurements held | 2 |
| On Telegram | t.me/FallinAway |
Growth
| Measured (UTC) | Subscribers | Change |
|---|---|---|
| 15 Aug 2026, 11:16 | 1 | no change |
| 14 Aug 2026, 06:21 | 1 | first reading |
Engagement
9 posts held, back to 7 February 2026 — the reader has not yet reached the start of this channel’s public history, so older posts may sit further back, unread. Read across 1 pageof Telegram’s post history, 20 posts per page.
Nothing published in the last 30 days. ERR and ER are rolling 30-day measures, so there is nothing to compute — we hold 9 posts for this entry, the most recent from 10 February 2026. An engagement rate over an empty window would be a number about nothing.
Recent posts
10 Feb 2026, 03:17 UTC284 viewsread 15 August 2026
even when you pretend not to, i know you still look for me in rooms full of people. delusional. you still tell me things you never tell anyone else with your voice gentler. delusional. you still remember how i drink my matcha. delusional. how i hate being asked if i’m okay when i clearly am not. delusional.
10 Feb 2026, 03:15 UTC240 viewsread 15 August 2026
i expelled a breath i didn’t realize i had beheld as my lips curving into a weird smile. perhaps everything is okay... perhaps everything is where it should be.... cause despite the fact that you are with her—experiencing a version of existence that does not include me—i’m privy to something they don’t know. something i keep quietly in my heart.
8 Feb 2026, 08:50 UTC185 viewsread 15 August 2026
now, both of you shared laughter as if laughing at my destiny of falling in love in silence. both of you shared laughter as if i was meant to be just your best friend.
8 Feb 2026, 08:50 UTC177 viewsread 15 August 2026
under the twilight heavens that began to embrace their crimson hues, i wondered how i’d tell you last night i dreamed of you, when you were right in front of me and smiling freely by her: the girl i never could hate. cause even in my dream, i also saw this scene, in my dream that should bring me joy just bring me blue.
7 Feb 2026, 00:30 UTC237 viewsread 15 August 2026
“i don’t like him.” i told myself but who am i to say i don’t like the way his voice sounds gentle to my ears, the way he looks me deep in my eyes that i despise, the way he checks on me to reassure me that everything is okay once i’ve stopped bawling, the way he notices me and recalls details about things i’ve even forgotten myself. now, how can i not like him?
7 Feb 2026, 00:29 UTC226 viewsread 15 August 2026
“i don’t like him.” i told myself as i realized how my eyes kept searching for him, even now. in the midst of the crowd, i instantly found him—standing there, he didn’t even glance at me—and i wasn’t sure if i should be thankful or feel blue since i knew he wouldn’t be able to find me here, all alone in the crowd that would probably disappear in less than four minutes.
7 Feb 2026, 00:23 UTCviews —
Channel created
7 Feb 2026, 00:23 UTCviews —
Channel photo updated
Showing the 9 most recent of 9 posts we hold for @FallinAway. View and reaction counts are the latest single reading for each post, not a live figure, and a recent post is still accumulating both. A view count marked ≈ was rounded by Telegram before we ever saw it — t.me prints views in full below 1,000 and to three significant figures above, so ≈1,200,000 means somewhere between 1,150,000 and 1,249,999. Unmarked counts are exact. Text is reproduced from the public post preview and truncated for length.
Citation-graph rank
Citation-graph rank — 1,427,788 of 1,626,935entries in the measured graph. A weighted position computed from the forward and mention edges below — republished posts weigh more than named mentions — and recomputed periodically, over the whole graph. Published only as this ordinal position, never as a score: a position is a fact, and a score printed beside one channel’s name would read as a verdict this register does not make. The two counts beneath stay separate for the same reason mentions are never summed with forwards anywhere else on this page — a named-by count costs nothing to manufacture. The top 100 by this measure, or how it is computed.
Forward network
Republished by
Channels on the register that have forwarded this channel's posts into their own feed.
Built only from forwarded posts we have actually read, on both sides. Coverage is early and deliberately incomplete: a missing link means we have not read the post that would prove it, never that the relationship does not exist. Counts are distinct forwarded posts observed, so they only ever go up as we read more.
Mentions
Named by 1 registered channel — every channel on the register whose own posts have named this one, by its current username or any other username it currently holds, merged from two separately captured readings of the same fact so a namer caught by only one of them is not missed and a namer both caught is not counted twice. A username this channel has since dropped is not matched — that handle may belong to someone else now, and crediting today’s namer to yesterday’s owner would misattribute it.
A mention is a weaker signal than a forward and is counted separately for that reason — naming a channel is not republishing it, and a handle in a post body is easy to place deliberately. The post counts beside each row below are distinct posts in which the handle appeared, from posts we have read on both sides — the “Named by N registered channels” figure above is a different count, of distinct NAMING CHANNELS rather than posts, and is not the sum of the rows under it.
Cite this entry
A live page changes as we take new readings, so a citation should name the measurement it is based on, not just the URL. The line below cites the subscriber count as measured 15 August 2026 — this entry's latest reading, not the date you are reading this.
“⋆.𐙚˚” (@FallinAway), 1 subscribers as measured 15 August 2026. Telegram Register, tgregister.com/channel/FallinAway.
Full measurement history, CC BY 4.0. Every reading this register holds for this entry, not just the latest one, as a dated, downloadable record: CSV · JSON. Free to use with attribution to tgregister.com. Each file carries its own generation timestamp, which is the figure to cite for exactly when the data was retrieved.